Who was the boy's first given to?

Isac 2022-03-27 08:01:01

Not long ago, I watched a movie "Looking Back at My Life" at random. There were several minutes at the beginning of the film. The picture of the male lead and 2 call girls fooling around in bed was decadent and rotten. Then this old-fashioned and decadent famous movie star suddenly received a call from his mother at home, telling him that his best friend in his youth had passed away from a heart attack. He is only in his thirties now. The protagonist looks back on his boyhood in the desperation of his career and the blow of his spirit.

Shortly after the opening, a boy around 16 and his best friend are in the basement jerking off, then hanging out together and talking about a certain girl they like, Betty. Friends like this Betty very much, but Betty likes boys. Betty asked the boy to go to his house and listened to him an unparalleled record. The two teenagers wore makeup and were intoxicated by the music. The girl asks the boy to go on a date some afternoon.

After the boy came home, a plump young woman next door was peeling beans from his mother, and he hurried back to his room. The young woman quickly came up and started to unbutton her clothes to tease the young man. The young man was a little eager but afraid to act. At this moment, an old lady next door who seemed to have see-through eyes came in to call the young woman and interrupted. Aware of her conspiracy, she went downstairs unhappily.

Young women always come to tease the boy, but the boy thinks it is not very good, and he has not been very active. The young woman was very jealous when she found out that the boy was going on a date with Betty. On the afternoon of the date, she came over to ask the boy again, saying that she would wait for him at home and it would not take long.

It happened that the boy's mother asked the boy to send a bottle of some sauce to the young woman's house. The boy was mentally entangled for a few minutes, and his original desires defeated his reason, and he walked towards the young woman's house. When he knocked on the door, the young woman was at home alone, and she pulled the boy into the bedroom, kissing him and touching him while unbuttoning his pants. . . . Where has the boy been subjected to this kind of battle, the original desire was provoked all of a sudden, and it fell into the arms of this young woman. Just as it was done, the young woman's husband came back and was outside talking to their little daughter, and the boy took the opportunity to walk away.

The boy went on a date and saw Betty and his friends who were waiting for him in the game room. Betty saw him, gave him a stern look, turned his head and left, he looked in the mirror at the prompt of his friend, and found that he had a print on his neck. The N hickeys left by that young woman's madness. This date just went to waste. He and his friend had a heated argument and almost broke.

The young woman still came over to ask him often. He felt bad, but he couldn't restrain the desire of his boy. When he went to the young woman's house that day, the young woman's 6-year-old daughter was watching TV. The girl refused to say that she wanted to watch TV. The young woman scolded her daughter severely and drove her out. The daughter cried and ran out. The boy felt very unbearable, but the young woman dragged him into the bedroom like a beast in heat. .

The daughter who was driven out was playing alone on the bleak beach. She found a big black thing that was fun, so she jumped on it excitedly. . . . Tragedy happened. It was a mine that floated up from the sea. After shaking, there was a loud noise, and the girl was blown to pieces. .

The boy and the young woman rushed out with the loud noise, and the boy's mother and the somewhat prescient old lady next door, but it was too late, and there was a hoarse mother cheating on the beach out of infinite remorse, and a A poor boy with inexplicable emotions.

The teenager couldn't go to the child's funeral with this secret in his head, so on that night, he packed up his salute and left for a long journey. He didn't come back for 20 years until he received a call from his mother about his friend's death, saying that in fact Betty I also hope that he will come back and see. Betty has already married a friend and has two children. .

The man who grew up and became a movie star came back for his friend's funeral. I heard that the young woman later seduced a classmate of the boy's youth, and was caught by her husband on the spot. After the divorce, she married the brutal boy and was often beaten. Had a car accident 10 years ago and lost his head. .

He and Betty looked at each other from a distance. Betty was still so beautiful, so graceful, and she was still in the grief of her husband's death. . . But 20 years later, nothing can go back to the way it was before, and he will carry this secret that he thinks shames him until the end of his life.

The most sighing thing here is the eroticism of teenagers. A boy's first time is as important as a girl's first time, right? It was so casually given out for the original desire, and it would be regrettable in the later realization of life. If it is the first time that a boy can have sex with a girl he likes, no matter how many years have passed, it will be wonderful to think about, how can it be so unbearable and painful to recall today?

The first sexual experience, whether male or female, is very precious. Mothers who have raised sons will also worry about who will give their sons for the first time? In today's patriarchal society, who the boy gives for the first time may not actually affect his future destiny, which is still very different from girls, but is charged by those dirty sex workers Dispose of it at will? Still being deceived by those experienced women just for eroticism as a tool, or still enjoying the wonders of the body with girls of the same age inexperiencedly discussing the wonders of the body, during this period, the texture and psychological enjoyment are far different. Yes. What is the difference if you remember when you are old?

The content of this movie is still very sad.

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