empty,
empty...
These three girls have the most beautiful look in my heart. Mary quietly faced the death of her mother, the loneliness and sadness brought about by her father's remarriage, and anxiously faced the unknown boarding school life. Tori's face is beautiful and charming, and she is a girl with a tenderness like water. She understands Paulie's pain and loves her the most. I just feel powerless to fight the world for Paulie. Paulie, one of the most sensitive, intelligent, and talented people in the crowd. The obsession with love, the longing and the mad pursuit. But reality turned against her. The three girls are all kind and good people.
Just a pity. Our world is not simply sunshine and morning dew, our world is still full of wind, frost, snow and rain. When they bloomed like a petal, they met each other and gave each other the most splendid and beautiful time. It's just, just, the world doesn't accept this way of love.
Even this world does not need us to be a person born for love. It's about living in a way that the masses choose. We need to act, whether we really have passion, orgasm. If not, you can pretend you have. You still have to talk to your classmates about how good your boyfriend is in bed.
Tori chose to go into a world that didn't care what kind of person she really was. Paulie sees love above everything else, love is love, it doesn't need any definition. She originally thought that her biological mother might still love her, and one day she might be able to meet her mother and daughter. She originally had the most perfect girlfriend, who fell in love with each other. But these two are gone. This pigsty life...
We long for love, we have tasted the sweetness of love, we are excited and crazy for love. Tori chose to bury love in the deepest part of his heart, lock it up, and move on. Mary may be silent, but she may be the bravest one. She was alone with her thoughts of her mother, confusion and confusion about all her feelings, but she was always looking for answers. In fact, her mother had already planted the seeds of the answer for her. She only needed to look back at their past, those beautiful memories, and there would be warmth and light in her heart. And Paulie's love is persistent, pure, and without hesitation, it is a moth to a flame. She has the fullest passion and the craziest love. When Tori said no more, her passion and love were nowhere to be placed, and the darkness devoured little by little. Her last struggle and madness became more and more evident. Inner fear.
Many times, when you are a little more mature, realistic, and indifferent to your surroundings, you will really feel that everything is smoother, easier, and easier. But, to be honest, I myself used to be like Paulie, recklessly and recklessly to go for my heart, but when you look back, no one around you is willing to pay the price for this and walk this painful and happy road with you. You start to panic.
Later, I became more and more like Tori... It seems that I can really be a normal person, who is in line with everyone's imagination. But the emptiness in my heart, only I know.
Later, I don't want to betray myself like this, I choose to be grateful for the good memories I once had, with letters and expectations, to meet and compete with the world. A little bit more to get what my heart wants. This is probably a relatively balanced and sustainable state.
But in the end, when you wake up in the middle of the night, you will still feel sorry for the boy who never turned back with your baby...
It's just that you are no longer him after all.
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