Find Brian

Nikita 2022-03-21 09:03:29

Put yourself in the hustle and bustle and find your own loneliness in the hustle and bustle. Some people say that when you are alone, you are the loneliest, and some people say that when you are the loneliest, you are standing alone in a lively crowd, but you find that the wonderful things belong to others, and you are just alone all the time. For me, what I fear most is the former kind of loneliness, but I love the latter kind of loneliness, which allows me to find an unprecedented inner peace in it.

Justin is gone. After being wounded by Brian again and again, he was afraid. He didn't dare to trust the man he loved so much. He was afraid of disappointment and sadness again, so he chose to leave and find a violinist. . Maybe because they are all engaged in art, they have a common language, but I think it is probably because they all just hope to find a lover who can quietly guard them, take care of them, and not go out and fool around, so Justin Inevitably choose someone who loves himself more than he loves him. Every morning, the lover will bring breakfast to bed, and they can lie in bed and watch everything in the house be gently caressed by the sun, that kind of ordinary but real happiness that Brian can't give him. Although when Justin confronted him Brian said: It's not that I can't do it, it's just that I don't want to. Brian always refuses every opportunity to let himself love others or let others love him, this time his heart has been melted by Sunshine, but he doesn't know how to express, and he doesn't want to let himself fall into what he doesn't believe In love, his stubbornness made Justin, who he deeply loved, leave him. When he looked at the unusually empty attic after Justin took his clothes, the loneliness in his eyes could not be concealed, and that kind of eyes were the truest reflection of his heart. If Justin saw this scene, or if he was willing to tell Justin his love, then they would live happily ever after, even though he was 12 years older than him! The friends around him have their own homes, only Brian is left, he is alone, he is looking for fun everywhere, but who knows, even the boy he brought home has Justin's blond hair and a similar face what. He has fallen deeply in love with this sunny boy. Although he is reluctant to say it, we can no longer see the happy, happy and confident smile on his face when he was with Justin. He has Become a walking dead, swaying, swaying alone on Liberty Avenue...

Seeing this, my tears flowed uncontrollably down my cheeks, I couldn't bear to watch any more, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that the end result is that Brian and Justin will never be together, I'm afraid to see Brian alone Depressed, I'm afraid... I don't know why I'm so caught up in the plot that I can't extricate myself, and the feeling is so deep and so painful! I ran desperately, trying to get all the water out of my body into sweat, so that I would have no tears. All afternoon, all night, I couldn't get myself to recover, I just let myself swim in the pain, put myself in the hustle and bustle, to feel Brian's mood, to appreciate his loneliness. Recommending this film to my friends makes me calm down and makes me believe that the story behind it will definitely see the sunshine again. But I found myself just like Justin, I no longer dared to place any hope, just like I lost confidence in gw and chose to give up! I've been thinking, if gw, like Brian, is reluctant to speak his mind, are we going to pass by like this? I am confused as to why I have recently started to think of him again, and of the past. I just felt that I was just like Justin. At the beginning, I always felt that I would make him change. After repeated efforts, I only got sadness and disappointment again and again. Leave, choose to give up. Can anyone tell me or Justin what the hell are we going to do?

I'm still in a bad mood, although the sun finally appeared in the sky on this clear day, but I can't escape from the depression and loneliness, so forget it, just let yourself, let yourself think about everything about Brian and Justin ......

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Queer as Folk quotes

  • Debbie: Well, if it isn't the man behind the asshole.

    Michael: Brian's always behind the asshole.

  • Daphne: I'm not a lesbian, but I'm a big fan.