Smile is just my disguise

Janiya 2022-03-22 09:02:16

I have been in the teaching profession for nearly two years. I've never wanted to talk too much about this profession in front of people or people I know well. It also does not want to be recognized by students or parents in the crowd. Avoid as much as possible during non-working hours.

Education is actually a very scary thing.

When I was in college, I kept escaping the reality that my future employment might be the only way to be a teacher. I feel that my borderline personality will only mislead my children in dealing with others.

Later, survival taught me that I had to face it. In fact, what scares me the most is the cry of the child. I had that hunger too. Feeling hungry enough to cry.

From this point of view, hunger is actually an eternal proposition that plagues human beings.

One of my professors once advised us: Take advantage of college to dream as much as you like. What dreams do you dream about.

At that time, I really felt that this view was grandstanding and disapproved. After work, I gradually realized the importance of dreaming.

When I saw the tired faces around me and the smiling faces that had to bow down in order to survive, I knew that some dreams may have cut off all possibilities after the age of 22.

The movie seems to give a positive ending, but it's really nothing more than a tragic infinity of ending possibilities. Could the child in that 'mother' belly be the next Saha?

I once called the parents of some students who didn't finish their homework for a few weeks when I asked: Who's been keeping an eye on him lately to finish his homework and make sure he's studying at night?

Parents or repeatedly avoid or shirk responsibility, or complain to me, or say the familiar line from the movie: You don't know how hard it is for me to raise him, you have no right to accuse me.

A parent said to me last month, "I only have a primary school education. I can't understand what he is learning now, and I don't have the money to give him remedial classes. As long as he can take care of himself and live every day, it's fine."

I said what should I do? If he continues like this, he will not be able to write, and will become illiterate.

"I don't know." The parent of four children said with a smile.

The "you have no right to accuse me" look on the mother's face in the movie makes me horrified even over the phone.

Raised without teaching, and without a trace of guilt.

This kind of "parent" can only be classified as "animal way".

The movie presents the lives of refugees most intuitively, which can give people who are not too concerned about the world situation a preliminary understanding. When hunger is plaguing people in a country, the so-called human rights look like that broken The pot was thrown into the trash without hesitation. As long as there are wars, the gap between the rich and the poor in the world will only increase, there is no doubt.

"We were trampled on the bottom of our feet like garbage."

What should every child who does not feel the slightest love from his parents use to warm the world?

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  • Zain: I want to make a complaint against my parents. I'd want adults to listen to me. I want adults who can't raise kids not to have any. What will I remember? Violence, insults or beatings, hit with chains, pipes, or a belt? The kindest words I heard were get out son of a whore! Bug off, piece of garbage! Life is a pile of shit. Not worth more than my shoe. I live in hell here. I burn like rotting meat. Life is a bitch.I thought we'd become good people, loved by all. But God doesn't want that for us. He'd rather we be washrags for others. The child you're carrying will be like I am.

  • Zain: Life is the biggest injustice.