hallucinations in "x sanji"

Michel 2022-03-21 09:03:06

A half-amnesiac youth wandering the coast, Mamiya, hypnotizes a series of people he contacts, including middle-aged male teachers, female general practitioners, psychoanalysts, and the police themselves. Every hypnotized person kills himself, or someone else. The way to die is to draw an x ​​character on the chest. Killing others is because that person or the entire group symbolized by that person oppresses him. Although he resists in his heart, he is used to this kind of oppression before he falls asleep, and uses other people's words to rationalize this kind of oppression. After encountering the youth palace, the previously suppressed emotions were released incisively and vividly. It turned out that the suppressed self was already so strong and powerful, so powerful that he cut off the other's ribs with his hands, and the knife drew lines in the flesh, and his heart was also light and dazed. Killing himself, maybe after searching for a long time, there is no definite target, the perpetrators are all around, but none of them stand out, and the fuse finally burned to himself. Extremely urgent, I become the other. Or after searching for a long time, I found that others or society are not terrible, and I hate it the most to persuade them to surrender. Killing others, or killing oneself, is the result: there is no more conflict inside, empty, walking dead, modernly "cured". But I'm still a little curious. Because in the film, almost all murderers or suicides were discovered immediately. I wonder if they would have continued to kill indefinitely if they hadn't been found out (they kill in the movie with a calm, seemingly no ecstatic satisfaction). Or after killing a person, the wish is fulfilled and stop. This is also not important. How to get along with the repressed, eager desire for destruction? People have always constructed a self in getting along with others. This self seems solid, but of course it is false. But people can't live without a lie, without constant and controllable hallucinations. Others construct themselves, so the self is never determined by you. The conflict of desire and power, combined with your cowardly body, builds up a beast of repression in your ego. Once formed, it can never go away. Others, whenever they have the chance, keep awakening it, watering it, and trying to suppress it. One day, finally decided to kill this beast. Once it is defined as a beast, the hallucination arises: the beast is no longer part of me, but an external murderer. Binary opposition is a lie. Kill it and you will be happy. This obsession was awakened by Mamiya, and it was immediately implemented without hesitation. It collapsed unexpectedly, the void was too late to make up, and the self collapsed. It's just a game. That beast is not as scary as you think, yes, you think. It's an illusion. Gently pat it on the head and take it out for a walk. One day, you tame it, ignore it, and your heart will be at peace. Make the effort to pursue a beautiful illusion. This has something to do with the Bodhisattva of Forbearance in the Diamond Sutra. Forbearance in Buddhist scriptures has never been a binary opposition in the West, but a distinction without oneself and among others. Indians are too smart.

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