The cassette that was specially handed over to Zhen Zhen was told to listen to it. When this sentence came from the headphones, it sounded like a reluctance, but it was still a confession with a doting halo. I think there are probably not many girls who can hold back their tear ducts. At least I covered my eyes and felt a burst of warmth. Suddenly I want to look up at the starry sky to see if the stars are very bright tonight.
No matter what, it's still what, it's obviously a concession-like sentence. But it is this kind of willingness to do it knowing that it is impossible to make this confession, perhaps a farewell, so moving. The first love when I was young will never be because of how perfect that person is. Maybe at first, I screamed for the top pitcher of the school basketball team, but after years, when I talk about my first love, the last thing I think about is the bad guy who always squeezed to help me with my homework to buy sesame noodles and have to separate the noodles from the noodles. .
It's like the sincere conclusion in the bookstore, girls are very complicated, if there is nothing, there is something, and if it doesn't matter, there is a relationship. So we don't know what true love should look like. It came without warning, and we just fell for it.
The first love doesn't need to shine in everyone's eyes. As long as at a certain moment, he combs his hair clean, puts on a white T-shirt, studies and reviews seriously under the lamp, and every time he hesitates, he will push you and tell you that it is best not to fall. The only way is to not be afraid of falling and move forward. Or maybe she swapped her frizzy puffy head for a simple sister's head, took off her reflective bottle-bottom glasses, straightened her back at school and overcame her timidity and just wanted to denounce someone's injustice, as long as there was any A little bit of that moment is enough.
The soaring hormones at that time often made us talk like philosophers, as if we knew a lot of truth, and serious speech was actually immature and stupid. Such a worrying about gain and loss, but often the most unavoidable thing is regret and missing. Detoured and tempted, but straight. Uncertain emotions cannot be deciphered by even the most impeccable formula, and even the most precise balance has to be swayed back and forth between likes and dislikes.
But what's wrong with that. Straightforward and indomitable foolishness is the best medicine to heal the scars of youth. Just like Lin Zhenxin was to Xu Taiyu, she came to a game talking to herself, fell and got up, beat him on the chest, and asked for a prize for winning the game without authorization. She said, this is our decision, we don't want you to be responsible, she said, I hope you can be yourself. At that time, Xu Taiyu must have felt that this girl with glasses and hair in a pink sweatshirt was radiant.
At that time, a little light will become the sweetest and sour lemon candy in the memory. It is hidden deep in the small box of memories, and I am reluctant to eat it. I only take it out occasionally to take a look. It feels like it has been exposed to the sun all summer, and the golden light like honey occupies all taste buds.
Then, after typing these words, I realized that no matter how many times, I will still be hit in the youth that is in the right seat.
Suddenly I remembered the little bead left in the crevice.
It's like walking with a certain gentleman on the road one night, saying some unreasonable and boring dialogues, and seeing the street lights behind us stretch our shadows so long that we almost touch each other.
For example, during recess, he was still grabbing the pen and frantically making up the homework that was too late to finish. When he looked up, a certain gentleman passed by casually, and sometimes he hated to make up a mocking face.
It was like a rainy day soaked by the rain, so Jun said disgustedly that he didn't even bring an umbrella, and then threw his jacket on his body without any reason, and his whole face was suddenly enveloped by the breath of this man.
If there is no such thing in youth, I will not know that the boy's clothes are so wide, the phalanges are so distinct when he is holding a pen to solve a problem, every street lamp at night can draw each other's shadows so close, so long again.
We walked slowly side by side, saying nothing, but the capillaries on our faces were burning without consent.
At that time, the homework assigned by the math teacher was always so difficult, and the dean of students always corrected the etiquette problem that the white shirt was not tucked into the suit pants during the exercises. Between the endless struggles between the little headaches about schoolwork and the little rebellion against teachers, there are too many silly things that "if you don't do it now, you will regret it in the future". It's like slipping open the door of the dormitory rooftop secretly after taking the night study, just to take a look at the beautiful sunset that day, like signing everyone's names on the class uniform and then pretending to naturally run to someone to sign it. With these stupid things, and with this person, Girls' Generation felt that regrets were inevitable, and the regrets were a little less. There are so many passions and fantasies, but I just want to pin and share it with that one person.
Just like the crazy water polo battle at the school celebration, Xu Taiyu and Lin Zhen smashed water polo on each other's bodies. No matter how many people, they only see each other in each other's eyes. And during our high school celebrations, we would be drawn into trains and collide with each other. His hands tightly tugged at the hem of the man in front of him, secretly meditating to let me hold him a little longer, a little longer. In the end, the game disbanded and the carnival ended. People went to the empty and silent football field lawn, and all the screams and shouts were echoed loudly. I squeezed the palm of my hand, and I felt that there was still a little touch and temperature of the knitted fabric of the other party's clothes on my fingertips.
You know Girls' Generation will come to an end, and even when it ends, start remembering. Then, the girl changed from a frizzy glasses girl to a queen in the workplace, but she would still scream for the idol who was still popular for 30 years when she returned home.
Because Girls' Generation had you, it will always shine where you can see it when you turn around. As long as the cassette can still be turned and you can hear your voice, the starry sky when you look up is still the same as it was back then. I had you in my youth, and I always lived up to the girl.
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