Gangtai, the reason why my mother gave birth to him is to let him take care of his brother's child.
He matured prematurely, suppressed himself, and was considerate and sensible, but he was always the child who needed his mother's love, and he never grew up.
Every time the anger is suppressed, does the seemingly normal Gangtai really have psychological problems?
I really want to have a good time, but he can't, is it because of my brother? Part of it is. The other part is that his desire for love was severely rejected by his mother when he was a child. A child who has not been loved since childhood and gave all of himself to his brother, how can he learn to love himself? He doesn't know how to love himself.
So, do you need someone to save you?
Until I met Gao Wenying, a child who also lacked love and warmth. But she chose to wrap herself in a hard shell to avoid being hurt, because she saw the fairy tale and reality early, and instead lived a transparent life. But because of the same illness, he saw through Gangtai's helplessness as a child at a glance.
Gangtai also wants to play, and also wants to live out himself. But can it be done?
Can the "hypocrite" break out of the cage? Even if the cage is set by oneself.
"You can't understand me until you die." This is Gangtai's last struggle. What this sentence actually says is: "Come and understand me and love me."
"You are the one who will never understand me until you die." Gao Wenying, who seems to be strong, is also the "witch" who is waiting to be redeemed. This sentence actually means: "Do you dare to walk into my heart?"
Two people with the same ailment, craving love and warmth.
Gang Tai understood the fairy tale of a zombie child, so he cried. The emotions suppressed since childhood even made him lose some emotions, such as anger, such as tears. Therefore, after Gangtai read the fairy tale, he cried heart-to-heart, which was touching. This is the truth of returning to a child. Scream when you are angry, cry when you are sad, and fight for love.
The fairy tale about the zombie kid: I'm not without feelings, I'm just a child who yearns for my mother's love, and my mother feeds me flesh and blood, should I be grateful?
When the child hugged the mother who only had the torso tightly, he spoke for the first time: "Mother, it's so warm."
This is what I have always wanted, what can redeem me, the warmth of my mother. Mom filled my belly, but Mom ignored what I wanted. My mother sacrificed for me, but my mother doesn't understand how easily I am satisfied.
If this is a fateful encounter, then this time, Gangtai, please be brave!
You can live your true self and take care of your brother at the same time.
You can save people, and you can save yourself.
You can fall in love with the witch, and after falling in love, you will find that she is the angel who saves you.
(The above is updated to EP4, and the content has been updated and adjusted)
What follows are some thoughts about watching the show.
EP5
Gang Tai said to his friends, you have to remind me more in the future.
So sad, Gang Tai is actually saying, when I'm dreaming, you want to bring me back to reality.
All along, Gang Tai smiled at his brother because he felt that his brother wanted to see him smile. Gangta even controls her natural expressions delicately. After being suppressed for too long, it does not mean that you can change.
EP6
The elder brother actually cares about the younger brother, but I have to say that the elder brother may not be able to take good care of himself.
But my brother also has his own life, to be his own master.
And Gang Tai has sacrificed too much for his brother, and as a result, he has also controlled his brother firmly.
This is indeed morbid.
Gang Tai can completely let his brother do what he likes, and at the same time he can pursue his own happiness.
When he was a child, Gang Tai saved his brother, but after his brother was rescued, he walked away on his own (of course not on purpose).
The heroine saw this scene next to her. Even if she was pulling the petals to see if she could save her or not, the final result was that she could not save it, but the heroine still rescued Gang Tai.
Although the heroine said, it's so boring.
But the heroine also hopes to get the warmth between Gang Tai and her brother.
In fact, the heroine has long seen the relationship between Gang Tai and her brother.
Keeping my brother to live in my own castle and becoming my own illustrator, on the one hand, is to get closer to Gang Tai, and on the other hand, I really want Gang Tai to understand that my brother's talents can be used, and my brother can take care of himself. Gang Tai, you can stop imprisoning and suppressing yourself so much.
EP7
In this episode, Gang Tai's cry is moving.
Too obsessed with the spiritual injury suffered as a child, so the memory also exaggerates that part.
Actually there are good times.
Mom loves herself too. But the pressure of a mother to raise two children alone is unimaginable. So part of the responsibility and pressure was transferred to Gang Tai.
Indeed, Gang Tai took on responsibilities that he should not have assumed at a young age. Gang Tai wants to blame and hate his mother, but he is a mother, so what can he say.
Gang Tai asked, will the heavenly mother regret it?
But in fact, I didn't want my mother to regret it like the patient beat her chest and feet, because he knew it was very painful.
He loves his mother, so he doesn't want her to suffer like this.
When Gang Tai finally tried to reconcile with herself and slowly let go, the childhood memories came back to her heart, and there were good times, but her mother did not love her.
There are things that my mother doesn't do well, but I don't want to be without my mother. Finally, Gang Tai finally said, I miss my mother so much.
I think, Gang Tai finally let go.
EP8
For the first time in Gang Tai's life, he let go of himself.
Excited to run to the beloved girl like a child.
As if reporting good grades, he smiled and said:
" Me, suspended, no pay for the suspension, and I'm going to be sued soon, it's a mess.
You've said it before: You're happy to kidnap me whenever I want.
I want to play with you. It's now. Let's go. "
Gang Tai finally took the initiative to reach out to the person he loved. EP9
Episode 9 was so scary at the end.
Look how different we perceive the same things!!!
The older brother is sensitive, so he amplified the angry words his younger brother said to his mother when he was a child, amplified his fear of accidentally falling into the lake, and then made up a "truth". Therefore, after catching the younger brother lying, the older brother's psychological defense line collapsed, and the fear of being abandoned turned into hatred and anger towards his younger brother. You see, he said he wanted me to die, he said he wanted me to disappear, he wanted to kill me, he pushed me into the lake...
And what is the brother's forbearance and careful care for many years?
Our feeling brain is really a willful child, thinking brain is a tool man.
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