Finally found the background painting of this piano bgm, which is their family portrait, and it is complete when added.
Again, I hope that all those who desire to be healed can be healed little by little.
It's the finale, and this episode didn't cry.
The only time the nose gets sour is when Gang Tae (too?) says he likes himself the most. For me, this is the most healing place in the whole show, and it is also the best exit that every depressed patient can go to. An adult fairy tale, this is the best ending.
I hope that everyone, no matter whether they are sick or not, can really start to like themselves when they reach a certain stage in their life, or at least accept their true appearance.
After people live in their thirties, it is often difficult to have expectations for the world, for themselves, for the people around them, and for the future. This feeling of not being able to look forward to tomorrow is sometimes like a deep well, besieging people day and night.
However, "If today is as hard as yesterday, try to live until tomorrow and see." I hope that everyone who desires to be cured will be cured in the end.
In the 15th episode, I cried twice, once when my brother knocked the head nurse unconscious with the complete works of fairy tales, and then the camera cut them into what they looked like when they were children.
"So don't forget, but overcome it. If you can't overcome it, you are just a child with a small soul." It was for this sentence that I started watching this drama. I really want to know how I can survive and grow by overcoming those painful memories. So I'm very grateful. In this play, the camera often switches to the appearance of a child. This is probably the most direct way to express overcoming. Make up your mind in your heart that next time, when you think of a bad memory from the past, try to get along with it, and in your imagination, try to reverse the previous ending.
The second time I cried was watching Zhu Li's mother talking with Wen Ying at the dinner table, and listening to her mother praise Wen Ying as beautiful and likable. In the eyes of the general public, even in her own eyes, Gao Wenying may not be a likable existence. But when someone is willing to go through these dense shortcomings because of goodwill, and see the weak person behind her who needs to be affirmed, this may finally heal a corner of her to some extent. No matter how unbearable you are, you expect there is a person in the world who can truly love you even for a while, which may be a common feature of all human beings.
I'm going to see the finale tomorrow, and I'm a little reluctant, but I'm still very grateful for this summer of watching dramas.
There are many people who have been cured by this drama, and there are many people who can understand this drama better than me and can write a deep analysis that makes people jealous. Bad reviews, some people even hate this drama, and even disdain it.
But isn't that what life is all about?
In episode 14, I cried once when I watched my brother feed Wenying, and once again when I watched Gangtai ask his brother to hold him. Because of my mom.
Because of the times, the generation of my parents and my mother grew up into a generation with extremely rough emotional outlines. So that when we grow up, most of our sensitive emotions have to be digested by ourselves. After becoming an adult, they can't feel all the setbacks and pains they encounter. In their eyes, our emotional breakdown seems to be just because we are too naive and fragile, and grow up too smoothly, so we cannot stand a little bit of wind and rain. As everyone knows, in order to grow into what they expect, I have spent all my energy.
In my eyes, they are like monks with autism. They have no ability to perceive emotions. They only stay in their own world, talking to themselves and chattering endlessly. .
But they love me. I truly know and believe that their love for me is unreserved. When I least wanted to live, my mother looked at me and said, "Don't do this anymore, just ask your mother to give you her own life. As long as you are happy, I can call you Mom."
They love me, but they don't know how to express it, and I don't know how to get the warmth I want from them.
"Love can cover up all faults." When I saw my brother hugging my crying brother, I thought I should also let go of all the blames I had given to my parents. Next time if I need them what to do, I will explain it to them slowly.
This show is not a romance show for me, the core idea of it is that it's okay for me. Its okay. That's what healed me the most about the whole show. When my depression was at its worst two years ago, this sentence was what my sister who was sick with encouraged me every day. Back then, we were just two muddy psychopaths who encouraged and supported each other. The best thing you can do every day is to live as your doctor tells you to. It’s okay to comfort yourself, it’s okay, it’s okay to be mentally ill, and it’s okay to be cured.
In fact, I think this sentence, for most people who are overwhelmed by mental stress, is a really useful sentence. It is also a message that is constantly being conveyed in this drama. I'm so thankful that someone finally filmed this sentence, I really appreciate it. I hope more people can understand the world of mental illness. Even if they don't understand, they can learn this sentence. It's okay to be mentally ill.
Two weeks later, I decided to add another paragraph at the end.
This drama made me decide to start forgiving the vicious and filthy mentors I met, let me decide to forgive my family members who couldn't sense my emotions, let me decide to forgive those friends who didn't understand me, let me decide to let go of the one who escaped. Lover, the most important thing is that I decided to really forgive myself, the one who did not do well in the past.
I decided to let myself go. After all, this is my first life. Those moments of failure were also the first time I felt angry, the first time I felt humiliated, the first time I felt puzzled about life and the world, the first time I was alone in the dark night, enveloped by huge grievances and loneliness. For the first time in such a long time, I felt hopeless about the future.
In those moments of failure, I kept failing and I failed to protect myself and my heart.
But I decided to forgive myself.
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