James is the gentlest boy in the world.
His mother drove into the lake because of depression when he was a child.
There are little ducks in the lake. His mother will die if he wants to see the little ducks. He hates it. This guilt has turned into self-abuse and indifference. "Sometimes it is just letting things go." When his uncle sexually harassed him, he kept watching, and he did not have the consciousness of the person involved.
He had no hope of life until his father bought a deep fryer, he put his hand in and experienced the ultimate pain.
How plain should life be for him to be disabled? How big should the wound in his heart be before he seeks excitement by killing animals?
No matter how he ignores the wound in his heart, the wound is still bleeding, and the father can't heal it by himself (he is a very nervous person). As a son, he grows unhealthy, does not face the problem directly, and is silent (even through television). He only learned to hide the wounds in the family where the machine came to destroy the silence.
He has always missed his mother, killing animals over and over again, and chewing on the pain over and over again when he watched his mother commit suicide in the first place.
Father didn't tell him what to do to relieve the pain in his heart, but rudely used sneer to make the deserted home a little noisy.
His pain is getting bigger and bigger, beyond the limit he can bear, he wants to kill.
Before making a big mistake, fortunately, they met.
I dare not say what a beautiful start to their encounter, but the two people's originally incomprehensible past began to have answers.
Alisa, who is always awkward and doesn't like to tell the truth, learned to open her heart, and James, who never spoke no matter what happened, learned to express.
Because of the murder, Alisha became suspicious of James. Mrs. James was too calm. In the eyes of the "perverted" James, killing is no different from killing cats and birds, and that person is a real pervert. He kills him and kills. mistaken.
He was in a stable mood, until Eliza left him after she became suspicious of him. He sat alone in the empty woods and could no longer bear the silence around him.
He walked to the group of people and asked them to shake their fists at him, no longer escaping from the problem, no longer escaping from the bloody wounds in his heart, he still used the most familiar way: experiencing pain, to release his pain, after the pain Just cry, face it after crying.
From then on, the child who grew up in a lonely and numb family in his native family found the feeling of love, learned to face the pain, and began to walk truly in the world.
Alyssa’s original family was broken. When her mother remarried, she didn’t experience any warmth as a “oil bottle”. She loves to swear. She is nonchalant. She uses twisting bars to fight against her being unable to accept her. The reorganization of the family showed a nonchalant look, but in fact, everyone knew that she was eager to love and be loved. She treasured the "birthday card" that her father had sent for 16 consecutive years, a joke made by a mother inadvertently.
She escaped for those sixteen greeting cards, and all the beginning was because Alyssa wanted love.
She can't indulge in mobile phones like the girls around her without asking about world affairs. She needs love and direct contact with people, very, very much.
Sometimes you see your situation clearly, the moment you are out of the picture, see the world that was originally piled up with exquisite lies and hypocritical smiles, you will turn around without hesitation.
The stepfather with the big house coveted Alyssa, only to force her away.
What if my mother saw that scene? Just leave her a silent back, I can't protect you, mother said.
"Choose James, at least he has a car."
Since our parents are both dickhead, let's run away together.
She once thought that it would be Dad who would stand behind her, but afterwards, only James was willing to stand behind Alyssa.
Her mother loves her very much, but can't help her, and her father loves her very much, but can't help her.
She has family members, but when something goes wrong, her mother will not even come to her, and her father will only take care of his own life and will not save her.
Only James is willing to take up the gun, raise the knife, take responsibility for her, and flee with her.
The whole world has abandoned you, I will still stand behind you, we have each other.
I am the one who knows you best in the world.
Alyssa took James to flee without hesitation, swearing cruel words to the old man who sexually harassed James, and pitted his wallet by the way.
And when James explained, Alyssa told him that sometimes you don't have to follow other people's ideas.
And accurately guessed it
But he still answered stiffly
There are tens of thousands of beautiful people in the world, no one who understands me, you are my only one.
Therefore, Alyssa finally fought against her dad who was regarded as her last safe haven for James.
Punch his father's thigh severely.
In the end, James ran to the sea alone and ended the play with gunshots. His inner monologue was:
Someone asked what does the finale mean?
What is the meaning of man to man?
I think the answer may be:
The meaning of people to people is trouble, dislike and liking, that is to roll in the world, polish in the emotions, don't be afraid of trouble, don't be shy, don't be disappointed.
Break the boundaries and feel the warmth of being snuggled.
When you don’t doubt each other, fall in love,
When not talking about interests, fall in love.
Just like they said, you should fall in love early in college, because you will find that it is hard to love someone wholeheartedly, and how hard it is to find someone worthy of your liking.
Because of work, everyone wears a mask. In the adult world, only interests are emphasized. It is almost impossible to simply like each other and support each other in a university.
It is precisely the unsatisfactory reality of the world that makes this drama so precious.
Life has forced people into lingering dogs, and trivial matters are piled up together, mixed with misery and tears, and there are too many times when there is no choice.
Life can only proceed along a narrow path, learned to be obedient, and accustomed to obedient and obedient. When power emerges, he can only bear it obediently.
Desperate but very unwilling, but desperately wanting to escape.
Many times this world is absurd and evil, but do you know?
If you want, I can face it with you, you don't have to be afraid.
When Alyssa chose James to flee together, they began to complete each other, and a journey of healing and resistance began.
I really hope that everyone who has been hurt by reality and hurt by your native family can meet someone who can heal you.
Come to a bowl of hot wontons late at night, and add a plate of peanuts~
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