we loved before, it hurts when think about it……

Shakira 2022-12-15 15:24:39

Years later, my mother passed away and returned to my hometown to clean up the old house Your sister was pregnant and took care of her sister to relax by the way, so we met in a shopping mall, I was so sloppy and helpless, your greetings were polite and cruel, and an awkward reunion ended in a hurry. Let's meet again outside the mall I wanted to chat like this and go back to my original life, but I'm not willing to miss this rare reunion, so I'm brave to invite you to go to the old cafe to chat and I'll tell you Your recent work and life You talk about your marriage, husband and stepson are annoying trivial things, everything looks fine, we are slowly getting back our familiarity, joking, speaking in a non-painful language, as if in the middle The decades apart have never existed I have two cavities details you remember so clearly And you like pink and purple candies I also remember the old store The owner of the store still hasn't changed He still remembers us And the secret words that belong to us He thought we were still together and walked along the road we used to walk again Look at the parks we used to go to The trees in the parks are still engraved with our former oaths Caring for each other let us go before The greetings turned out to be ridiculous. In fact, I didn't have a good life. My life was a mess. My job was terrible. Your stepson was very grumpy. "Wuthering Heights" that I recommend to watch At that time you fantasized that the heroine is your hero and I. We can watch the old dramas that we chased together before or listen to me sing the old songs that I have heard before, or do nothing and just turn around changeLook at the old clothes in my closet. You remember the one you thought was handsome, the one you hated the most, and even the one you hated the most. Every one of yours seems to have the sweet taste of the time when you accidentally opened it. The diary is full about your tape recorder and the tapes you picked up at that time were all about the boredom and embarrassment at that time. I came back from work and talked about the troubles of work. You made my favorite dishes with your own hands to celebrate the anniversary of love. I said that I forgot about this festival, but in the next second I took out your favorite singer's concert tickets. Life was very poor, but there were surprises. I dreamed of making a lot of money to give you a better life. You dream of being able to do one. rapper we used to be so in love we made an appointment till we were eighty and one hundred and twenty now we sit face to face you are not you and i am not me Looking down at the dark sky ahead The planes that flew by then are gone now I have a whim to re-enact the old life clips I just heard on the tape recorder Like then you call me Mr. Henderson and I call you Mrs. Henderson We danced softly or danced to the music, sang and danced wildly, nothing seemed to have changed You or me or me You will massage my head patiently for me I will tell you the latest news and interesting things Speaking of your favorite hound, you said that you didn’t have one because you didn’t like it, but because you weren’t used to parting. The stars on the carriage brought us back to reality. I've had depression, I've taken medicine, but I've never told anyone about this empty room with only you and your husband. More than once, you've felt hopeless It's so beautiful as if no one has ever left We kiss under the stars as if we want to tilt out all the thoughts that have been accumulated for decades, but stop a second before we wake up. I've lost all my right to indulge in my own life The letter that I wanted to send has finally arrived in your hands after many years but you're not mine anymore but someone else's wife and someone else's mother I don't know why Well, two people who loved each other so much and wanted to be together today will no longer belong to each other, no matter how tight they hug, they can't keep that love. After dawn, we will say goodbye and turn around and re-enter our own lives. But so what?In the end, I can only hug, laugh, scold, and make fun of the good fortune. I was too young at the time. If I were braver and delivered the letter to you, if you persisted a little longer, I would show you hope. The difference, but ah, nothing can go back, we can only laugh and sigh that things are impermanent

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