Autumn, I miss my children

D'angelo 2022-03-14 14:12:30

mother

When you and I became mother and daughter

no matter how much i love you

I have become your hell

you call me into your world

you love me love you

you love Me

of fear and sadness

not because of

you are my mother

Mom, you were never my mom

I was abandoned by you when I was born

You and my love are hellfire

burning each other

burn you and me into the same shape

on the verge of screaming and collapsing

I restrained the trembling of hatred:

"At first I was like you

longing for a mother

Then I longed to be a mother

Mom, you were never my mom

I was born to be your hell

Then I became someone else's hell."

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Autumn Sonata quotes

  • Eva: But one thing I did understand: not a shred of the real me could be loved or accepted. I didn't dare to be myself even when I was alone because I hated what was my own.

  • Eva: I will never let you vanish out of my life again. I'm going to persist. I won't give up, even if it is too late. I don't think it is too late. It must not be too late.