after many years, I will forget that I was fascinated by such an American drama that has nothing to do with my life day and night.
Maybe after so many years, I finally found a man to be with, instead of another woman hugging and crying.
Maybe at that time I didn't remember which dream this man named Brian Kinney appeared in.
Maybe at that time I was still in a big way asking for forgiveness and salvation from the Father.
Maybe when the time comes, a man who loves to lie down next to him happens to be gay.
If it is said that a drama can change a person, such a statement is probably too exaggerated. But it does give some guidance. Such as Brian. Such as Justin. Such as Emmet. Such lovely people. If a person can become as fearless as they are, and love themselves so much, then there is nothing invincible.
This drama is not just for gay men. More is to let people see sincerity, love, beauty and persistence. Be true to yourself, be true to life, and let yourself shine. These are rare qualities.
I admit that same-sex love is purer and more fragile than heterosexual love. It is difficult to have moral recognition, and there is no legal guarantee. But the more it is, the more it has to be tested. The last remaining emotion can be called love without a doubt.
And the love between the opposite sex, can be false, can be disguised, can face ten years of nothing to say, can love each other before and after the cold war. There are too many factors related to social morality, but people lose the most essential love.
If I had to find someone of the opposite sex to love, I would want him to love me like a gay.
Fuck if you want to fuck. Leave if you want to leave. If you really love it, say love. If we don't love it, we just let it go. No matter how old you were at the time, don't care about those sweet dialogues in the past. Whether or not we will see each other after we leave.
This is probably the true meaning of love that I learned from QAF.
Brian is what I admire. self-reliance. good. Focus on reality. Not fake. Confident and optimistic. Activists. I never care what others say, I have my own rules of conduct. Unique taste, first-class insights. Self-esteem and self-love. Strong. Knife mouth tofu heart. will be disregarded for the right purpose. And know how to let love to fly.
There are too many advantages, and most of them are matched with Scorpio men.
Again, everything comes first. Just because of trauma from childhood to adulthood. Just because he doesn't believe that love really exists. You can only get pleasure from sex.
Such an excellent soul is lonely after all, but this is also the shining point of his soul. For him, it is enough to have this one true love in his life, and he can rely on the infinite power of this love to move forward bravely in the future.
Who said Brian would grow old, who said Brian lost his ego. He is more aware of his own true love and more aware of his own path.
His previous inner strength was due to his defense and resistance to the outside world. But now, he has understood love, and his heart is strong enough to face all the injustice and suffering in this vast world alone.
This is his and Justin's mutual fulfillment.
In fact, QAF suddenly didn't want to watch the fifth season. Even though Brian is still alone in the end, which he's accepted since watching the first season, he's afraid that the ending scene will bring tears to his eyes.
I can't remember how many years I haven't watched the series. Such a long and heart-wrenching plot will bring people into the situation for a long time and it is difficult to extricate themselves. So I just want to watch movies. Even if I cried and laughed, there are not many fragments of memories, everything is okay. And the drama, once addicted, will be deeply concerned about it, and the feelings will be buried in the subconscious. What's more, it's a 70-episode long drama that knows the parting from the beginning.
Closed eyes are Brian's firm face. The computer desktop has long been a picture of Gale. He is not only good-looking, but also brings this shocking power to the character and a free and easy attitude towards life.
He never considered himself a member of a disadvantaged group to be unacceptable and ashamed. He never suppressed or denied his own unique insights, unless he really fell in love with someone simply because he didn't want to burden each other. He never gave up, never gave up on himself. Never violate your conscience, never do meaningless things. It has always been a very gentle and gentle speech, even if it is a "fuck U".
Or that sentence, if you can't find this person everywhere, then you have to become a person of this quality. Perfect and heartwarming.
Who can say that Brian's heart is not warm, his childish smile is a sunshine.
(In love with three Brians. He in QAF. Placebo frontman. Velvet Goldmine)
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