40 is right in front of you, what is the meaning of living, as no family, no burden, no feelings, no sexual interest, just 996 numbness to live, the days when you can sleep with alcohol every day are over, and you have to fight gout every day , the foreseeable future will not get better, why is Lai still alive, maybe 20 years ago in his eyes, he was a damn old man. If life is unhappy, it would be better to die - I believe many teenagers will think this way, but now they open their eyes every day and want to die, but they still buy insurance for themselves and consider possible accidents. It sounds contradictory, but adults are like this To live, to live. When I was 20 years old, I lived in a village house where the lights were turned on all day and dreamed of living in a bedroom full of sunlight, but now I am working hard every day and living a life without sunlight like a mole. It feels strange to be able to get home before dark one day. Staying at home so early is a slow anxiety, and in the end, it will be tossed until late or even insomnia, and I have to blame myself for wasting such a beautiful night. Olive also spent decades in such self-blame, trying to escape and being bound by himself. Even if you start a new life, you will soon repeat the same mistakes and feel sorry for yourself. At the age of 20, a little bit of sensationalism will make you jealous. At the age of 30, you may be a little moved after drinking a little wine. The 40-year-old uncle, like the male protagonist in American Beauty, should have died long ago. The world doesn't care.
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