He is your friend, your best friend. He is your brother, the dearest brother. He is your lover, how many years, the only person you have ever loved.
You are always with him, no reason. It's just been too long, I'm used to it. Even one day, a second fixed figure appeared beside him. And you, too, have a lifetime promise with another person.
Your eyes follow him wherever he is. Even if his eyes are always erratic and fall on you, you always return his warmest smile.
You hide him in your heart, but you don't plan to tell him again. He does not confess, because he does not want to hold him hostage in the name of love, he is free. Don't try to change him, because I know him too well, because, I love who you are.
It was a precise and subtle feeling. He knows your feelings for him, he even knows it himself, owes you. You know that you are also the most special to him. Among all the people, only you, he does not touch. How many times have I been distracted and confused, but stopped abruptly, caught off guard.
There may have been expectations, but so what.
Can you make him believe in love? Can you keep him loyal forever? Can his values be revised? Can he heal the hurt that the most important man in his life caused him? Can he take off his hard shell and warm up a man who is so cold that he can even give up on himself?
I don't want to be Miley, but I can only be Miley. What Charlene can do, Miley can't do. So, do you want to be Justin too? But you can only be Michael. What Justin can do, Michael can't.
Justin, they call him Sunshine.
How nice to be young. Pressing straightforward and confident, invincible youth and beauty. So what if you squander it, what if you get hurt, what if you don't get that playboy's love. But it is a growth from a boy to a man.
A seventeen-year-old boy can arbitrarily tell him I am sad with tears, can you? Tears are pure and affectionate to him. But for you, will it become hypocritical.
The seventeen-year-old boy turned all living beings upside down, fell in love vigorously, and sacrificed silently. Selling his body as bait and coercion to force Kip, who almost bankrupted him, to withdraw his lawsuit. But what about you. Don't dream, you are thirty years old. Everything you can give him, except what he doesn't want, has already been given.
The seventeen-year-old boy has an artistic talent that is astonishing, full of aura, and he is just beginning to show his strength. But what about you, you can't even pass the ordinary community exam, your grades are mediocre, you only work in a convenience store, and your job is mediocre.
As my dear mother Deb said, my son has never been outstanding and will never have the opportunity to put his creations in the showroom and be admired. But when he took care of others, he was nothing short of Picasso. But it's not enough to just know how to take care of others, it's not enough to just look up and worship, if you don't have the same intelligence and heart, other people may be able to do it, but for him who is "everyone's type", it's not enough.
To how strong, dare not forget. How outstanding and strong it must be to face the way a man looks at him and the way he looks at other men. Justin, really strong.
Shane said in TLW, I'm not proud of it, but that's what I am. I'm not proud of it, but that's what I am. He just couldn't control himself.
No apology, no regrets, just do what you want, kill the Buddha when you see the Buddha, destroy the ancestors when you meet the ancestors, he is Brian, Brian of a higher rank than Shane.
Worth dying for Brian...
what should I do?
Will it continue to be entangled and ambiguous?
Although I already knew the result, I couldn't help but watch the process again like a masochist.
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