In summer, she put on the straw hat he picked for her on the street, and went with him to the old house in the country, where she spent the season of only two people. Youth is like a song that sings in the fields, grass, and streams. Their love is so warm and unreserved. Camille likes to snuggle by Suillvan's side, even after the two quarrel, Camille will seek Suillvan's comfort like a wounded kitten, he is everything in her life. However, in addition to Camille, Suillvan's world has his own dream, and this dream is far away in South America. In order to pursue his dream, he gave up his studies, did not hesitate to sell the precious oil paintings his grandfather gave him, and kept away from his beloved. He promised to return in 10 months.
After all, Suillvan left without hesitation and went to South America to find his dream. And Camille could only wait for him in his heart, eagerly reading each of his letters, and marking his marches on the map. He is still her everything, although her everything is far away. Camille waited and waited every day, and he was getting closer and closer to the day he promised to come back. But she received his last letter:
"I have been in the mountains for more than ten days, curled up in a hut by a blue river, surrounded by canyons and waterfalls, everything here is peaceful, I was surrounded by forests. Every day felt like I was getting farther and farther away from life in Paris and all the people I knew, and I was addicted to finding that utopian stillness where I could only find balance. As soon as I have the chance to change, I will try to find my true self and my dreams, but you will not let me go, you will follow me wherever I go, and I will be like you when I kiss. Maybe I love you, But I hope you disappear into my life, nothing special, just an illusory dream, the previous agreement is only an empty shell."
He left, and her life was nothing after all. She calmly sorted everything, took her medicine, and went to bed.
She was still alive, and her father said everything had to move forward. And she cried silently into tears in the hospital bed.
She lost his long hair, which he liked, and for the next four years became capable and mature, indulging in her architectural designs. In the crowd, she met her mentor, Lorenz, a middle-aged man who also had a lonely heart. He was like a ray of light shining into her dark heart. He could read her loneliness and loneliness, and she finally Not so stinging anymore. She also moved into his house, wanting to build a stable family, and life seemed to be back to good.
But Camille was still wrong. After meeting Suillvan's mother on the bus by chance, when she contacted him again, she realized that she was really wrong, and she still loved him deeply. A few years have not shown any change in Suillvan, and he still fascinates her. As if they never left, they are deeply attached to each other's taste, and once again put aside everything to embrace and make love. She was desperate, but he was worried because she was with someone else after all.
He said: "You are not that pure girl anymore"
She said: "My heart is still pure"
He said: "But you are not faithful, you betrayed the man you love and love you"
She said: " That's my thing."
She never forgot her love for him, and at Lorenz's home, Camille gave him a drawing of a man holding a child she wanted to start a family with Suillvan. Suillvan left after all. He was still the young man who refused to compromise with life. He understood that even if the two embraced naked, they would not be able to reach the distance in their hearts. His love had already ended.
Just like many years ago, he left another letter to Camille: "Camille, someone else was sleeping on the pillow, but dreamed of you, you are looking forward to our marriage and having children, how can I not want to? I want to leave you, because it is too much to get back together now. It's too late, or it's too early, I'm thousands of miles away from you, this has made me extremely painful, I left you because I don't know how to bear this uncontrollable love. The feelings between us can transcend the boundaries of time , I want to leave you, I hope that the day I meet you again, we can all be freer and more mature, and make this love more worthwhile."
Camille burst into tears as if it were yesterday.
I came to the old house where I was on vacation again, but this time it was Camille and Lorenz. Camille accidentally found the straw hat that Suillvan gave her back then.
The breeze hit, and the straw hat that used to fall fell into the river, and walked along the river like that.
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