For Geralt, Matisse was his childhood sweetheart and his most special first love, and as a child he would quietly fill a basket with Matisse's favorite blue cheese, because "I was really obsessed with (you) )", the first time for the two was "different" from the first time for others, he imagined that if Matisse didn't leave, they would always be together, "You can see yourself every morning when you come together. the feeling of the person who wants it". Later, I met many people and experienced many things, but what should have happened still did not happen. When he met Matisse again, and some unexpected "things" happened, he would still urge Matisse to go back to his original life according to the established arrangement, and he would stop talking to Matisse in the car. , he replied calmly, "I understand, there's your girlfriend, your job, your whole life, I don't want to deal with that". If there is no expectation, there will be no disappointment. After so many years, this is probably how he has come. His heart was broken probably as early as the year Matisse pushed him away and said he was leaving the estuary. For so many years, his feelings are like a bottomless pit, only burying this past and staying at the same origin forever.
For Matisse, Geralt is also special. He can tell his girlfriend about the farm where he lived as a child, the animals, plants, rivers... everything, but he never mentioned Geralt, never said It's all shared with Jello. When he saw Jello again, he was the one who couldn't help but reveal his inner turmoil. Even if his girlfriend wanted him not to go to the "River Mouth Appointment", he insisted on going. With the familiar dance melody swaying as a child, he took the initiative to kiss Geralt, lingering all night... However, there would still be withdrawals and struggles, whether it was about his sexuality or the established trajectory of his life that he needed to give up. Fortunately, he still followed his heart. Encouraged by his more decisive girlfriend, he hurried to find Jello and kissed him for the first time in public. For so many years, he has secretly buried Jello in his heart, which is his unspeakable secret, his first love, and his deepest love.
At the end of the movie, they finally waited for each other and didn't miss it again. How many childhood sweethearts can finally reach this point, and then stay together forever?
After watching a lot of the same movie, I slowly discovered that the hardest thing is not the eyes and opinions of the people around you, but the hardest thing is to accept and recognize this "different" feeling in your heart. If you can't pass this level , that must be torturing yourself and others. The tragedies of the so-called "pseudo-straight men" are almost all similar.
"Lang rides a bamboo horse and goes around the bed to get green plums. Living together for a long time, the two children have no doubts." Life is not long, and it is a very lucky thing to meet the love of a lifetime, whether it is the same sex or the opposite sex, if you are deeply Love, please cherish, if not love, please let go in time.
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