I have a lot of words to tell you during the first snowy day in 2010. It may be just a few fragments, or it may be just a kind of memory. At the end of 2009, when I ate with the dogs, speaking of 2009, my conclusion is to regret the decision made in 2008. Yes, the decision to separate from you. I know if you see this, you might sneer, you might laugh, you might say, you bastard.
Like in the movie, I finally chose Emily to get married. If I really wanted to get married, I still think of you. During this year, sometimes I began to think about marriage. Yes, it was still a long time away from me, but when I really considered the truth about marriage, I felt scared and even a little uneasy. I suddenly realized that for marriage, I only have two possibilities, one is you and the other is someone else. And now, you have missed it. Although I still have fantasy, as the days go by, the hope that this fantasy can bring me is less and less. Therefore, I gradually became more afraid of marriage.
The four years we were together gave me an illusion that no matter what the two of us, we will still be together in the end. No matter how big my circle is, I will eventually come back to you, we will always be together. After I really found out that this was an illusion, that kind of helplessness, kind of frustration, and even fear, can swallow me irrelevant.
In the year of 2009, I stopped and walked, like a leading male character, I met all kinds of people, and thoughts of getting married, but in the end all the blunders fell apart. Really why should I write this? Because, I think the movie has a happy ending, but this is our life. If you miss it, you may really miss it.
So, are you willing to come back? I really hope that I will sit with you to the terminal. I got off the bus halfway, and the scenery along the road is a bit beautiful, but now I know that no matter how beautiful the scenery is, it is nothing more than scenery, and the most important thing is to accompany you to finish the journey.
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