This heroine with thick upper arms has always longed for the protection of men. This explains why Mary hates the doctor so much. Her admiration for the doctor at the beginning, to the excitement when she was going to join the queue, to the loss after the rape, to the hatred when she helped the doctor perform the operation. Love and hate. Especially the two shots in the elevator, one is the nervous anticipation before the party, and the other is the numbness after a deep blow. Later, the police came to talk to Mary, which stimulated her inner sense of dependence again, but when she went to find the male protagonist, the male protagonist was messing with others. So she had to put away her inner dependence and only talk about serious things. But if he didn't know this, Mary might open up to him like an ordinary girl, and everything might be different.
Helpless, Mary had to endure it alone. If her body or mind was injured, she could only endure it silently, hiding and stitching it up by herself.
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