"Lost and Delirious", I actually prefer the original name "Lost and Delirious".
Burned by the struggle, the sadness in the heart cannot be suppressed, so this article is made to commemorate our youthful years that are passing by.
Carnival and tacit dancing in the party; throwing pillows at each other, laughing and slapsticking in the dormitory; hands clasped together during the chorus; arguing with the teacher for her injustice in the classroom; two intertwined young bodies on the bed. Two young and beautiful girls, Pauline and Victoria, have a love that is not accepted by the world, and at the end of an epic and heroic jump, the vulture flew proudly in the sky after leaving that shoulder. And that girl with a vulture-like proud and free mind, her soul dissipated like fireworks.
Victoria, the girl who was obsessed with Pauline, once said: "Bao, I would be confused without you." They lived happily together happily. However, the seemingly peaceful life is actually a hidden crisis, and it cannot withstand a small wave. The nightmare eventually triggered, a group of girls rashly broke into the bedroom in the early morning, and Pauline and Victoria hugged naked. Until this time, the free and uninhibited Pauline has not realized that everything has changed. "So, now is the 21st century." When
beauty and reality meet, they always have to undergo a cruel baptism. Subsequent episodes are almost frantic with Victoria's betrayal and injury and Pauline's anger over and over again.
"I swear to god she was the one who climbed into my bed and I didn't even know she was coming." "I like boys, ... there is a boy from RAB, Jack ... we are in love ... Friday we are going Go to Tim's party." After her sister Allison left, Victoria turned around and cried. She could try her best to distance herself from Pauline, she could publicize her relationship with Jack among a group of girls, and praise his stroking skills, but she still couldn't help but love.
In fact, her love is no less than Pauline's, so after the betrayal she still fervently pleads with Mary "One more thing, Mary, it's all up to you now. Pauline intends to take this seriously, she is sensitive, she needs a loyal Friend, she needs you more than anyone needs you. Mary, can you do it?" She understands Pauline, but unfortunately she has concerns, she has her faithful parents, and she can't break free like the unfettered Pauline. All shackles. "You don't know my parents, they're believers, they don't talk to me anymore, I want them to be a part of my life, I can't live without them. I love Pauline, you know she's the best I've ever had in the world Good friend, probably the only one I would love like Cleopatra, to her, it seems like I'm being strangled, you know? It seems like I'm not in this breathing world." "These words will never be Besides, I never felt for you for anyone, and I could die to prove it to you, but it can never, understand, never, ever." The two kissed again in the dark, and Victoria decided to leave.
Victoria once said to Mary in tears, "Because my life is what my parents wanted, even if no one was going to kill me, I wouldn't be so stupid with her forever. I can't be with her again, never again. ."
When another girl thought she was the only one in her life, she didn't know that this girl had long since planned to retire. It turned out that the tragedy was doomed long ago. Thinking of the moment when Pauline said to the teacher, "I think I would die without her", she turned her head and ran away, this lonely and persistent back, this hopeless love, more distressing than anything else. Pauline, the arrogant vulture girl who believes in love more than anyone else, exclaimed in class, "Love, no one can make it go away. Because it's what we're here for, that's the greatest point of view. , once you understand this truth and overlook everyone, then you will be eternal. Because if you move a little, it will fall, and you will fall." At that moment, there were tears in her eyes, and she infected the teacher.
"We're not just friends" "Everything you do is about me, you're mine and I'm yours" "I want her back" "Now I can't lose anything more." "It's Pauline and Tory In love, remember? Tori loves me too, because she's mine and I'm hers" She's been proudly proclaiming her love, and even in that dark night, seeing Victoria and Jack leaning against a tree and making love couldn't shake her belief.
In the library she finds Victoria: "I will make a willow coffin for me at your door, and call my soul in your room. I will write faithful love and sing on the night of death. I will Shouting your name to the mountain, Victoria." At this time, she stood on the table with her sword excitedly, like a noble swordsman. At that time, the teacher was also moved by her persistence and no regrets, and sincerely persuaded "Pauline, why don't you come down." "Never touch the vulture." She shook off the teacher's hand and left proudly.
This girl is such a pride, she can walk through the crowd calmly, walk to Victoria and her father, interrupt them calmly, and make Victoria her dance partner, but she can't say "I love you" when Victoria refuses to say Pauline" was silent, she screamed and ran away. She is so determined that she does not give room to others, let alone retreat for herself.
"Listen to Pauline, it's time for us to separate, this is no longer the right thing to do, I just want to be your friend, okay?"
"Because Allison is still a parent, please don't do this to me again.
" Pauline simply did not see clearly what determines their love is destined to be a tragedy with no end. She is still working hard, hoping to change Victoria's mind. She even naively forced Mary to cut her own hair. It is a pity that what Victoria wants is a boy, not a girl with short hair. What Victoria wants is a life that is recognized by the world under the sun, not a love that is not accepted by her parents. So even if Pauline beat Jack, her sword stabbed hard into his thigh, proving that as a girl she was strong enough to protect Victoria, but so what.
When Pauline asked desperately, "In this dark world, should I persevere?" The teacher was silent. In fact, Pauline is just a simple and distressing child, stubborn and fragile. She is stubborn, so she is reluctant to give in in the face of cruel reality, and even pushes herself step by step to the point where she has no way out. Vulnerable, so hysterical yelling "gay? You think I'm gay? It was Pauline and Tory who were in love, remember? Tory loves me too, because she is mine and I am Hers, we are not gay." In the end, she collapsed in the chair exhausted, in fact, she couldn't even agree with herself, she only thought of love.
At the end is Mary's monologue "I feel confused too, don't I? Before you died, you gave me pure love, like a flame, burning all the time, like a vulture, that flame is what I need in the dark , save me from the darkness. Pauline, without that flame, the darkness encroached on her, she had to fly away. Now I still dream of her every night, now I can always remember your face, every time I miss you , you can see your face when you lift your head up, like a flame passing through the sky." Yes, the girl who is quiet most of the time in the whole film is still happy. Only Pauline, a girl who compares herself to a vulture, was destroyed. She was too young to know how to give up compromise, and she was too aggressive and did not know how to forbear and seek perfection. I remember that night when Pauline was taming the vulture, she said to herself, "If you can fly away from here, you will always fly away from here." The smile was clear and lonely, the girl's blood was boiling, and she could not be bound in this society, and finally she finally flew. separated. There was no flame to lead her out of the darkness, her mother was unwilling to contact her after abandoning her, the girl she loved resolutely left her and kept hurting her, she was like a flame, only self-destruction after being heroic.
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