For nearly two hours, it seemed like listening to a story about a brave twelve-year-old boy. The little boy's name is Zane. He lives in a refugee family. The children in the family are crowded with the rented house. He has a lovely eleven-year-old sister, who he loves the most because of her age. And he knows that the family is in financial difficulties, and once his sister "blooms", he will be sold to the landlord by his parents in exchange for economic relaxation. So Zane secretly helped his sister wash her panties and padded her top to keep her from getting too wet. On the other hand, he planned to take his sister to escape from the house and the scumbag of the landlord. But it didn't work. Before she was about to escape, her sister was dragged by her mother to the landlord's house. She cried and begged. In the short several floors of the corridor, Zane kept asking her mother to let go, but was pushed down again and again. On the ground, his father finally came to clean him up, and then resisted his sister away. He cried and kicked the wall, and was humiliated by his mother. He left home in disappointment. This was the first time he could do nothing . Later, when he wandered outside, he met the kind-hearted Rachel. Rahir was an illegal immigrant from another country with a little baby who could only walk. This little baby was very cute. His name was Jonas. He watched little Jonas at home, Rachel went out to work, and the three happily celebrated Jonas' first birthday. However, the good times didn't last long. Rahir was in jail for illegal immigration. Rahir was in so much pain that she thought she couldn't go back to take care of little Jonas. She wept and pinched her breasts with both hands. After that, Zane and little Jonas depended on each other for life. Zane kept trying to find a way for them to survive. He used a small cart to pull Jonas and made money with homemade drinks. In the end, the money was locked in the house by the landlord. In a desperate situation, Zane handed Jonas to the human trafficker, and the trafficker promised to find a good family for Jonas. In the process of finally giving up Jonas, he cried from beginning to end, while cutting. His hair was crying, but he didn't shed a single tear even when he was humiliated and beaten by older children with Jonas on the street. He stood on the bustling street and looked at the little Jonas who was eating mud, as if his life had come to an end. This was the second time he could do nothing.. When he returned home, he received bad news that his sister had died, and this was the third time he could do nothing. In the end, he took the knife and slashed the scum who hurt his sister, and sued his parents in prison. His mother came to him to tell him that he would have a new brother or sister, and he said at the time that he was too sad. Because being born in this family is a kind of suffering. If it is a girl, it will be the same tragedy as his sister, and the most intimate words he has ever heard since he was a child are: "Go away, asshole." He is too much to his parents and to the world. Disappointed, that's all, the saddest thing is that no matter how hard he tries, nothing can be changed. He didn't want much, he wanted his sister to grow up happily, and he wanted to bring little Jonas back to Rahir. He tried all the methods he could do alone, but he still couldn't escape the fate of losing. What touched me the most was his last inner monologue, the gist of which was: I thought that when we grew up, we could live a decent life, be liked and respected by others. But God doesn't want us to be like this. He wants us to be like a rug and let people step on it. Every child who has ever been hurt has a similar monologue inside them, and they long to be like a normal child, when he grows up, he can also become a person who can bring love to others and be liked by others. Some children do it through hard work, but some children, like Zane, are grief-stricken to kill this beautiful wish. What family brings him is not comfort or even peace, but the reality that he cannot solve or even accept. The difference between children and adults is that children are more pure, and he will sacrifice everything for the people he loves regardless of the consequences. The adults are also sad, but the adults have learned to hide, and the adults need to consider the problem from the survival of the family, which leads to the conflict between the children and the adults, and makes the children feel the cruelty of the adults and cause incomprehension. In court, Zane's mother cried: "She's my daughter, don't I feel bad? Do you know what it's like to feed a child only on sugar water?" Zane's father also burst into tears and said: "I I have been here since I was a child. I tried my best to make my children have a better life, but I couldn’t give it. I asked her to marry so that she could sleep with a quilt at night, and I didn’t expect such an ending.” See Zan What En's parents said, I didn't feel any sympathy or blame, but I just thought of the scene in "Alive" where Fugui wanted to give Fengxia away: In order for Youqing to go to school, Fugui had to give Fengxia away. To give it to others, although Fengxia is deaf and dumb, she knows better than anyone else that she can't bear her parents and younger brother, and Youqing can't bear her sister, but in order to survive, Fugui can only do this, he feels that giving Fengxia away For people from a good family, at least she can live a good life without having to eat and eat with herself. After sending Fengxia away, everyone in the family seemed to have lost their souls. Youqing cried and wanted Fengxia to come back if she didn't go to school, and was beaten by Fugui for this. After Fengxia came back to see them, Fugui couldn't bear to send her away anymore. Although Fengxia would be better off without Fengxia, what's the point of living without Fengxia. Fugui gritted his teeth and decided that even if the whole family starved to death, he would not send Fengxia away. Life is equally difficult, but they have different choices. Children are never afraid of difficulties at home. They will be considerate of adults and do what they can, but they are afraid of losing their family members. As Fugui's mother once said, as long as people live happily, they are not afraid of poverty. Poverty is not terrible, as long as the family is happy, it is better than anything else. In the eyes of a child, the family does not need to teach him how to be liked and how to learn to survive, but only needs to let him understand that no matter how difficult life is, there are always some people who love him deeply. Adults can deprive children of the right to love their family "in the name of love", but they can also choose to stay with the family. The environment is not an excuse, but whether there is enough kind love in the heart is the key. There is a scene in the Emperor Penguin documentary in Dynasty that I will never forget. A group of little penguins accidentally fell into a deep ditch. The little penguins could not climb up by themselves. It was very difficult to rescue the little penguin, and after a while, it disappeared, but a mother penguin never gave up. After several attempts, she pushed the little penguin out of the ditch little by little. The little penguin rushed to the big army. Seeing this scene reminded me of my mother, she used her best efforts to make me walk towards the exit of light, without any hesitation. Although I also have insurmountable mountains along the way, I will not deny everything every time. This is the strength that home brings to me. I am a brave kid and I have a brave mother. The last sentence of the film: May every brave child be treated with tenderness. At that time I was thinking what about those brave kids? Like Zane's sister, like those children who dare not resist, or are unable to resist, can their wounds only be buried? Children in the world are different, but each deserves to be treated with tenderness.
Article: Jin Yu
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