I am naturally very happy that he can win the award, at least to a large extent it has made up for my small discomfort when Li Daren became popular.
It's that kind of: the person you could have quietly liked, suddenly became the lover of the whole people... the whole world likes it. It's as if your sense of superiority 50 steps ahead of them is gone.
I watched "The Blue Door" when I graduated from high school. Before that, I had hardly watched Taiwanese movies. The names of Hou Hsiao-hsien and Yang Dechang were just symbols of the movie section in newspapers.
After many years, I gradually accumulated more and more, and I was moved by many characters, but no one has influenced me like 16-year-old Zhang Shihao.
My name is Zhang Shihao, Scorpio O-type, swimming team, guitar club, I'm not bad, then why do you want me to kiss you?
Look, there is no life that can't be explained in three sentences, you? I? we.
When I was lost, I said to my good friend: After that, the people I liked all seemed to be a little bit like Zhang Shihao, not their appearance, maybe part of their personality, maybe their smile, maybe just some small gesture.
However, if my sister hears this, she will definitely laugh off her big teeth and say, "Like a woolen thread! My sister is hypocritical~"
Well, I love my sister so much, she is really my best friend.
It seems to be 2006, with poor grades in the college entrance examination, full of depression, confusion and timidity about the future. Like someone, he knows, but pretends not to.
"Waiting Alone" and "The Blue Door" were playing repeatedly on the computer. I didn't know at the time that that summer might be the best time of my life.
Then there is 2011, the year of the birth year when everything is unfavorable. Willful travel under the well-known and justifiable banner, spending money, and hilariously. When I can't play, I hold my laptop to kill time bored to Ke Jingteng, Wang Xiaojian and Li Daren.
This summer, I finally got my wish to embark on a trip to Taiwan. The dream of Kenting, Hengchun and Changhua... 1. Piece. All. No. have. go with. arrive.
In fact, I don't feel sorry for those, but when I stood on the lively street of Ximending and asked my colleagues to help me take pictures of the legendary Exit No. 6, I suddenly wanted to take a look at the blue door of the High School Affiliated to Normal University.
The kind and patient Taiwanese tour guide gave me detailed routes and transportation methods, but was still very puzzled about my intention to travel thousands of miles to find a door.
Because I handed in my resignation letter the day before I left. This is something I have always wanted to do, but it requires a lot of consideration and determination.
Taipei is a very comforting city, with delicious food and polite and warm people. It's as if all the troubles can be eliminated with just a glass of beer.
But the timidity that emerged at that time seemed to return to the summer of the year of graduation.
If I want to take a look at that door, maybe I just want 16-year-old Zhang Shihao to give me a little encouragement, as he said: what you see is what kind of adult you become.
In any case, it is a good thing to win an award, and it is worth celebrating.
Congratulations, Li Daren; thank you, Zhang Shihao; and Chen Bolin, I think I will continue to like it as always. Because although there is no turning back in life, it feels like there is such a person who can embrace the self who is occasionally fragile and tired of being mature but has to move forward all the time.
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