This little girl Mary is really distressing.
She will open the most hidden corner of her heart and invite her beloved to come: lying in bed with her beloved, looking at the ceiling, and talking about death.
Does she feel great satisfaction from being understood when her beloved takes her hand little by little? But she doesn't know that the heart of the person she loves is not open to anyone. She is only keen on the emotional game of you and me, but avoids any responsible relationship.
But Mary, who was deeply involved, paid too much. The rubbish thrown by the girl must be picked up secretly and treated as a treasure. Eat her leftover apples and read her notes on scrap paper.
Can be with a girl, how painful it will be. Accompany her to meet her boyfriend, just wait like that, imagining two people making love. I don't want to do this job anymore, but the girl is attractive, and if you give her a little favor, she can't refuse. But I can't hide my jealousy: I won't be waiting for you here, go have sex with him. Still stubborn: It has nothing to do with me. Being tortured to the point of madness, I was left stubborn.
When she knew that the rumors outside were false and that the girl hadn't done those things, she might think that the girl might be able to fall in love with her.
But as long as she has a little hope, she will be ruthlessly extinguished by the girl. There are too many people around the girl, there are boyfriends, and there are coaches who come to hook up. The girl herself also wants to find a man to end her virginity.
Mary just followed the girl day by day. When she is discouraged, the girl will give her a little favor, so that the little flame of her hope will burn stubbornly again: if the girl can finally turn back to her after trying a few times.
The girl turned to her, not with a loving response, but with the hope that Mary would be the first. The girl couldn't take that step and wanted Mary to help her. Mary flatly refused. Sex without an emotional response, what is it? Even if she loved her heart to death, she would even kiss the girl's lip print on the glass.
The girl told Mary that she had decided to sleep with her boyfriend. Saying that she didn't believe her boyfriend, she still put on the necklace given by her boyfriend, and put her own on Mary. Mary knew the origin of the chain, and she knew the benefits of the girl at no cost. But this is the personal thing of the beloved, and it is no small matter to put it on her with your own hands. Again, Mary was weak. That thing, she agreed to do.
The most unrelated sex thing. Mary must have fantasized about it, but how could she have imagined it happened like this?
Then the boyfriend came to the door. Mary held the girl, reluctantly and even pitiful, and didn't want her to open the door, so why couldn't she be with her? The girl broke free. Mary was like a disposable tool and had to leave.
If it is the first time to accompany a girl to meet her boyfriend, and it is heartbreaking to imagine that the two have sex, then staring at the girl's window on the side of the road and knowing that her boyfriend is inside is like watching them have sex with your own eyes. Mary Wan's arrow pierced her heart. I really feel sorry for her.
When you get home, throw the collected rubbish out. I have saved a lot, and I have not picked it up once or twice.
When I was most desperate, I heard that the girl rejected her boyfriend and didn't sleep with him. Mary's hope exploded and reached its peak: maybe she was the only one the girl could accept. How painful it was just now, how much hope is now.
Seen again at the party, the girl gave Mary a fiery hug. It made Mary almost feel like her dream was coming true right away. But in a blink of an eye, the girl went to flirt with others again. Under the attack, Mary couldn't take it anymore, she took the girl away, and said to her humbly, can I ask you something? The girl knew, of course, that she let Mary come over. For the first time, Mary took the initiative to kiss the girl, passionate, devoted, and hopeful.
But after the end, the girl said, isn't it easy? All of Mary's caution and thought, the girl saw. To her, it doesn't make sense. Mary's heart, she doesn't need it, all she needs is a timely help from Mary.
Mary was completely dead, she couldn't get the girl's love. She was floating in the pool with her friends, staring at the ceiling, desperate as death. At the age of sixteen, her first love passed away like this. Will there be such a pure and beautiful sincerity in the future?
————————————————————— I watched this movie because of Dao Ha. Maybe too partial to her to blame the girl she played. Plus my own thinking has changed recently. So I can't bear to say that girls are scumbags. The last shot is of her dancing alone, which is actually quite lonely. But this is her choice. No stable relationships, no burdens, just ease and comfort.
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