she is lonelier than fireworks

Arnold 2022-03-21 09:03:06

When I got up, I let my hair loose and sat on the sun lounger watching a dish.
The open posture of the sun lounger is like a big embrace. Cozy and warm.
I was so attached that I decided not to go anywhere today.
The selected film seems to be irresistibly cold, "She's Lonely Than Fireworks".
About the life of a pair of sisters, Hilary And Jackie.

She is lonelier than fireworks.
It is such a sentence that sums up a woman's life, which is loneliness.
Gorgeous colors and blurred melody, but the talented woman is extremely lonely.
Wearing a deep red dress in the snow, she stood in a beautiful and lonely pose.
So sad I can't go on.

The deep cello sound and the light flute sound make people happy from the heart.
"At the age of thirteen, we walked into a fertile ground."
Jackie told Hilary, don't worry, everything will be fine.
When they were young, they laughed at the seaside. Let them remember each other, always.
It's just a little bit heavy in my heart.
The kind of powerlessness in my heart, as if everything happened later than we expected.

When Hilary met her lover, Jackie seemed to be emptied of his soul:
"Do you think he loves you? He just wants sex."
Hilary murmured: "I love him and he loves me. I want to have sex with He got married."
Hilary: Love is the one who makes you understand that you are a SPECIAL person.
Jackie's face stiffened: "No, you're not special at all."
Hilary looked into her sister's eyes calmly: Honey, if you think that being an ordinary person is easier than being an extraordinary person, you are wrong.

I always remember, Hilary's words.
Hilary said, I love him, because he makes me feel special.
She gave up her music career, she got married and had her own dull and happy life.
She is such a woman. Do not fight or grab, be willing to be plain. I really like her.

And Jackie is destined to drift, can only drift.
She's so direct, she's just a kid.
Children always need a lot of love to be satisfied.
She has always been vulnerable and willful, madly demanding everything.
Want to have more, just to resist the cold loneliness deep in the soul.

She was seen sitting naked in the woods with bright red wounds on her knees.
While crying, he continued to slash his wrist with a branch.
Hilary finally gave in. give up.
She complied with Jackie's request. Share your husband.

However, how can love be shared?
Love can never be shared. I want to tell her.
Such dear and dear sisters, so apologetically hurt each other.

I hate Jackie's predation and sympathize with her loneliness.
Maybe she still loves her husband, but she just needs warmth.
And that was not available in her husband, who is a musician.
In any case, warmth is what the human heart desires the most.

At that time, her loneliness had penetrated deep into her bones and had become a posture of life and death.
She never had a place to stay, and her hands finally solidified into a hopeful posture.

Hilary came over on a windy night to see Jackie one last time.
At this time, Hilary's face was plump and mature.
Her calmness has finally become a rich gift in life after years of precipitation.
Maybe it also justified the choice she made as a pure woman.
Jackie finally had all the peace in her arms.
Everything is finally over. Gorgeous fireworks dissipated.

Hilary sings a childhood song:
When I was 13 years old, I went into a golden land...
This time, the last line can be heard.
It turned out to be…and back
.

Our whole life, no matter how many mountains, rivers, deserts, rivers and oceans we pass through.
In the end, back to the beginning.
Just like at the beginning, Jackie
met himself several years later at the beach when he was a child, and heard his own voice:
It's all right, I don't mind. Everything is going to be all right.

The prosperity is over, and life is nothing. hallucinations.
Just like the past events in the years, a whole piece of deep affection and true love is gently hidden.
I always remember Hilary's words:
I love him, because he makes me feel special.

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Hilary and Jackie quotes

  • Jackie du Pré: I'll play the fucking triangle, I just want to make music again!

  • Hilary: I've given you everything. Every since we were little, everything you've asked for I've said yes. Jackie listen. Jackie... Jackie... I'm sorry.