During the short sleep, there has been a voice repeated repeatedly in the dream. "Crash", the iron metal sliding door rubbed the door rails and the stone wall, making a trembling sound. I know, Brian's door was pulled open again.
Justin walked in casually, with beautiful short blond hair and a sincere and sincere expression. Brian sat on the sofa, even a 33-year-old man, but still had the most perfect face and the most deadly bewitching. I forgot how many times such scenes appeared in this long TV series. Every time there is a dispute, every time is stubborn, but every time, it is too beautiful. Justin was never a kid, even though he and Brian were 12 years apart, even though their meeting started when he was 17 years younger. But from the time they met until forever, he was the only one who could read Brian. Brian's near-promiscuous life didn't let him back, he knew it was just his vent, his only motivation to find a way out in a desperate situation. Because I live too lonely and lonely, I can only rely on the body temperature of strangers to gain hope for a new life. Brian's indifference and hard-edgedness were all he knew. He doesn't argue or argue, he knows he's right, he knows he's in love. Brian unreasonably canceled the planned trip, and if it was anyone else, he would turn his head and leave. But only Justin could stay, quietly saying, "If I did anything wrong, I didn't mean it, because I love you." So the teenager who deserves Brian's hug and kiss for a long time, that's all One. Brian kicked Justin out of the house because of his absurd arrogance and self-esteem. Because the secret he was hiding was discovered by the other party, he felt that the other party would leave him sooner or later. It is precisely because of his aristocratic stubbornness that he never mentions all his love, and then loses his love and then loses his best friend. Everyone thought he was depraved and anti-family. The price of forbearance and unrestrainedness is the betrayal of the people, the loneliness. When the iron door was pulled open, Brian walked in and saw Justin boiled chicken soup. Justin said: "Trust me, such a flaw is the smallest of you. If I'm leaving, I have a lot of reasons. But I will never."
How hard is it to overcome hatred and fear, how hard is it to tear down the walls of your heart, and how hard is it to let go of yourself? Perhaps unilateral efforts will always be a slap in the face. Perhaps in the eyes of the teenager, the 29-year-old mature man is his most perfect hero. But in fact, for Brian, Justin is definitely a super hero who saves souls. If you talk for too long, it may become true. When the whole world thinks that a lie is the truth, how can it be proved that it is just an excuse to escape from the beginning to the end. Brian's forbearance comes from the family's devastating destruction to him. Those cover-ups and willfulness, doing too much, are like a child waiting to be coaxed. And Justin's frankness and maturity are the best options to become Brian's safe haven. This is a story about the growth history of two men. A 17-year-old falls in love with a 29-year-old man, but they both need to grow up. They need to clear the fog, get to know themselves, and learn how to love. Finally, after experiencing the pain of life, Brian began to realize what Justin meant to him. And Justin also realized that he wanted a stable life. But just the night before they got married, they suddenly discovered that both parties had to make sacrifices to complete a relationship. Justin sacrificed his prospects for a career in New York, and Brian sacrificed his wildest nature on Liberty Avenue. In order to fulfill their love, they are both sacrificing their future and nature for each other. They are no longer the hard-edged and free self at the beginning. They began to accommodate each other and themselves. However, this may not be perfect love. Because true love does not come by sacrificing yourself. True love is to let the other party be free, let the other party be complete, and let the other party be the most authentic self. If you turn yourself into a failure in order to make a relationship a success, that's not love. So they chose not to let each other sacrifice for themselves, so as to make each other the most complete one. The wedding was canceled, Justin flew to New York, and Brian stayed on Liberty Avenue and continued to be the brightest dancer. "I just want to make you happy." "But I want you to make yourself happy." "I don't want to marry a loser who sacrifices himself, because it's not love." "I never thought about not coming back." I'll be back." "You won't be without me." "Even if I leave, you'll love me just as much." "We don't need rings and vows to prove we love each other because we've made that in our hearts. " "We'll see you next week, next month, or we'll never see each other, it doesn't matter, it's just time." Is this the writer's platonic ending. Incomplete, but complete. Pain, but happiness. They already belong to each other completely because their love has been selfless enough to span time and space. Letting the other party free does not mean giving up the other party. Their souls have been tied together, waiting for time to unite them again. So we have ample reasons to believe that such a great love will never end or end. They will always meet again in the future. No matter whether they are together or not, their hearts are always together. But I always felt that maybe Justin didn't realize that to let Brian be his truest self is not to let him go back to those sensual dogs, but to give him the warmest home. The warm and the one who knows love and hate is the most original and true Brian. He himself had said that his mother was a cold bitch, his father was an alcoholic sadist, and their marriage was full of hatred, which was why he was unwilling and unable to maintain a long-lasting loyal relationship. He drank, abused drugs, and even promiscuous, but that didn't make him much better. The most real Brian is the desire to love others and get the love of others, so the marriage with Justin, from this aspect, this is not a surrender, this is a destination, this is a new starting point. "I just want to make you happy." "But what I want is that you make yourself happy." However, neither of them realized that making each other happy is the greatest happiness to themselves. isn't it? Justin still has a lot of dreams to chase, and Brian can't bear to give up. But everyone said that Justin was a drawing genius. If he was a genius, he could conquer New York even if he stayed in Pittsburgh. Those who are desperate to squeeze into New York, maybe just mortals, just to get a chance. To prove that he is a genius, staying in Pittsburgh may be the best way. Are we all too young to want to chase everything in sight and believe we can always get it. Do you always have to pass a certain age before you can understand that in order to get some, you have to give up others. Is sacrifice always the worst option? In other words, sometimes it is not only others who sacrifice, but also yourself. In the end, the person who sacrificed was a coward? Or is the person chasing a reckless man? If you don't do it in the first place, the long list of regrets and remorse you will leave behind for the rest of your life may only prove that you are really cowardly. But if you do, what you miss may be the real regret. But you can't know the ending in advance anyway. Does life leave us enough time and opportunity to afford to lose? To chase, and then to see a predictable ending, and then to turn back to prove that we were all in vain. Maybe such an opportunity depends on Brian's wait. Is his waiting indefinite? Homecoming, no one can tell. However, it may be a cruel choice to let a person give up their future for love, or to give up love for their future. There are many, many people in the world who can have both. Love and career are not contradictory things. If this story ends like this, will it become a fairy tale? However, there is no perfect ending to the prince and prince's love, I don't believe it. The ending of each of our perfect stories is that the prince and princess live happily ever after. We always want to stop the story at the perfect moment, but in fact all endings are unfinished. Princes and princesses, will they become yellow-faced women and bald men in their future lives, and will they argue endlessly over firewood, rice, oil, and salt. So, those people who can't be together for now, will they finally enter the hall of happiness? Life is a farce in which tragedy and comedy are constantly alternated. Those pictures frozen on the screen are just a fragment of life. A happy ending may eventually lead to a future where love is exhausted. And the broken ending is also a Certainty contains the possibility of turning the corner. It may not be so important to fix the moment when the picture is frozen. What matters is the lasting love and trust, which is the end of the whole drama that each of us yearns for the most.
Love is always short-lived. The most beautiful ones are always the ones that cannot stand the scrutiny of time. But not everyone has the courage to freeze love in the perfect moment. Our perfect cliché endings tend to turn it into affection, then mediocrity, and finally shame. As Brian said, marriage is just your desire to be a hypocrite model. Same-sex marriage is a pointless camouflage to imitate the straight world. He feels that people do not need any form of restraint to regulate, because if they really love each other, what is the difference between getting married or not. All the other characters on the show stand up against him, seeing him as passive anti-familism. I also think this kind of thinking is really negative. Just in the middle of finishing a cup of tea, I suddenly realized that what Brian said had the power to convince people. Think about how different two people's love, relationship and life really are before and after marriage. Nothing has changed, just an extra ring, a vow, and a marriage contract. However, it is clear that something has changed quietly, and you can clearly feel it from the expressions, words and attitudes of the two people. It was supposed to be a fairytale-like beauty, but you clearly saw a story that was gradually showing a predictable ending, desolate and mediocre. Standing in front of the bathroom mirror I looked at my face and bloodshot eyes. Perhaps, it is precisely because of that paper marriage contract, precisely because of the promises you made in front of the nihilistic gods and filthy priests, that you began to be unable to move forward, and that you began to become the most shameful debtor. If there is no formal bondage of marriage, there is no relationship between each other, love is deep, and more importantly, that love is free and supreme. And once you have the shackles of form in your mind, you start an invisible resistance instead. Because your soul is contained and imprisoned, you feel that you must obey legal and moral norms. The love at this time is not simply pure love, but has become a necessity. It has become what you have to do, not what you are willing to do, and it has become that you have to clean yourself up, not that you are willing to clean yourself up for the other person. And people are often cheap, and the more they must, the more pleasure they will have to cross the thunder pool. So this kind of love started to become the biggest burden in the world, it started to become a debt, you started to repay the debt, and then began to complain, and began to be unclear and unwilling. But the premise of marriage is that they love each other and want to be closer to each other. But in the end, it's just for love itself, for the two people who love each other to put on the spiritual shackles that can't be shaken off. Can't help but ask, is marriage the best way out for love? Indeed, marriage is a perfect The oath is the perfect ending that I also long for. But after that, how to settle the cruel reality that cannot be ignored after that? Marriage is the promise of most cowards in this world. Because you don't trust the other party to love you forever, you don't trust yourself to be loved forever by the other party, you don't even trust yourself to be forever loved by the other party, so you need an external force to force the other party, force yourself, and force the whole world to believe in yours love.
Love is like Brian & Justin, they have the capital to say that they don't need the form of marriage, and they will always love each other.
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