I don't belong to this world

Trenton 2022-10-18 19:10:41

1. - I'm breaking up with you, I don't love you anymore. - No, that's not what you meant to say. - Actually, that's what I'm trying to say. I… don't love you anymore, Kimberly, and honestly, I don't even know if I ever loved you. You must have never loved me, because if you consciously choose to love someone, then it is not love. 2. After we had sex, you shrugged and said I was going to be here all week. I like this. I love every strand of your hair that slides gracefully from one side without you even knowing it. I love the blue veins behind your eyes, I love your eyes. Getting to know you so easily is the best thing that has ever happened to me. so easy. 3. - I understand you. You have dark circles under your eyes, you are the kind of girl who can't wake up when thunder. Even so, you still look beautiful, actually better than ever. It's usually a sign that the world knows you're a stunner, but your man doesn't. You're out of the relationship, right, you're not happy. And you start listening to Roxette, it's the beginning of the end. And about the wedding ring, you didn't change the size, I'm pretty sure your wedding ring size is ingrained in Jack's mind. Damn, I still remember it was 4.5. You don't wear the ring because you don't want me to see it. Don't marry him, okay, I want to get back with you. I also know you want to get back with me, that's why I'm here. -Dell. -What's wrong? -I am pregnant. -what? -Morning sickness makes me wake up early, I just love Roxette, and I don't dress like this to tell the world, it's because of you. I want to be nice when I see you because no matter how bad our relationship gets, I want to say thank you from the bottom of my heart. Because I need that relationship, I need your presence in my life. That's what I'm trying to say...sorry, I'm not leaving Jack, I love him. ... - I feel like I'm in the wrong world, I don't belong in a world where we're not together. There must be a parallel world where none of this happens. There you and I will be together. No matter what the universe is like, it's the world I aspire to... I never realized that love could be so real. ... so stupid, so unreasonable, why do I so long for you to come back to me? You hate Pixar movies, and you have an AOL account, I don't want to live with someone like that...(But) why I feel like it's impossible to let you go. 4. Do you know time-based art? Film, music, theatre are all time-based arts. There are beginnings, developments and endings, and you have to see the end from the beginning, you are bound by time, and only then can you go through it all. But for painting, there is no beginning, no development, and no end. You can see what you want whenever you want, there is no restraint, it's always there. 5. -Remember when you used to sleep with your pillow turned upside down to feel the cool side? -Remember. - This is our feeling. Flip back and forth, trying to find balance. 6. - I've never understood what people mean when they say "It's a beautiful night tonight". - For me, it means comfort, deja vu...deep moving. It's good when it's not cold or hot, it's kind of like you don't notice it, it's almost perfect, everything is so balanced, you can't even feel it... But when you feel this "no feeling", you lift Start looking up at the sky and you'll see why. All things in this moment, all the stars and planets, us on earth, all cells and molecules, this moment, is what makes this moment so comfortable.

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  • Dell: Why does it feel so impossible to let you go? It's an addiction, you know. That's all it is. It's a biochemical addiction. It's so stupid. If you think about it relationships are all totally narcissistic. Basically, you're just looking for someone who'll love you as much as you love yourself. That's all it is.

    Kimberly: -No, it's not.

    Dell: -Yes, it is.

    Kimberly: No, it's not. No, it's not.

    Dell: I don't know anything anymore. But I know I do love you.

  • Dell: Dell: I just have to tell you something more important really quick. You know that book I've been reading, "The Selfish Gene" by Richard Dawkins, there's this fascinating part I just read about memes. He basically says that ideas are like genes that self-replicate and mutate, like a cultural form of evolution, I was thinking how that applies to us, you know? The idea of us, how we've really mutated and evolved. Right? Because you think about it, we were just dumb, young kids when we first met. And then we broke up, got back together, blah blah blah. And now we're this really mature, loving couple who's grown respect and admiration for each other.