Sorry...I'm dying...But I still don't understand what I supposed to do...

Lourdes 2022-10-13 03:06:46

What the fuck!

What the fucking life?

What do I do?

What kind a shit I have been through?

Now, what done it's done.....What I reely want to do?

I don't have a cleanly answer.....

I juest ....don't want do nothing until the fucking death is coming.....

May be I can do something....something I'm not dear to do when I was alive with health.

Which mean's like fuck anywhere with anyone just I can....

Or talk anything shit to anybody juest I want.....

I'll drive to somewhere until I'm relly sick, justincase I don't want to see the people's heart broken who loved me.

I think.....

I think……

I think……

This is what the protagonist wants to express...

Because, if it were me, from now on writing this film review, I would do the same... Although there are still many things I haven't done in my life, many dreams have not been realized, and many people are too late to love. However, when this moment comes, I really don't want to try any more. How much suffering and fatigue have you suffered in your life? Compared with this world, it's nothing... But since I didn't succeed when I was healthy, and I'm not healthy now, why should I work hard? Afraid of dying unwilling? ? In comparison, I'm actually more afraid that if I don't realize it when I live, I'll just be unwilling to grow old...

You're about to lose your life anyway, so what else is there to lose?

Anyway, the things that you have been pursuing in your life have not been successful, so what is there to pursue at this time?

I can only regret that I didn't take care of all this when I was healthy! Not enough to enjoy those happy moments, not enough effort to retain those cherished people, things and emotions...

Now that this has happened, I really feel so unfair! Why?

God, God, fuck! Fuck!!!

Please forgive me and allow me to let my last madness!

I want to do what I have been bound by morality in my life and have not dared to do it! I'm going to try that thrill and madness! Enjoy the thrill of moral torture and condemnation!

I want to do what I've been bound by the rules for my whole life! I'm going to smoke in the crowd, I'm going to rant in class! When all this venting is done, I want these juniors to listen to my look back at the end of my life...

After completing my responsibilities and obligations...what else do I want to do?

At this time, a boy came to my office... He asked me to do some indescribable things with him... I was completely shocked! But I think I should satisfy him! This is the afterglow of my life, and at least some people can feel satisfied... Besides, the woman I've fucked all my life, why not try a man? Anyway, I'm dying...

Well...That's not my favorite...atlist I tryed...forget it...

The male protagonist is crazy enough at this time, but if it was me, maybe I would try to do some criminal things... Anyway, I'm dying... Hehe, maybe, just maybe. No one can guarantee what kind of behavior will happen if the little devil in his heart is not restrained? Or if you don’t have any constraints on your hormone secretion, maybe you will be holding your little cock and sticking needles everywhere on the street... (My righteous heart is still very firm, so those are some exaggerated descriptions, describing the heart of a dying person It can be really crazy)

everything is crazy...

With his own reluctance for friendship...

love for my daughter...

Even forgiveness for the woman who cuckolded herself... After all, it doesn't matter if she's right or wrong at this time, the important thing is that she didn't work so hard in this marriage in the first place!

People are not perfect, but when they seriously pursue their own faults, they are so harsh that God will feel distressed...

Seriously, no matter the male protagonist, myself, or you reading this sentence, I think we have all blamed ourselves, we have all apologized to someone and admit we missed it. Is it really all our fault? Why should we be so humble? Why should it be fulfilled? Anyway, I'm going to die now...

Just let this goddamn mother-in-law feel ashamed! I'm going to make it public that she was fucked by three dick guys! I'm going to make her as shocked by my death as a stranger! Finally, I will lift myself up, I will put gold on my face, and I will express my deep love for her in an affectionate way! Deposit the shame of her betrayal to me now! She is such a bitch...

Almost there, I think at this time I should say goodbye to the one I really love, my daughter... I don't want me to see her heartache when I'm sick at the end of my life, I hope in her heart my last Even if he is about to die from illness, his appearance is as common as a trip.

Finally I embarked on the "travel" road. I came to a T-junction. should i turn left? Or should it be to the right? Seems like those are all ways to stay, I think I'm going to a dead end...I should leave the way of the living, the way the living make, I should drive to death...with my madness and laughter. At this time, I am finally not afraid of death...

I'm not afraid of dying anymore...

This movie actually tells how the male protagonist faces death and how not to be afraid of death... On the way to death, those stories and embarrassing things are just a true portrayal of "every family has a hard-to-read scripture". Yes! No matter how high society or successful the male protagonist is, he, like us, has such and such things... This is life, this is life, not many people's lives are full of light and happiness, life is really unfair , no matter how hard we try, there is always bitterness, and those sad memories that make people vivid...

Human...life...you can't escape death...before this, did you get your wish? What have you left in this world? Do you still have regrets? Those unfinished things... those who haven't had time to love... those unforgettable love... those kinds of things... if you still have a chance and time, please hurry up and don't leave regrets in your life.

Finally, I wish you all good health. Otherwise, your wife belongs to someone else...

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The Professor quotes

  • Claire: The person one loves at first is not the person one loves at last. Love is not an end. It's a process through which one person attempts to know another.

    [pause]

    Claire: That's it.

    Richard: And, in a word?

    Claire: In TWO words, deceptively simple.

  • Peter: Why are you wearing sunglasses?

    Richard: I have cancer. I'm supposed to wear sunglasses in unusual places.