The reason why Rae was overeating and hurting herself before, I guess it was because many people in life looked at her with strange eyes and laughed at her, making her feel that there was no hope of living in her life. My best friend from childhood grows up and becomes more beautiful and popular. I am getting fatter and fatter, and no one likes it. There will naturally be despair mixed with jealousy in the heart. My best friends are getting farther and farther away from me, and even my dearest mother has been living a mess all the time and has not taken care of herself too much. Suicide thoughts naturally arise.
After her release from the mental hospital, she was terrified of the outside world, as evidenced by her breakdown in front of the phone booth. She felt that it was impossible for her to have a real good friend, let alone love. No one would like a fat girl. Then Rae met Archie, Finn, Chop, Izzy through Chloe, and knew the cuteness of these people, and began to have less fear of life, but it was still difficult to get rid of the idea that she was different from others.
Actually the first episode that touched me the most was when Rae got stuck on the swimming pool slide. In fact, our lives are decided in our own hands, don't say you can't fit into your life, it's just that you didn't try hard. The moment that Rae was embarrassed, the moment she asked chop to help her remove her big ass, was the moment when she completely let go of the lump. At that moment, she chose to be herself, her funny self, instead of escaping. So, she was really accepted by their little gang.
In the second episode, Rae has a crush on Archie, just like a normal girl starts to fall in love with a guy in puberty. After that, Archie broke the appointment and broke Rae's heart. And Finn starts to realize that Rae is a very good friend and helps Rae. In fact, looking back now, when we were young, we always fell in love with one or two people who broke our hearts, and we could not predict who would break our hearts. Why couldn't I be like Rae, bravely confront the person who hurt my heart, and find a reasonable explanation for myself? Suddenly, I feel that Rae is really brave and a very real girl with flesh and blood. Finn is mistaken for a bad guy at first, but he's actually a very good friend. So, all first impressions don't have to be so concerned. In fact, when we first met, many people may have misunderstood because they didn't understand each other, so they didn't like each other. Don't be too decisive to like and be cruel to a person, because you don't know for a long time, you really don't know whether a person is good or not. Judgment of all things should leave a space to observe slowly. All of this is what we learned in our youth. So watching this drama gave me a feeling of going back in time.
I suddenly remembered my life in the past year. I have no friends abroad, and I have nowhere to express my pain. Moreover, as the people around me find their other half, I have been fooling around around people who don't cherish me. I feel really hopeless, in a state much like Rae at the beginning, losing confidence in friendship and love. But after watching the whole drama, I really feel that this drama, to be precise, Rae, has made me regain my confidence.
In fact, life is really not that bad. You feel that you can't integrate into other people's circle of friends. Do you really let go of yourself and try hard? Many people think that it is impossible for them to find love, that good boys have been robbed, and there is no one who is destined. In fact, why do you decide or identify everything when you are pessimistic and in a bad mood? I have always believed that love cannot be rushed. A lot of times, we desperately ask our friends to introduce them to us to get acquainted with them, or to engage in friendship or something. In fact, we clearly know that often the beginning of many beautiful loves is to go with the flow, not friends who deliberately get together. Many of the people we meet in our daily lives are often more likely to be together, rather than constantly thinking about being introduced by others.
Finally, I really feel, never lose faith in life. Without friends to accompany you, learn to live by yourself, or make friends boldly. If you don't have a boyfriend or girlfriend, you learn to wait patiently, you don't have to change yourself for any relationship, and being yourself is the cutest.
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