Should first talk about the theme of the movie and then talk about the love between Sean and Nathan
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Sean's image has changed from the most vigorous part of the actup to the last emaciated corpse. This may be the life of most AIDS patients to madness and love. After death, there is still a need to face Sean's luck. At the end of his life, there are Nathan and Mom accompanied Nathan to the best of his ability to improve his life, to satisfy him and to dispel his fears (these cares may have been partly due to Nathan's desire to make up for his ignorance of his former ill lover), but perhaps the organization There are others who only have a lonely end..
After Sean's death, Nathan's sex with the president seems to make many people think that the two of them have been together before and even say they are scumbags. I think this should be similar to the last sex between Watanabe and Reiko in the Norwegian forest. They have a common memory. Sex is a way to express loneliness and grief, and alcoholism or drug use is similar to a brief escape, but a ritual to say goodbye to the dead and continue the trajectory of life.
Before Sean's death, Nathan had been suppressing his emotions, trying to create a positive atmosphere for Sean to make him feel more relaxed, but the grief he was going through was so intense that he had nowhere to tell how he was Sean's closest companion when Sean's condition didn't worsen. How radiant and charming. Nathan's heart was broken when he was deep in the sickbed. If the president took advantage of the vacancy, I think it must be because he did show some "can't wait" in the first half. During the parade, there were also active intimate acts towards Nathan, but Nathan did not take the initiative to show any goodwill towards the president.
Nathan was in the same position as Sean when he had sex with the president I'm not sure if that conveyed a specific message maybe to experience what Sean felt during sex to miss him?
After every major parade in the movie, there is a short scene of actup members swaying in the light, shadow and dust of the laser lights. The mood of Nathan and Sean in each picture is different. The most impressive is the one before Sean was hospitalized. Sean was no longer there. Dancing like before, just quietly leaning on the edge of the bar, Nathan also didn't dance a few times, turned back a few times, a little panic and the accompanying virus spreading picture all heralded a sharp downturn in mood
And about euthanasia, I don't dare to jump to conclusions.. Was this choice made by Sean himself, or was it made by Nathan who didn't want to see him continue to be tortured? I personally think the existence of euthanasia is good, but it should be proposed by myself as much as possible
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