If you don't leave immediately

Marion 2022-03-26 08:01:01

Why go now? Because we have to convince ourselves to give up in the next second.

Just because it is a movie, the actor finally quit his seemingly decent job, ran all the way, jumped on the train that traveled around the world, and took his beloved girl with him.
Since when did my pursuit only have a job contract with all the necessary insurance and all the necessary insurance. I didn't even dare to think of getting myself a gap year. As soon as the schoolwork was over, I plunged into the talent market, and every day I swiped the talent network to the point where it was painful. After a few months of tossing, I finally sold myself at a cheap price to the company closest to my home. It's been a long time since I said "I want to be a editor" with my arms crossed. At this point of urination, I just want to get a full salary every month, so that I don’t have to hesitate for a long time in front of the window when I see the things I want to buy. It’s better to save a little money and pick the places you want to go to. .

A few years ago, when I was eating with National Geographic every day, I firmly believed that I could have a magnificent trip. I stayed where I wanted to stay before I left. I didn’t have enough money to do odd jobs. I saved enough to continue on the road. The rivers and mountains are for me to enjoy. But the voice of "Don't waste your time to support your family" roared in the ears, deafening. Of course I could have had enough of it, but I'm too embarrassed to be a parasite. On the left, I look at my mother who has been retired for nearly three years but has never stopped working. On the right, I look at my father who is sitting at home eating and drinking for free, waiting for unemployment benefits. , you have to run away from yourself without hesitation, just look at your own rice jar, and pretend that you have never been obsessed with the distance. I plunged headlong into the cubicle, and I waited. The sledgehammer of life that was swung around was smashed into an exquisite screw, perfectly screwed into the roaring social machine, and created GDP. One day, the wounds all over my body will be scabbed into a hard armor, and then I can turn into an expressionless office worker and laugh at how stupid I am when I travel the world with my head full.

And "Cemetery Crossing" is like a dull knife, it didn't take much effort to stab the shell that was far from being formed. I finally realized that I was just like Bruce, and since I was fifteen years old, I've been clamoring for me to leave this place one day, but I haven't even stepped out. What the male protagonist realizes is actually very simple. Of course, life is not long, but the same boring life is enough to turn you into a poor old man with a weak sense of existence, instead of following the trajectory of office workers. When successful people retire, it is better to seize the time to travel around the world. Throw your heart out in front of you and run ahead to catch it. How passionate, how romantic. The problem is that we always talk about gorgeous dreams and grand adventures, but we never dare to stray from the secular railway so rashly. Went to the prairie during the PC vacation, and I cringed for days before I dared to go to her space to see the updated log and photos. The PC running towards the camera smiled brightly, no less than the pool of broken gold rippling from the grassland lake in the sunlight. Aside from the majestic scenery, it's the image that I'm most afraid of - it's easy to let that little bit of anachronistic fantasies come back to life. I have to think about the future, I have to think about the floor tiles at home, I have to think about whether my mother would proudly give answers when relatives asked about my work. So I can only sit cross-legged in front of the computer after get off work with drooping shoulders and face, watching the wonderful life written by the screenwriter and the vast world shot by the documentary one after another.

The first salary has been paid, and it is very easy for me to repeatedly toss in inferiority complex and ecstasy - I can finally make some money for the family every month, but Asi BUG is so small that I can't even raise a cat. rise. I don’t know how many people like me try to be content with and enjoy this stupid life like a repeater, knowing that one person can only live once, but they want to live exactly the same life as everyone else without any sense of crisis. I will continue, for the sake of three melons and two dates, to be a good repeater shamelessly and get a full salary. After I can really support myself and become the breadwinner of my family, I can save enough money and go out.

Go and see the world I've been drooling over while sitting cross-legged in front of my computer, so big, so good

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Cemetery Junction quotes

  • [first lines]

    Mr Kendrick: Frederick Taylor. Freddie Taylor. Welcome to Vigilant Life Assurance. I see you grew up in Cemetery Junction. Went to Stone Meade, the worst school in the south of England.

  • PC Renwick: [in his face] Can I help you?

    Bruce Pearson: Wow yeah, you can start by brushing your teeth. What have you been doing, sucking a toilet bar?