the boys i had a crush on

Brennan 2022-03-21 09:02:07

Watching these kinds of movies always reminds me of who I used to be... Looking back on my entire youth, I had a crush on a boy in junior high school. There was a power outage for self-study at night. What, I really wanted to confess to him at that time, but I didn't dare, so I borrowed his Chinese book and quietly wrote "I like you" on the last page with a pencil. After returning the book to him, I was always uneasy. , I expected him to see those words, but I was very afraid that he would see them. After struggling for a long time, I still got nowhere to take the book back after class and erased those words... After graduating from junior high school, although we were not in a The school is still a good friend. He has never asked him if it is possible for us if he confesses... Some secrets are suitable to stay in the past forever. I don't like him for a long time, and the answer is not important anymore.

The secret love in high school ran through most of my high school years, so that I have worked throughout the university period. My story with him, no, it should be said that the story of my unrequited love has not yet ended. I don't know when and where I can let go of him without any disturbance. Just like the person I liked in junior high school, as time goes by, I really just treat him as a memory. I know there will always be that day, although now I'm still under the illusion that we might be together. He is a senior in my high school. I also wrote a letter to him, but I didn't give it. Later, communication developed. With QQ and WeChat, writing letters seemed to be forgotten. Fortunately, we sent postcards to each other. It will be diluted soon, but the letters are always there, at least they are treasures to me... Although most of them are sent to him by postcards, I still remember the ecstasy every time I received a postcard from him. , Thinking about it is actually beautiful... There are anxiety of waiting, and surprises without knowing it. It's a pity that my secret love was seen through by him, and he was rejected without a formal confession. How much I want to confess to my face, even if it is the same ending. I always feel that if you really like someone, you won't say it so easily. In front of the person you like, you will be nervous, timid, and cranky. Now that you like it casually, it always makes me feel very hypocritical. I hope that in the future I can meet another person who I want to confess in person. If I can't meet, I also hope that there is someone who is willing to confess to me in person.

When I was in college, I almost never met someone who wanted to have a crush...

Suddenly I feel so youthful... I, like the heroine, have fantasized about countless romantic loves, but I am very resistant to reality. I hope I can meet someone who can open my heart~

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To All the Boys I've Loved Before quotes

  • Peter: You gonna break my heart, Covey?

  • Greg: Listen, Lara Jean, I was thinking about your name. Lara Jean - put them together, you get 'Largie'! Largie!

    Lara Jean: Are you... on something?

    Greg: I'm on to a new nickname for you.