After watching this drama, I suddenly felt a little bit about novel creation. Novels can easily hide things that are important in the mundane sense but are not really important. I wrote some fragments for the first time when I "engaged in creation", and then I forgot to fix it. until now...
JP has nothing else to do but collect playing cards, there is always a difference between cards, and good cards have a refined deck design and a top-notch feel. When someone is interested, he can list all the types at hand and coveted, like a true card connoisseur. JP doesn't actually like poker that much, he hardly plays poker, and never intends to justify his existence by collecting cards, he just needs a little recognition, although no one cares about topics other than those commonly talked about.
JP always thinks of a girl who liked him a long time ago. She doesn't look that good, JP has never thought about her, and now that he thinks about his unintentional and childish tricks, she must have swayed her. Every time he sat in the car with her, he always put on a sad and stinky face at random, and he was very eloquent in the rest of the time, because he read a lot and inherited the exaggerated and exaggerated way of speaking. Easy to impress. () At that time, JP was young and proud, and arrogantly just wanted to get all the girls and let them go out in a smart way. He didn't know that he would go to the battlefield in the future and become a idiot who slammed into the trenches without thinking.
Until later he met a real heartthrob and easily collapsed. In her eyes, everyone is naughty, unreasonable and affectionate, but what she can perceive is an overly sensitive teenager like JP, and the ridicule of others has not affected her charm at all. He restrained himself prudently, deliberately embarrassing her in public, and attacking her behavior unreasonably behind his back. The heartthrob always gave him the right hit back, and then the interaction with her became less, and the heartthrob fascinated another poor brother, and also gave him no credit. After that, I completely lost contact with her. Years later, when I occasionally mentioned her innocent and interesting words and actions in the past, I still had to panic in my heart, for fear of being discovered by myself. An offensive cover-up.
JP felt that it was immoral to win if there was no difference between himself and his opponent, although he vaguely knew that this mentality would kill him one day. There was only one situation where he could get his spirits up and actually fight, and he wouldn't allow anyone to suspect that he was a piece of shit. It is only by those whims that turn the tide that he can rightfully do nothing for most of the rest of the time. JP thinks he needs some serious humiliation, or else he'll be living off the hobby of collecting cards, and then one day, inexplicably, he will crash headfirst into a tin train carrying second-hand trouser belts.
So JP decided to keep moving forward. Although he didn't know which outpost he should go to, it was the same wherever he went, and he couldn't see whether he would die or live. The kerosene lamp was not lit, but instead sheltered experienced people. Once there was light, JP's throat would be crushed down by the light over and over again.
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JP just collapsed, there is no way they can win. But mother will be heartbroken, JP thinks that she is in pain and rolls on the bed when she has gout, he must live, but he can only be pitied by others. He hadn't seen his mother for a long time.
In the first unintentional shooting confrontation, they obviously lost. JP didn't know how bad the defeat was, at least it was an extremely shameful test for himself. His crosshairs have basically not been aimed a few times, his torso is still in a strange position, a second lieutenant has been yelling at him by name, his contemptuous attitude is exactly the same as JP himself, and JP will reprimand him like him. Own. This officer is here with an otherworldly love of delving into combat, and it's all about being mean. JP's dream was exposed. If it weren't for the fact that he was still in combat, the second lieutenant would have sent JP back to the boot camp directly. At that time, JP couldn't think anymore, and he was full of thinking about why some people can easily reverse all beings and live so naturally and properly. For the next few days he kept asking himself:
"Did you think the war was played according to the script?"
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