However, every time I get drunk, I cry alone. Others thought I was crying for no reason because I drank too much. Only I know that I am unhappy, unhappy. I am lonely. On the road of studying abroad, I looked at the T friends, G friends, and my classmates who had made up their minds to fly across the ocean together, all because of the so-called reality, because there was no way, or they could no longer insist on this distant but distant self. It is not a distant dream, choose to leave, choose domestic postgraduate entrance examination, work, love, and marriage. . . A group of people disappeared from this road one by one, and in the end, only myself is on this road now.
I still remember the last day of my internship at the hospital one year before graduation. My friends and I drank all night. After everyone dispersed, we walked 4, 5 kilometers from the school to the room we rented, crying while walking. Because of loneliness, because I have persevered for too long and endured too many hardships on this road of studying abroad. I won't tell anyone what I think and what I've been through on this road, because no one can understand, not even my comrades who are also fighting on this road. Because everyone's story is different, only you can taste it. The usual laughing and laughing is over. Only when I drink too much can be released, can I face this self who needs the most care and understanding. I want to say, brother, I have always been with you, we have experienced love together, experienced pain, experienced the moment when our dreams ignited, even if we are alone now, but I will always be with you, right? There will be someone who understands us, so I am very happy even though it is lonely and painful on this road, but this is our choice, we have not let ourselves down, but moved towards the light together, step by step, never give up. Only after the experience can we say to the person who really understands us, this is me, a me who has always insisted on bringing a beautiful self to you.
Maybe happiness is being in peace with family members, maybe happiness is the pursuit of supreme rights and wealth, maybe happiness is the heroic and free and easy travel to every corner of the world. And my happiness is to create an ideal environment in my heart, to pick up all the people I love next to me, maybe a certain city abroad, or a certain place in China where my family can feel comfortable, and then never again Separated, let me accompany you until the end of life.
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