To give five stars, I have to address two questions first. One is the scene. The movie space is a rehearsal room in addition to the home, and the photography schedule of the ballet is very monotonous, and there is not much newness in the repetition, so in terms of the production pattern, it is indeed a small cost. Downgrading to an "Un Certain Regard" unit at Cannes makes perfect sense. Secondly, there are many calculations for expressing intentions. In terms of text structure, it can be felt that all the settings of the drama are brewing this final blow, and the traces are a bit obvious.
But why do I still like it so much, it must be classified as the undisputed best performance. I kept my eyes rounded and stared at every detail of her throughout the whole process. It is not difficult to find that the psychological expression of this film is at the verbal level. Aphasia, "I'm having a good time" is almost the girl's only line. Why can't she express her real thoughts, because this emotion is so complicated that it can't be figurative enough to be described by the limited words of human beings. However, as the saying goes, everyone is an actor in life, and the emotions you try to hide will be betrayed by expressions and limbs inadvertently, because most of the time, we cannot see ourselves.
There are several scenes in the movie that are very important. One is the excitement of signing the contract in the hospital to prepare for the operation, the kind of happiness that I can't wait for. The second is her shyness when changing clothes. When her father entered the house, she directly asked to avoid it. The third is the frustration of not accepting his gender after having sex with a boy. These performances directly conveyed through expressions that she not only desires physical changes, but also needs psychological recognition. It is a kind of asymmetry between desire and feedback. The invisible injury again and again tortured her spirit to the extreme. Of course, not only here It was brought about by the external environment, and more of the entanglements in her heart that were difficult to resolve.
However, extreme behavior is often necessary and irreversible, because in reality, no one is willing to do it. It is easy for us to evaluate a person because we stay out of it, but she has no way, others There is no way, which makes her last blow more of a desperate vent. With the previous foreshadowing, the motivation for this scene is sufficient. After the incident, Nirvana was reborn, and she paid the price of growth. Her arc of self-identification is complete.
Therefore, focusing on pain is not as good as focusing on desire. I just want to be a girl. As much as I hurt, I desire as much. These individual spirits are conveyed by actors through performances, and as an audience, I feel all of this.
Since you are so eager to be a girl, the best actress in my heart this year is you.
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