Sister, the person I actually love is you.
I haven't answered your phone all the time. Don't think I'm ruthless and ignore you. In fact, I don't dare to talk to you - how can I guarantee that I won't be intoxicated by your voice? How can I guarantee that I will not be unable to extricate myself! I wake up every day, the first thing is to listen to your message. I know you will leave a message, even if you repeat a few words, I will be fascinated by it - even if I am alone at home, I have to pretend to do my own things as if nothing happened - because you are my sister!
You don't know, how many love action movies are hidden on my hard drive, and even the boss discovered it; I was watching a wife in the subway, and I almost followed up; I seduced MMXXOO in a bar, and I didn't care if they had a boyfriend; I even went to a gay bar Now, the video chat has also been done... Sister, no matter what I do, I always have your shadow in my mind, why do I think of you! ——And, only thinking of you, I can do a good job, your sister! Look at me cheating on me.
I thought this would make me fade out of your memory, but I didn't expect it to backfire, your sister! I even naively thought that if I went after a girl seriously, I could make her replace you, but—sister! your sister! ——When I was about to start working seriously, I couldn’t help but think that I can only love you seriously—Well, your damn beautiful appearance made me cramped in bed, and it was against someone I was trying to pursue. girl. I failed, not because I couldn't do it, but because I couldn't treat her like you.
You're back, your sister, sister--you caught me off guard. I thought I could hide myself by putting a pocker face on you and speaking sarcastically, but I can't deceive myself - especially when I first saw you naked and taking a bath, that kind of inner excitement The blood boiled and the reaction was like eating an old godmother, but he had to put on a disdainful dick face. Sister, you said how uncomfortable I was at this time! I scold you and ridicule you, why are you still shameless and naive to think that my feelings for you are only your brother? I'm signaling you, you know? can you go At least disappear before my eyes, I beg you sister!
But, sister, your sister—it's fine if you don't go, why do you want me to listen to your singing? Do you know how ecstatic and tormented I am? What does it feel like to be able to see from a distance and not to be scorned? Well, forget it, but, sister, your sister--I'll let it go. I'm so stupid that I brought my very horny and violent boss home, and he was fascinated by it? He was destined to seduce you with that shit, and I was too cowardly to stand by and watch you two flirt! I am your brother and sister. I was indifferent at the time and did not stop it - at least as a big brother to stop it? But easy for me! ——Look at you, you're hooked, you're really fucking kissing this son of a bitch. your sister! But, sister, your sister—you kiss it, why do you still follow me home without anyone else, and then you lock me out of my room, and then shamelessly bucluk for a moment! —In my home, my bed! It's my bed! How do you think I will sleep in the future? How can I sleep peacefully in a bed where my beloved is hooking up with someone else!
Sister, your sister, enough is enough. I can only vent my libido in boring long runs while you're having sex - wait until you're done. Well, when I drag my tired body to sleep on this dirty bed, my head is buzzing. And you, goddamn dear you, even climbed up and slept with me! You really think I'm your big brother! Well, I admit that I lied to you with my acting skills, but I absolutely can't stand you wanting to sleep with me just after the real fight with someone else - and I'm still stupidly in love with you. "Go away!" The screams of the stilts couldn't hide the paleness in my heart, sister, how could I fall in love with you?
If you delete porn, you can download it again, you can call again after you’re done recruiting prostitutes, and you can buy it after throwing your computer away. But, sister, your sister, you are my dream lover, no matter what I do to you, no matter where you go, I still can't stop myself from thinking of you! Sister, am I helpless? I lost my temper at you that day—you looked right at me when I was masturbating myself to the depths of my groaning, my sister, your sister! Did you know that I do this just because I can't get you? ! Do you know what it's like to wake up suddenly while I'm swimming in my fleeting fantasies? ! I always get mad at you, but I really have no other way.
But, sister, your sister. I have already lost a crushing defeat, why do you want to spoil me again? Of course, I know you won without knowing it, and you don't know what you won - something I absolutely won't let you know. Well, just when I thought my last struggle would be to temporarily escape the pain, you actually played suicide jokingly! sky! I would rather have you misunderstood than know the truth. Why do you force me to tell you the truth? ! Am I easy? If I come a few minutes late, I'm afraid I'll say goodbye to you forever, but in fact, how much I don't want to part with you, sister, your sister!
Before you woke up, I couldn't hold back any longer and touched your tender white arm - that's all! Later, when you woke up, even if you didn't wake up, doing this was the biggest release of my psychological depression. Sister, I love you, but not my brother's love, understand, sister? Oh, still don't get it.
Oh, and also, I forgot to tell you. Since you woke up, I met that wife again on the subway one day, and this time she came to seduce me, and I didn't have any impulses - because of you, with you by my side - it was enough. I want to calm down, sister.
However, forget it. After I finish writing, I will read it for myself and I will burn it immediately—your sister, why are you my sister!
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