I've always wondered, what will I look like in your memory? Is it an ordinary junior high school classmate, a little madman who can draw pictures on CDs, the troublesome girl who asks you for candy and Christmas presents, or the idiot who only confesses to you four years later?
Don't dare to think, don't dare to ask for
fear of hearing any hurtful words from your mouth. I have long ago,
when I was in the third year of junior high school , I listened to the so-called scandal between you and her or her, and asked which one you liked more. In fact, I feel sad in my heart, obviously I like you too, why have you never seen it?
In high school, thinking about going to the same school as you, I gave up the provincial high school. Pretend to meet you inadvertently and say some silly things. The way you play basketball, the way you jump high, the way you talk, the way you laugh, every look is what I like.
These, you never know.
In the summer vacation after graduating from high school, I knew you were with her. My friends comforted me, I thought, how nice, handsome guys should be with beautiful women.
When I was a freshman, I desperately texted you at night just to hear you say good night at the end. like a fool.
Later, texting you about my liking. You say it's stupid. Then I am really stupid, obviously it is impossible, and I just fell into it. You say, in this world, how many people can be with the person they like? I think I will remember what you said for a long time.
When I saw you at the class reunion in the winter vacation of my junior year, you were still the same, wearing a white shirt, you would smoke, and you smiled brightly. You are becoming more and more my favorite. But what to do? You are still irrelevant to me. When I was playing games in KTV, I was lucky enough to be drawn with you and sang love songs together. I was completely nervous and my hands and feet were sweating.
Well, this is the cowardly look that you will never like.
At that time, my heart was still laughably secretly thinking: Hey, we should still have fate. Look, they all went together, but God couldn't see my wishful thinking right away. It turns out that you have a girlfriend, it turns out that only I am a big fool, it
turns out that I really can't be delusional.
Little Bad Says~ If you like it, you like it, it’s not just about burying it in your heart and being sad
Little Bad Family Huan Zai Saying~ Love yourself, you can be loved by
LYT children~ You have to look forward! move~on!
Xiaohua said~ Let's go to honey together~
Look at you, so many people are persuading me to give up on you, but I am always hesitant and stupid. The deadline I gave myself has long since passed, and I always hide in my shell, cheating every day.
However, in fact, many times, instead of being willing to wait, I have to wait - knowing that someone who can make me like this, I don't know if I will meet a second one.
I once wanted to send you all the words I wrote about you. Tear them into pieces and spread them out for you to see. But I am afraid that in exchange for ridicule and disdain. Not reconciled ah not reconciled! Shouldn't it be sweet and happy to like someone? Why am I the only one who is sad and heartbroken, crying and weeping for you?
It is often said that time is the greatest, everything will be consumed by it, whether it is happiness or sadness, it will eventually pass. No matter how strong and fiery the feeling is, there will always be a day when the curtain goes out.
I can only move forward slowly. Maybe many years later, when I recall all kinds of things today, at that time, there may already be someone else in my heart. Maybe still waiting, but I can't remember what I insisted on.
If you like someone, should you let them go and make them happy, or firmly believe that only you can bring them happiness? I have no idea.
All I know is that in such a long time, you have always stood in a place that I can't touch, and your joys, sorrows, and joys have never had anything to do with me. You are in a world without me, or happy, or sad, or happy, or alone. Sometimes I always think, I just think I like you, but I have done nothing for you.
Cl ah, I like you, from the third year of junior high school to the end of senior year. Luoluo said: Have you ever tried to like a person for five years without being shaken at all, and when you turn around and see the Pepsi in the canteen, you will think that it is what you hate the most? You must not, you are hesitant to come and go, you are the butterfly of XXXL, you want to be nostalgic everywhere, but unfortunately, neither am I. From a very young age, I learned that you can't hang yourself on a tree and that there are no herbs anywhere in the world. I only give you five years, if there is no result within five years, I will leave, with my long and short thorns, to leave such an ordinary you!
And I, the full eight years, thank you for participating in my entire lengthy youth. Entangled, implicated, stumbling, all are memories of a person belonging to me. Perhaps, your liking has finally become a habit. I am used to being stunned when I see a similar figure, I am used to torturing it with the doll you gave me at night, I am used to thinking of your smile in the sun and your white shirt when I mention the word like Thrilling beauty.
You once said that even if you go back to the beginning, you will still like it, and there will be no change. Well, so I won't regret giving myself such a dark unrequited love. I naturally understand that the world is not good, so long ago I stopped expecting what would happen to you and me.
These words have been written for a long time. So when I ended it, I suddenly found that it seems that I haven't thought of you for a long, long time, I think I can finally get rid of your dreams, the words I wrote for you, the tears I left behind I think I can smile and forget.
Little Bad said, don't force yourself to forget.
It turned out that I was really forgetting little by little. Because I can't even think of your face.
You see, time really is so great!
You say, in this thunderous game of unrequited love, in the end, did I win?
That sentence I have been looking for for a long time and thinking about it for a long time: There is no fault in life, only missing.
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You see this is what I wrote three years ago, it's a pity , Three years later, I still haven't cleared you from my heart. But for the past three years, I have really been working hard, not to fantasize, not to talk about, not to touch, and to bury it tightly.
Look, there are thousands of lights outside the window, even if it will never be you, I still want to believe that there will always be one that lights up for me.
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