Girls' High School 2 made Xiao Si'er resonate a lot. In fact, it's just because she can play the piano, so she has a good impression of girls who can play the piano and play it well. . .
And I prefer Shuyun, first of all because of her beauty, and secondly because of her personality, which is just too much to my liking. Many people accuse Shu Yun of being cowardly, but I can understand her feelings better, she is not just cowardly.
From the time the doctor didn't recommend her to run because of her hearing, but she still ran hard on the track, I knew she was a person with an inner desire to destroy. She is just a teenager, without the sophistication and sophistication of the adult world, she has her own arrogance and stubbornness, which is unknown. She can't get along with people smoothly, even her tablemates are indifferent, and she can never say a word without a word. Like a junior in middle school, she refuses to integrate into the life of ordinary people and is ashamed of it, but she is a little cowardly and can't stand her own opinion. This is the difference between her and Ruoxian.
Shuyun is indeed different from ordinary people, but she always hesitates whether it is right or not. She has always lived in this kind of doubt, so she will boldly report her coach, but she is only put off by a few words. Looking left and right, her tone was hesitant; she would maintain the taboo relationship with Ruoxian for a long time, and even her classmates would not care about it for a long time, but being slapped and kissed in public made her annoyed.
Shuyun is a person who yearns for destruction at heart. Everyone has a little bit of this mentality in their youth, but she is quite strong. She disregarded the doctor's advice to hide her illness and went for a run. She disregarded everyone's attention and paired up with Ruoxian on the campus. She challenged Ruoxian's limits again and again, making her mad, betraying her promise and wanting to escape, she knew that Ruoxian would do it. He also put down harsh words again and again when he acted aggressively. . . Shuyun is in love with Ruoxian, whether it is the love of friends or the love of the same sex, her love is sincere, but this love is also cruel, because she is Yu Shuyun. So she is always eager to hurt herself, body and mind, and through that pain, she can feel that she is still alive. On the other hand, the people closest to her, the ones she loves, will also suffer from this pain. Obviously, the person who suffers this pain is Ruoxian.
When it comes to self-harm to the body, many people think of self-mutilation, but Shuyun is a cowardly person. If Xian has been dead for so long, she has never thought about sacrificing love, how dare she wield a knife to self-harm. But cowardly people have their own ways of hurting themselves. It's too easy to hurt a person's body, because people are such fragile creatures, and they are prone to illness. Delaying their treatment or doing something when they are sick will aggravate the disease. For a cowardly person, this is the greatest harm to the body. Some people say why it is so troublesome to hurt yourself, because there are such people. If you live peacefully, you can't distinguish yourself from ordinary people who are mediocre, and you can't feel the meaning of life. Shuyun is like this, she She didn't want to go to activities like those girls who obeyed orders, so she ran to the toilet to hide, she didn't want to play with those chattering classmates, so she hid on the roof, she didn't want a bunch of mediocre friends, so she chose Ruoxian... ...and all that, she wants to be differentiated from everyone else, so she needs an extra boost. When your heart hurts, you know it's still beating.
Physical injury cannot be satisfied, but spiritual injury is more profound and vivid. Have you ever been with someone you liked for a period of time when your relationship became deeper and deeper, but the idea of wanting to hurt her more and more gradually formed in your heart? Yes, you still like her at this time, but you just want to Look at her madly hurt by you, full of thorns. You would never want to hurt someone who is against you in this way, but you would want to hurt someone you like. You won't worry at all, provoking again and again within her tolerance, you don't know when you will step on the minefield, because you haven't considered this kind of thing at all, once you start hurting the other party, it's hard to stop, see The more painful the other party is, the more he resists you, the deeper the desire to hurt her, and finally you lose your mind and forget your original intention of liking the other party.
Shuyun is lost in the quagmire that hurts Ruoxian. She has been lost since Ruoxian broke up with Teacher Gao, and Ruoxian cried bitterly in her arms. She began to avoid Ruoxian, let Ruoxian do crazy things to her, and then she joked that she would make the relationship public, and then dodged and hesitated in the eyes of everyone, watching her go crazy and kiss herself, so she became angry and reacted. She scolded Ruoxian for being shameless and broke up with her. Take her to the roof on her birthday, give her hope and make her completely desperate. By this time, she had forgotten her original intention of liking Ruoxian. It was not until she saw the photos under the piano in the chorus rehearsal room and recalled her past with Ruoxian that she suddenly realized that she had done it. What, she will shed tears, she will regret, and she will have the courage to accompany her.
This film made Ruoxian so well, which reminds people of Concubine Hua in Zhen Huan's biography. Although she has done some extreme things and made mistakes, her obsession with love makes it impossible to hate her at all.
Ruoxian said that when she saw Shuyun, a bell rang in her ear. I closed my eyes and thought about it and thought that this dialogue was too beautiful. Was it the bell or her thumping heartbeat? If Xian fell in love with Shuyun, it was so abrupt in time, how could he fall in love at first sight, but it was inevitable when he thought about it carefully. Look at the chirping, student-like girls in her class, her class life is destined to be a journey without friends. This is a girls' school again, and it is difficult to get in touch with boys. From her experience with Teacher Gao, even if she can get in touch with boys, she will not be tempted by those silly boys of the same age. There are no opposite-sex friends and no same-sex confidantes. Such Ruoxian hid in the toilet when a group of well-behaved female students were participating in activities, and even ran into Shuyun, who was equally rebellious as her. She was the only two in the toilet, which was doomed. Is it fate? Shuyun's rebelliousness may just be a whim, so Ruoxian didn't pay much attention to her when she was punished at the same time as her, and just did things silently, but at this time, a little curiosity might have arisen in her heart. Seeing Shuyun yelling like a child and running with a mop in the pool, shouting Wen Ruoxian, I'm here to save you, and then smashing the lifebuoy on her head. The motherhood in her heart began to stir, and the rebellious but childish Shuyun moved her, so she tentatively asked Shuyun if she knew what the Eye Buddha was, and asked her to look into her own eyes, Shuyun read it obediently and then Say only see yourself. . . At this time, Shuyun's expression is cute and cute (I guess if the other girls in their class change at this time, she will immediately say that she is crazy and ignore her, and she will not look into her eyes seriously.) Put yourself in the shoes and think about taking her so seriously. People, and the people who play with her are really a bit like a boat in the ocean for a reckless and lonely girl. Although I don't know if it can take me across the ocean, it is already all hope. That's why she invited Shuyun to write a diary with herself, and after she got permission, she learned Shuyun and yelled childishly and wiped the floor.
Ruoxian does not regard Shuyun as a confidant who shares her interests, but a person who accompanies her on her lonely journey. No matter how rebellious and talented people are, they also need a companion. Even if the other party doesn't know anything about his own talents and thoughts, as long as the other party is willing to treat him sincerely and be by his side. Like-minded people will be confidants, and the company of mountains and rivers is a lover. Therefore, although Shuyun does not have Ruoxian's talent in literature and music, nor can she understand Ruoxian's eyes and the voice in her ear, her company itself is the greatest comfort to the lonely Ruoxian. What's more, the childishness that Shuyun always reveals in front of Ruoxian (I never saw her childish in front of others anyway) makes Ruoxian, who is full of motherhood, unable to leave her alone, so I spent a lot of time together. There is a kind of mother taking care of her naughty child gently, a gentle and quiet time~ Of course Shuyun also has a resisting side, everyone rushed Ruoxian to throw a milk carton, she stomped on it loudly and walked away proudly , at that time it felt very tough. The childishness that is always exuded and the occasional accidental guardianship are very tempting.
P. S Recently, I was watching Duo Lai A Dream. In one episode, it was said that Shizuka wanted to marry Nobita not because she was taken care of by Nobita, but because she felt that if she was not there, something would happen to Nobita. Maternal feelings are reflected especially prominently in the relationship.
Ruoxian doesn't have what she should be like a talented iceberg girl to Shuyun, but looks like a delicate girl in love - carrying a schoolbag in one hand, and the other hand is held by Shuyun and walks with her honestly; in the birthday announcement Write your own name next to Shuyun's name on the board; cross many classrooms just to give her a carton of milk; one second, she wrote it out in her diary in a fit of anger, and the next second she saw Shuyun in front of her. She turned into a cowardly rabbit, defending in a low voice as if she had done something wrong; after breaking up for a month, she had spent so much time preparing for Shuyun's birthday just to reconcile; even at the last moment of her life, she thought She was still smiling when she saw that person; for the sake of Shuyun, she was humbled to the dust, but the flowers that bloomed withered so early.
This is a love that is doomed to self-destruction. A self-destructive person meets a person who is indifferent on the outside and resolute on the inside. How can we avoid the end of destruction?
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