Disclaimer in advance: There is no meaning of black Kaoru, please do not spray the Kaoru party, thank you!
It is the first time to write a review for a fan, it should be said that it is not for the fan, but for the lovely female second - Tsubaki Sawabe. Xiao Chun, I'm still a little unwilling to call her "The Second Girl", because in my heart, her light is no less than the heroine Kaoru Miyazono. After the whole "April", what moved me was not the ensemble of "Piano Prince" Arima Gongsheng and Kaoru who was playing the violin. Snow fell crying in Gongsheng's arms to say goodbye to him, and even the confession letter that finally revealed Kaoru's ten-year love for Gongsheng didn't make me feel like a heartbeat and tears. That's right, Miyazono Kaoru is as beautiful as an angel. It is a dazzling light that shines on Mr. Arima. He is as splendid as summer flowers. I envy Kaoru Miyazono, but I prefer Tsubaki Sawabe, who accompanies Kōsei in obscurity. Kaoru knows that her time is short, and although she was still strong during her life, she still died after all. Will she leave only good memories for Gongsheng? Like all fairy tales with tragic endings? No, for Gongsheng who loves her deeply, there should still be endless regrets, guilt and thoughts that can never be conveyed. Don't these torture Gongsheng from time to time? Kaoru left, while Xiao Chun was still standing behind Gongsheng and said to him, "Don't think that you are alone from now on, because I will always haunt you like a ghost." Seeing this, she was extremely distressed. From childhood to adulthood, in the days when Kaoru was away, it was Xiaochun who accompanied Gongsheng. I feel sorry for Tsubaki. Xiao Chun, who took on the responsibility of "sister" since childhood, took care of Gongsheng's "useless brother"; Xiao Chun, who was sad because Gongsheng was going to take piano lessons and couldn't play with her; prepared to give Gongsheng a surprise and silently piled Xiaochun of Shaqiu; Xiaochun who never left "Gongsheng" in three words; Xiaochun who watched Dakan's music from a distance and Kaoru's back; Xiaochun who cried because Gongsheng was about to leave home; Tsubaki, who ran away immediately after confessing to Gongsheng; Tsubaki who knelt in front of Kaoru and begged her to help Gongsheng when Gongsheng was depressed because of Kaoru's critical illness; Xiao Tsubaki, who is angry and working hard... Maybe it's because he watched too few dramas, and all the female secondaries he saw were all trying to get the male protagonist's love. Only this Xiao Tsubaki is so real, so warm, so cute. She doesn't know anything about music and usually acts like a strong tomboy, but she only hopes Arima Gongsheng will see her as a "girl". "Liar, you obviously don't know me at all, and don't treat me like a girl at all."
In Arima Gongsheng's eyes, perhaps Kaoru is the weak, strange and exciting girl, but what about Tsubaki? Even if she is regarded as a "girl", it is estimated that she can only be a sister. I love and feel sorry for Tsubaki, and I think Tsubaki is closer to what a girl looks like when she falls in love in real life than Kaoru. "Xiao Xun likes Adu-Jun, and you can only fall in love with me." "I've been in pain for a long time, let's try it, and think about me more." Don't always talk about topics I don't understand." "I can talk to Gongsheng again as usual. Tears of relaxation? Tears of regret?" He pretended not to care, but he was very sensitive to things involving Gongsheng. She will be jealous of Kaoru, who can have a common topic with Gongsheng, but in the end, as long as it can make Gongsheng happy, she will make concessions and sacrifices. She is loving silently in her own way. This kind of love is more intense than Miyazono Kaoru's. The tragic, tragic, and poetic love may be too subtle and too imperceptible.
I saw a comment that said: "Sometimes long-term company is really not worth a glimpse of Jinghong." (The scene of the "first encounter" between the male and female protagonists is really beautiful.) And this sentence is the naked fact placed in front of Xiao Chun. In Gongsheng's eyes, Xiao Chun was always just one of the many people who encouraged him, "everyone", not the only "you". Some people may think that Tsubaki is luckier than Kaoru, at least she still has life and can always accompany Gongsheng, but I think it is just the opposite, Kaoru left this world, without consciousness, she will always have a place in Gongsheng's heart, and This is irreplaceable how long Tsubaki accompanies him. Although I really hope that the screenwriter will not be so cruel to Tsubaki, Gongsheng may fall in love with Tsubaki in the future (hope deeper than Ai Kaoru), but it is impossible , Kaoru's figure will lie between them, even if Gongsheng really fell in love with Xiaochun, that would be unacceptable in the hearts of idealists. For example, in "Red Mansion" by Gao E, Jia Baoyu gradually fell in love after Lin Daiyu's death. Shang Xue Baochai generally couldn't bear to look directly. Alas, alas, Tsubaki, you deserve better. But she still chose to stay with Gongsheng and protect him. Kind Tsubaki. "Hey, go see Gongsheng for me, is he okay? Have you eaten well?"
Miyazono Kaoru is excellent and a desirable goddess, but a simple and beautiful girl like Tsubaki is also worth cherishing. The spoilers are almost over. After all, the scenes about Tsubaki and Gongsheng together are far less than the interaction between him and Kaoru. I did not want to miss Tsubaki's confession, and I was looking forward to the ending of Tsubaki and Gongsheng. To my favorite "girl two" - Tsubaki Sawabe.
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