like a dream.
I do not know what to say. Memorize the lines that touch deeply.
Not yet complete, yet to be added.
e1 pilot
You're so beautiful. It hurts to look at you.
e2 Dancing in the Dark
If Jordan Catalano is, like, nearby, my entire body knows it.
We both stopped talking. Part of his sleeve was touching my arm. I don't know if he knew. Then everything started to seem perfect for some reason. The feel of his shirt against my elbow, the fact that I still had an elbow.
e3 Guns and Gossip
It's amazing the things you notice, like the corner of his collar that was coming undone. Like, he was from a poor family and couldn't afford new shirts. That's all I could see. The whole world was that unraveled piece of fabric. (feeling~)
e4 The Zit
Sometimes it seems like we're all living in some kind of prison, and the crime is how much we hate ourselves. It's good to get really dressed up once in a while, and admit the truth -- that when you really look closely, people are so strange and so complicated that they're actually...beautiful. Possibly even me.
e5 Father Figures
e6 The Substitute
e7 Why Jordan Can't Read
Love is when you look into someone's eyes and suddenly you go all the way inside, to their soul, and you both know instantly. (angela said how beautiful)
e8 Strangers in the House
There are so many different ways to be connected to people. There are the people you feel this unspoken connection to, even though there's not even a word for it. There's the people who you've known forever who know you in this way that other people can't because they've seen you change.
e9 Halloween
e10 Other People's Mothers
e11 Life of Brian (one of my favourite episodes)
e12 Self-Esteem
e13 Pressure
e14 On the Wagon e15
So-Called Angels ( one of my favourite episodes) The most depressing Christmas episode (tears and tears)
e16 Resolutions (tell me the way out, heartbreak for rickie)
e17 Betrayal
I loved Jordan Catalano so much, and talked about him so much, and thought about him so much, it was like he lived inside me. Like he had taken possession of my soul, or something. (angela's voice was penetrating , playing this uncontrollable voice in my head every day like he was living inside me)
You lost nothing, Angela, You lost nothing. you lost a lousy, selfish friend and a guy you never really had, you lost nothing. I lost a really good friend. I lost everything. (I feel bad for rayanee. My best friend, my only friend)
e18 Weekend
e19 In Dreams Begin Responsibilities (one of my favourite episodes, the ending)
Dear Angela, I know in the past I've caused you pain and I'm sorry. And I'll always be sorry 'till the day I die. And I hate this pen I'm holding because I should be holding you. I hate this paper under my hand because it isn't you. I even hate this letter because it's not the whole truth. Because the whole truth is so much more than a letter can even say. If you want to hate me, go ahead . If you want to burn this letter, do it. You could burn the whole world down. You could tell me to go to hell; I'd go, if you wanted me to. And I'd send you a letter from there . Sincerely, Jordan Catalano. (Brian's Letter Cry~)
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