Dean Father Donisan: When I'm with you everything is fine, but when I'm alone it's nothing. I'm like the number zero, which is only valuable when combined with other numbers. The priest was not unhappy. What is their life like? As long as you can look up to God, you are happy. I feel this more than anyone else.
Dean : Are you tired
Father Donisan: Tired? tired. . . Tiredness is nothing but evil thoughts.
Dean : No, it's perceptible at times.
Father Donisan: I'd rather think it shouldn't be. At first, I, I didn't know what evil was. Only know that evil and sin go together.
Master: A priest should know that all sins are alike.
Father Donisan: No more. I understand. Needless to say.
Dean: Of course, there is not only one way to do good. All right. You will be converted soon. Let's talk tonight. Mr. Donisan, are you thirsty? Do you want coffee?
Father Donisan: No, no, Mr. Master. thank you very much.
Master to the maid: Please take it aside, thank you
Father Donisan the evening chat with the Master Master
: Please come in. I'm waiting for you.
Father Donisan: I know. My priest, I would like to ask the bishop to remove me from office. I don't want to be here anymore.
Dean: Why?
Father Donisan: There is no place for me here. The office of priest requires talent. I think you are more suitable for this senior life than me.
Dean: I'll report to the bishop, but it's tricky. Not much to do here, but busy enough. Stop being childish. God has given each person his role.
Father Donisan: I don't know yet. Maybe I'll find a position at the ascetic.
Dean: Ascetic Abbey. . . You know, Mr. Donisan. The asylum is not a sanitarium.
Father Donisan: But to face the angels.
Dean: That's not wise. If you cannot guide others, how can you judge your own practice?
Father Donisan: Yes.
Master: Taoism should serve all sentient beings. I think your decision is too hasty, isn't it?
Father Donisan: Yes. I should use my wisdom to make up for the lack of my ability. fortunately. ．．But my health.
Patriarch: Health is God's gift, his reward. your talent. Wit and physical strength are undoubtedly called by God. It is not too late. You deserve a new understanding, let your plow change direction. Please answer my question.
Father Donisan: You know, I can't go on like this for long. You can't accommodate me like this. Please make me worthy of obedience before God. This is not very demanding.
Dean: I understand your impatience, but wait to see your test. There may be an evil lure beyond your abilities. Do you really want to accept it?
Father Donisan: Yes. I am totally ready. Get rid of vulgarity and keep your head clear. In seminary, I kept thinking that
I would eventually bore everyone. A holy sign is needed to demonstrate the guidance of the hand of God. wisdom. memory. ．．I don't have any of these. I can't conquer myself.
Dean: Your position seems to confuse you. I would like to ask more. Who do you want to put yourself in? do you know?
Father Donisan: Please.
Dean: Well, I mean, you put yourself in the hands of people you don't respect. Our ancestors first lived a happy life, until later they did something shameful, that is, stealing. You know, it will be right to try and learn to obey. Not everyone has this experience. Those are your real thoughts, right?
Father Donisan: Yes. It's a spontaneous thought. I'm not defending myself. Do you know my evil thoughts now? Now, now...
Master: My little brother. What is this? It's all bandages. My child, your bishop has no complaints against you. God, this is a trace of asceticism. You should do something else, and I condemn your penance, especially when you see the wound hidden under your white shirt
. You know what, boy, you're not wrong in general, but a little bit. I have examined your thinking more rigorously
Find you impeccable. You are a very different person from me. In front of you, I feel humbled. I asked the bishop to transfer you to be a priest on my side. I know my qualities and I know my weaknesses, but things will get better. My mission is to nurture you, and I need you. It is not yet certain whether other gods exist
. God guides us. There is a kind of perseverance and spirit in you, but other people, like me, can't have such a clear understanding, and have such a conversation tonight. The false name of human beings is only a trap, and the truth is admirable. It is holy. I know I make you feel lonely by saying this. Do you know what this is? It's the vocation, it's the calling of God, it's God calling you to elevate your soul to a place where no one else can. The noble talents bestowed upon you by God and the saints will guide you out of desperation. I will take you on the road. I will give you what people expect. You will be purified by this. May bless you.
Father Donisan: Please allow my penance. I have been disappointed. I was disappointed in
the diary of Father Donisan:
Lord, he belongs only to you. Don't judge me so. The human soul, which exists in the night, is a secret that others cannot penetrate.
The dean urged Mr. Donisan to go to the church dean
:
My child, do you sleep late? Is it hard?
Father Donisan: No, sir, I'm fine. I'll be right there. Please wait.
Conversation between the girl Mushayt and her lover male noble
Girl Mushayt: It's me.
Male nobleman: Aren't you afraid? Maybe your father, Minghan will come here to find you.
Mushaet , the girl you will be captured again : I'm so tired. Give me a glass of water to drink.
Male Noble: Give it.
Girl Mushait: I cried for a long time. They just don't budge. I'm going crazy. If I go on like this, I'll kill myself, you know? It's not for my parents, they don't hurt me.
Male Noble: Don't be silly, Mushayt.
Girl Moushaette: If I had money, I would take the train to Paris and find a house there. I must be happy to work there.
Male nobleman: Are you kidding me?
Girl Mushait: Will you go? I'll wait for you. look at me.
Male Noble: You will be caught. You'll get caught, or our date will be revealed, and everything will go haywire.
Girl Mushait: No. I only give Dad one night.
Male Noble: Listen, Mushayt. I'm tired enough. To buy time.
Girl Mushayt: You are descended from the nobles in this area, is that true?
Male noble: Don't digress and answer me.
Maiden Mushayt: Answer what?
Male aristocrat: Don't change the subject, answer me. Don't you want to settle here? It's fine here. Listen, it's too late. I want you to choose...
Girl Mushayt: No! I will accompany you tonight
. Male nobleman: Where do you sleep?
Girl Mushaet: Here, on the road, anywhere, you can.
Male Noble: As you wish. You have time anyway. But I sold everything. Wait for your dad to come to me and threaten me. For who? For a naughty kid. And she will say it all in the confession. Solve it yourself. Stop crying, I beg you not to cry. What are you crying for? Am I right? Ah, your tears are like pearls. You didn't get hit, did you?
Girl Mushayt: No. Not at all, I didn't say anything.
Male aristocrat: Will you not say it in the future?
Girl Mushait: No.
Male nobleman: Okay, it's all over.
Girl Mushayt: You don't believe me?
Male nobleman: Don't believe me.
Girl Mushayt: I won't. I thought about it for a few days, and I understood everything, what it means to be alive. You don't know me at all. I never told them. Are you happy now? There is nothing left. What is stupid, you are satisfied now. Probably want to hide other things too. but why? Because it is necessary because she is nothing. Girls can always hear the sweet words, "Honey, you are the most beautiful work of art". I'm wondering why I can't hear it. It's my turn to ask you. You are scared and make me suffer.
Male nobleman: But what are you accusing me of? Listen, listen, Mushayt. If our case comes to light. We will be fined at least 30,000 francs. You are 10,000, I am 20,000.
Girl Mushait: You will see your 20,000 yuan. Don't take me seriously at all.
Male nobleman: Very well, I won't give you money. do you know? It's nothing to a man. I am not ashamed of your misfortune.
Maiden Mushait: I'm not ashamed either. Because first of all I didn't ask you for a
male nobleman: you didn't ask for anything but that's what it meant.
Girl Mushait: What do I want? I don't care about anything! You are wrong and fooled. No one instructs me. You say that to me, I'm going crazy. You can't wait to cut my throat, "click". Troubled? We both don't know each other well, so we start having troubles.
do not be angry. Let's go. Paris is good, anywhere is good.
Male Nobleman: People will think we have adultery.
Girl Mushait: Well, we already have it. Dad will know.
Male Noble: Shut up. The first thing you have to do is keep your mouth shut. Never tell them. It's about the two of us.
Girl Mushayt: Ah, it's a shame I believed you for so long. Oh, I also came to see you at night. I was a fool. Maybe I like this predicament. I've got other tricks to deal with the past. I have one more person to top the bag.
Male nobleman: Who is he?
Maiden Mushayt: He never rejected me. A rich man, educated, even a scholar.
Male nobleman: Congressman?
Girl Mushait: Yes, it's a congressman.
Male nobleman: Go to him. Kill the child. Let's go. Look, your dad will be happy. What exactly do you want? Be his mistress. Isn't that what your dad wants?
Maiden Mushaette: I'm going to Paris, I'm going to Paris.
Male Noble: Paris?
Maiden Mushaette: Yes, to Paris. I want a nice room, free.
Male nobleman: Are you a mistress? Maybe tomorrow he will be the minister. Why not, Mushait.
Girl Mushait: Yes, I can't be worse.
Male Noble: Alright. I protect you with my hands. Tell me frankly, what the hell did you do?
Teenage Mushayt: I sleep with him. Yes, I slept with him, that's all.
Male Noble: Stay here, little bitch.
The next morning
male nobleman: What are you doing? Answer me please? This is it. very dangerous. Mushait, don't play with it.
Teenage Mushayt and Lover Male Councilor
Male Councilor: What does this mean?
Teenage Mushayt: I'm pregnant.
Male MP: How long has it been?
Girl Mushayt: About three months.
Male congressman: Three months, why did you come here today?
Girl Mushayt: Tell you.
Male Congressman: Come on, go inside the house.
Girl Mushait: No, I'm not cold. I'm coming to see you. Not many people at my aunt's house knew me. Will you arrange for me?
Male MP: You are a very cautious girl, Mushayt. Nothing is hidden. It looks good. Nobody will find out.
Girl Mushait: Are you afraid? Have you ever known a woman like me before? Sexy and beautiful, the men who come to us are very nice, they come to me every day, but they disappear after a few appointments. What about you, man, are you like that too? Men are always gloomy, so gloomy, they can't talk. I'm really not used to it. Will you check for me? Will you check for me? No, I didn't mean to. I don't know anyone but you. In 6 months I will be a mother. I don't know what it's like to be a mother.
MALE MP: That's not going to be true.
Teenage Mushayt: Do you love me? I have an idea in my head.
Male MP: What do you think?
Girl Mushayt: Tell me, do you love me?
Male Congressman: The price is too high.
Girl Mushayt: Don't do that. Tell me you love me. don't you say it? You are afraid. I know you hate me and laugh at me. I knew it.
Male MP: I am embarrassed
Girl Mushayt: Nothing can despise me. I've never felt this way. Not much more to say. I know how it will be. It will come, completely. It's stupid that I came to you. I used to be afraid, even if it was a word or a look. Not now. You must think that I am a bad girl. One day I will give birth to my child and stay with this ominous seed. If I were a jerk, of course, I would be ashamed. Who can deliver my birth? Several nights I felt miserable, locked in my room alone, tossing and turning. What am I worried about? I got up and listened, and I felt it strongly in my body. As I approached the window, I was deeply impressed by the night outside. I am waiting. I'm ready. I'm mad. . . I think I'm crazy.
Male MP: Mushayt, go find your father, brother and friends.
Girl Mushayt: I changed my mind.
Male MP: So be it. I have reason to believe that the child was conceived earlier.
Girl Mushait: You are a scientist, and you can't hide anything from you. Is not it? can you help me? Help me hide...
Male Congressman: What are you talking about?
Teenage Mushayt: I'm not that stupid. This is a hands-on effort for you. It's over, there's nothing left.
MALE MP: Mushayt, don't think about it again. What you are asking for is forbidden by law, and I cannot offend it.
Girl Mushayt: You can't offend? Then I can only be ruined. Everyone will talk about me.
Male MP: You can travel far away if you want.
Maiden Mushayt: No. I am no longer happy. I'm not afraid. This is the first time. I should apologize to you. I was very satisfied just now. You just added a point to my sin. I am here because I need you. Not as you might think. I don't know how many people I've lied to. I would love to have someone to talk to. I need you. You are the only man who knows I lied. You don't think it matters. you are wrong. I lie all the time. Nobody knows me. I was unhappy as a child. With you, I am who I am, who I want, not like a fool. deceive. Death, these are never made public. He abandoned me, I swear to you I saw him end, I saw him die.
Male MP: Who is he? Where has he gone
Maid Mushayt: I killed him. The scene was like a comedy, and it was over all at once. In the bushes, I wash off the incriminating evidence. That's what I'm going to say, I know it's stupid. What are you afraid of?
Male MP: Nothing. Sometimes women do extreme things.
Girl Mushayt: Are you afraid I will do this?
Male MP: Mushayt, people are not stupid.
Girl Mushait: Forget it, it has ended in a mistake. Answer me, are you afraid of hell?
Male MP: Of course not.
Girl Mushait: Ah, I'm sure. If your wife is like that. Would you do this stupid thing too?
Male MP: Mushait, that's enough, let's go out.
Girl Mushait: It's useless. People have seen Mushayt in and out of your place. I'm still joking with you. The world is full of such people. coward! Are you afraid of women or are you afraid of me? Why are you afraid of me?
MALE MP: What you say is not credible, Mushayt.
Girl Mushait: Of course. Then, let Mushaet stay happy.
I have evidence. Mushayt has children.
Male Congressman: This child is not mine.
Maiden Mushait: People don't know him, only you. It's as troublesome as a child.
Male MP: What's the trouble?
Teenage Muchat: Mr. Calais slept with a 17-year-old girl. Who is she? No doubt. I confessed to you... You may not understand, I should have been a happy woman, but now I have fallen to such a ridiculous level, like the difference between clouds and mud. It won't be too long, I'll soon fall, and my feet are too deep to extricate myself. I will always live in the shadows. Look how stupid all this is. All these stupid things are caused by a shadow, a secret, a big secret. If you want to know, I will tell you.
Male MP: So what about telling?
Girl Mushait: Listen carefully. The father of the child is not you, no. guess. It was Gaignan, the Marquis of Gaignan. Kiss my hand. kiss my hand. You loved these murderous hands.
Male Congressman: These are the hands. You are too stressed out during pregnancy. Is it a joke?
Maiden Mushait: Joke? Believe it or not. I killed him.
Male MP: What day?
Girl Mushait: No. 27
Male MP: What time is it? Five in the morning. I even cooked rice. I picked up his gun. What he put on the table was already loaded with ammunition. I shot. I flipped the gun. That's it. Are you sure now?
Male Congressman: Say goodbye to troubles. I do not judge your actions. Don't be afraid, I won't disturb you. I'm your friend. You can talk to me. Didn't you go back to your parents' house on the evening of the 27th?
Teenage Mushayt: What's the problem?
Male Congressman: Your father?
Girl Mushait: He fell asleep. No one knew when I slipped out.
Male Congressman: How about coming back?
Girl Mushait: Same thing.
Male MP: Mushait, go on with your business as usual.
As for teenage Mushayt: like no murder. Like you and everyone else?
Male congressman: Didn't you leave something behind?
Girl Mushait: I washed my shoes with my own hands. that's all.
Male Member: I'll check again. Did you really kill it? Is this guy defenseless?
Girl Mushait: Yes, it's all my fault. I am playing. He came straight up. He is not afraid. That's all I can think of in my head.
Male Congressman: You're crazy. I don't believe a word of this story.
Maiden Mushayt: You will. I don't want to spend a day in France anymore. Now I say everything
Male MP: Mouchette, you had a nightmare.
Teenage Mushayt: I want to know what to believe. When did you start thinking that my words were just making up stories? Answer me, you think I'm lying? I'm going to tell my dreams.
Male congressman: No, no, no, that's fine, don't say it anymore.
Girl Mushait: I should be afraid.
Male MP: No. You made a big mistake on impulse. Nothing to be afraid of. I saw nothing and heard nothing. You don't have to be afraid of me or anyone.
Teenage Mushayt: What does this mean?
Male MP: It means right or wrong, this story is like a dream. No one should get in or out of it. It's not me, and it doesn't make sense. In that situation, even I wouldn't be much better off.
Dialogue between the priest and Father Donisan in the church. The priest said
to the nun: This is not good, this is not good. You are not serious enough. How many times have I told you. Hannah, do you want to pay homage to God like this, it's not a profession. God can understand. Ah, well, let's go. Go for it.
Patriarch to the faithful: I am very grateful for your generosity.
The faithful to Father Donisan: We have a child who wants to be baptized. Sunday, can you come?
The Master to Father Donisan: Of course, Mr. Donisan.
Father Donisan: All right.
Congregation: Thank you. goodbye.
Master to Father Donisan: I have a task for you. Let you go out for a walk. I think you are the best candidate. I want you to go to Etap. There are troubles to deal with. If you take Boulogne, you have to walk about 12 to 13 kilometers. Then... the
priest said to the dean: Mr. dean, someone is looking for it.
The dean to the priest: I will come.
Dean to Father Donisan: I know you'd be happy to take on this task. I ask you to do it as soon as possible. Because you have to leave now. You will deal with it as soon as possible.
Father Donisan: Yes.
Passerby:
Deway, go home.
Conversation between the Male Horse Merchant and Father Donisan
Male Horse Merchant: It's getting dark.
Father Donisan: What? Oh yes.
Male Horse Merchant: Still on our way? Darkness brings people close. Suspicion is the greatest evil. Your daytime walks may have left you dazed. This is the way to Etapu. Where are you going?
Father Donisan: To the country.
Male Horse Merchant: I'll walk with you through the fields.
Father Donisan: Thank you for your help. This is your favor.
Father Donisan: You know what? Sometimes people who appear out of nowhere frighten me.
Male Horse Merchant: Don't be suspicious, I have no ill intentions. We just met on the road. Parting ways soon. What did you say. I have an uncle, my mother's brother. He is the priest. I know the road is closer to
Father Donisan: do you live here?
Male Horse Merchant: Oh, I'm home from all over the world. I go to Boulogne to do business. Just went there yesterday. I have already told you. I don't have time to settle down.
Father Donisan: Not married?
Male Horse Merchant: Yes, marriage is a disaster. Thinking about that is troublesome. I came and went freely, without any drag. Be careful, be careful, these plants. Come.
Father Donisan: It was God's will. He asked you to show up when I ran out of courage. This is a test. very grim. For me the night is like that, I can no longer imagine God.
Male Horse Trader: The country roads in Etap are so bad. At least, we save two kilometers. This is the right way. You are coming here. Are you in a hurry to go to the country?
Father Donisan: It's too late, I'm too late.
Male Horse Merchant: You can spend the night with me if you want. Go to my place for a break. I know there's a small house I can live in. A small country house where a fire can be raised. Just stop. You have traveled a long way. You are exhausted.
Father Donisan: I succumbed to my weakness. I am ashamed of myself for doing this. How could God choose a poor priest like me. A small mission to relieve the poor can make him so discouraged. May God forgive me.
Male Horse Merchant: I saw you just now, when you took a shortcut.
Father Donisan: Did you see me? Did you see it?
Male horse dealer: Let's go. Don't be embarrassed. you are too tired. I see your perseverance. You should be patient. Patience is necessary for people. Not rude, but reassuring.
Father Donisan: Patience, patience is not so exhausting as I am. I still have the strength to fight for a long time, but I can't control something.
Male Horse Merchant: Count on me. I'm your friend. I gently help you.
Father Donisan: I have no friends.
Male Horse Merchant: Rest. I have been looking for a long time. Chased for a long time. A friend's kiss. Don't be surprised, I've kissed people, many others. Know what I'm saying? I go through everything, into your body. No one can escape me. I'm leaving. You will never be as surprised as you are now. Do you know who you met
? You will not have love for me. You can only hate, you chose to hate me. Why so ridiculous? It's not funny. Be my lackey. Obey me. enough. go. We should go.
Father Donisan: Whose life do you want tonight?
Male Horse Merchant: I just want to prove that tonight will lead to death.
Father Donisan: Only God has the right to test. I wait. I will wait. I'm not going to die now, especially in front of someone like this.
Male Horse Merchant: I'm scared when I see me. look at me. look at me. Look at my face. you will recognize me. Look, get it.
Father Donisan: You are Satan.
Male Horse Merchant: You recognized it. You get the idea. Who has such a face. have the same face. So similar. This is not an illusion. It was the human mind that led me out, but your own consciousness has never allowed you to stand the test of any religion. Like all people, you only think about faith. Man does not fully understand everything about himself. Did you see it? What a deep darkness they labor alone. Look. Check it out. Look. this is all. All the details of thought, will thus end. And you know your life...
Father Donisan: Get off!
Male Horse Merchant: Which god can give you such power?
Father Donisan: I don't need this. I don't want to know myself this way.
Male horse dealer: Nonsense. You must have regretted it.
Father Donisan: There is still time. answer me. Am I going to die here?
Male horse dealer: No.
Father Donisan: Then whether I live 18 days or 18 years, I'm going to break your secret. I will always be against you. I'm not afraid of you. I will crucify you like an owl with a thousand prayers.
Male Horse Merchant: I'm not afraid of your prayers. I have blessed you tonight. You will pay dearly for it. That is the power of my heart.
Father Donisan: What kind of favor?
Male horse dealer: You will know, you will see.
Father Donisan: What favor? What favor?
Male Horse Merchant: Your heart will contain me. Just as you can see your own destiny, you will also be able to see the destiny of some others. I have packed you into my chest. I have caught you by hand. I have dived into you. In the future you will find many times and will notice others, marked by me. You are now marked by me.
Conversation with the Quarry when Father Donisan wakes up after passing out.
Father Donisan: Who are you? What do you want to do?
Quarry: I am a quarry in the Saint-Prés region. I know you, are you better? I found you on the road. You passed out. Someone was watching. You were already here before I came.
Father Donisan: I'm already here? Did you see that?
Quarry: Do you want me to call someone to help?
Father Donisan: No, no, thank you. It's okay, forget it. I don't want to find someone. Do you know him?
Quarry: Who? Oh, that man, I know. At the fair, I saw him last month. If you want, we can have a way together. If you are too tired, you can call a car.
Father Donisan: Thank you.
Quarry: Are you okay?
Father Donisan: Yes, it's fine.
Quarry: Sir, here we are. Go straight ahead along this road. 6 km away. If you feel uncomfortable, I can accompany you there.
Father Donisan: No, no, thank you. On the contrary, I can still go. thank you. Go for it.
Conversation between the girl Mushaet and Father Donisan
Girl Mushaette: Are you looking for me? Ah, only you. what do you want me to do? Now is not the time to arrest people. I was not charged. I escaped. Did it surprise you? Did it feel weird? I couldn't sleep at night. I have no other reason. What's the matter with you, you man of God? Don't you dare arrest girls? You are too serious. What do you want? I have nothing. Is this a denial? Don't you have anything big to tell us? You might think I just slipped out of my lover's house and came home at dawn. You are not totally mistaken.
Father Donisan: Let's talk as we go. You have nothing to fear. I will not force you. Nice to meet you today. After so many days of being lost, it's not too late.
Maiden Mushayt: Maybe it's too early.
Father Donisan: I didn't come to you. I have traveled a lot and made a big circle. I don't want you to go too far because death is waiting for you right here.
Teenage Mushayt: Death? What death?
Father Donisan: Don't be surprised, I'm just an ordinary man. You know, I read your mind. Don't be ashamed.
Girl Mushait: Keep your preaching. I do not know what you're talking about.
Father Donisan: Your trial is waiting for you, and mine is even more severe. How old are you?
Teenage Mushayt: Do you want to know? Why do you do so much?
Father Donisan: I know you live like a child these days. Who has no mercy on children? You see, God bless us even in our madness, and it is he who supports us.
Girl Mushayt: Did you have the same experience as me? a child? You won't meet such a child in six stanzas. I don't want your consecration. Go and pray to your good God to bless yourself.
Father Donisan: Do you believe you are the exception? On the contrary, you are not exempt. Do you think that there is no suffering without sin?
Girl Mushayt: It is easy to say, evil is nothing. even. . .
Father Donisan: Don't be like that, don't be a sinner before a good God. You are just a plaything in Satan's hands.
Girl Mushayt: Humph, Satan.
Father Donisan: I see you, now. I am surprised to see you. I know your own story as well as you, your experience. I know your tiniest secrets, even your thoughts just now. Please promise, please promise. I have warned.
Maiden Mushayt: Say what? What did I just say? I have nothing to say.
Father Donisan: It's been a long time, a long time.
Girl Mushayt: Did I just speak?
Father Donisan: Yes.
Teenage Mushayt: No, it's impossible. What power do you have?
Father Donisan: I have no power over you. only God...
Maiden Mushayt: God damn it. God?! What a joke. God doesn't say anything. If you don't confess, you lied to me just now. I didn't say anything. What am I going to say. Don't answer me. I already know. You can do whatever you want with me. you know everything. I admit to you, so what? I am not afraid of anything. How can you take me? tell me, what did you do? Am I dreaming?
Father Donisan: I have the ability to see, which other creatures do not have. I see that this trick of yours will not deceive me, think of your sins. What a foolish idea you have of God. You only know wrongdoing and take it for granted. think about it. Repent. Sin does not bear fruit but rots. For too long, hearts have died of boredom every day, including you. You only indulge in your own disillusionment. You thought you were a good man, poor girl. In a few weeks, you will be a different person. No one will care about you, only contempt for you. Not afraid of anything. But you can't get rid of your sins.
Maiden Mushayt: Can't get rid of it? But I can. I know I can. I can as long as I want. I am very sure. I didn't lie to you. I waited for the priest to arrive, and that was it.
Father Donisan: I am the priest. Do you think you are free? You should have believed in God. Your life could have been like everyone else's, exactly the same. Could have lived and worked in peace. Every fireplace is a living testimony. Yes, I can see these beings at night too, God made me see them. Really, I see you among them. They are also in you, and these faces are one. That is sin. They all have the same movements. sin action. Evil is everywhere. This is a long-term existence. How many men and women have been poisoned by this malignant tumor. Do you recognize what's in you? You can no longer identify yourself. You would not have behaved like this. There is no more pure thought. And thought does not die by death. The crime is not without obvious traces, not the similarity but itself, not the repetition but the uniqueness. Do you feel that boundless illusion in life?
Do you hear that laughter that deceives you? No doubt, everyone has his pitiful. Should have known it and understood it, and you gave it up, so you succumbed pitifully to fate. So how can you fight it and how can you cheer up? Stop making mistakes like a child.
Conversation between the Master and Father Donisan
Dean : You're back?
Father Donisan: Yes. As usual, I'm ridiculously lost again, Dean
: is it too late when you arrive. The Etap thing is over.
Father Donisan: I'm not done yet.
Dean: What's the matter? Was it late or didn't go there at all. How has this task been accomplished? Say it. I'm going to Etap tonight too.
Father Donisan: I don't think I've gone the wrong way. I was afraid of getting lost, so I took the road. I only left for a while. I walked a long way in the dark night. I can't go wrong. But it did not arrive. It seems to me that the situation is even more bizarre and worse. Another test awaits me.
Dean: Go on.
Father Donisan: Allow me to mention a creature in the dark. It did not deal with me in the usual way, but it did me favors. Especially in that case, it seems very.
Dean: Did you encounter a miracle?
Father Donisan: I think so.
Dean: You are so lucky. I think a supernatural power has come upon you. Your life is so messed up, the sign has come. It's been there before, but miracles aren't perfect.
Father Donisan: I'm not done yet. At the end of the day, I met the Marotti's daughter. I saw visions. real. I seem to have seen her kill the Marquis of Gaignan. The only consolation was seeing that she hadn't forgotten about it. The people at night are so quiet and far away that I cannot use words to judge my vision. Yes, I see it. And another tougher test awaits her. I'm very sure. She had to work hard to get rid of it. She has gone astray.
Dean: But if you misjudgment this little girl, you will bear a great responsibility for it. I can't let you talk like that in church. I can't let you do this. You should be committed to your duties and do your job well, not meddle in your own business. What are you waiting for?
Conversation between the girl Mushayt and her mother
Mother: Is that you?
Teenage Mushayt: It's me, Mom. I went out to a good friend's house.
Mother: Did you sleep there?
Girl Mushait: I stayed for a while. walking back.
Mother: Have you eaten? I made a pot of coffee.
Girl Mushait: No, I'm tired. Just want to sleep. Let's go.
Master to Father Donisan: You are crazy. You are a dangerous lunatic. what have you done? What have you done?
Priest: Come here and take this woman away. Don't mess around. Don't mess around.
Mushayt's father: Let me go.
The Master to Father Donisan: But. ．．What exactly did you do? What are you doing wrong?
Father Donisan: I want to bring her to see the Dean of
God : You. . . You have to be responsible for this, for what happened.
Father Donisan: I just want to take her to God.
Dialogue between bishop and
patriarch Bishop: to be so disrespectful at the altar. This is crazy behavior. Mr Donisan will be sent to a lunatic asylum. After he is discharged, we will arrange for him to go to a country parish where he is competent. But I don't understand you, I always thought you were a wise man.
Dean: Wise people will grow old and faint.
Farewell Dialogue between the Dean and Father Donisan Dean
: Take it. This is my treasure. What you've ever wanted to see. I'll give it to you now.
Father Donisan: No, thank you, I... Master
: Please take it, I can't do anything for you more than that.
Father Donisan: Don't say that. Sir, you are also under the demonic barrier of Satan.
Dean: You will be treated by a doctor.
Father Donisan: I don't need it. I will fight against the great misfortune caused by Satan.
Dean: Your penance is starting to go haywire. We shouldn't let you do this priesthood job. Are you satisfied with yourself? You could have avoided this difficulty. But you don't. God never refuses, you deliberately refuse. I don't know if you've made any dangerous vows.
Father Donisan: I didn't make any vows, I didn't make any promises, or any hopes.
Dean: It traps your heart. You like this poem a lot, don't you?
Father Donisan: Yes, very much. I take it with me wherever I go. I never thought about what I would have. My life is so insignificant. God will give eternal blessings to my soul, if God wills.
Master: But if this continues, it will drag you down to get eternal blessing. Evil spirits have invaded your life. Ignorance blinds people's eyes. How many priests are controlled by Satan. In the inner world of today's people, the confusion is only temporary. Do not let virtue lose its meaning. Evil thoughts are physical. People only know comfort and useless enjoyment. In such an earthly world, there is no more reason. This is really unfortunate. Of course your calling is not glory. The retirement you have been forced to accept will leave you in a very bitter loneliness, and will keep you from indulging in thinking. You have little hope that on the path you have chosen, you will be alone.
Father Donisan: I don't care, let me die among the poor. I have a beginning and an end.
Father Donisan to the maid: No, let me do it, it's too heavy.
Congregation to Father Donisan: Goodbye.
Congregation to Father Donisan: Mr. Donisan, how much we wish to keep you.
Father Donisan: Goodbye. goodbye.
The faithful to Father Donisan: God bless you.
Master: You have no complaints, please do your best for this world. Who knows? Don't pay attention to the doubts of others, the pity of others, or the temptation of various false names. You can never give up on yourself.
Father Donisan: Who encouraged me in the past? Who will care about me in the future? I didn't get anyone's attention, but I had a reputation I deserved. Ah, what do you think, it seems impossible for me to be understood.
Dean: To be understood. Our work rarely lives up to expectations. We seem to be futile and waste of time. God will judge me. I feel how old I am. I think what else can I do for all beings. I never knew I was getting old like this. Let's go, bye.
Father Donisan's monologue: Poor man. Always, my god. Night is always the same. Tonight is the last night. I don't love it anymore. Life should have meaning. I will. I will prove until the end. How silent. true silence. Yes. Yes.
Conversation between male believers and Father Donisan
Maid: A gentleman has been waiting for you in the living room for a long time. This gentleman seems to have traveled a long way.
Father Donisan: Good
male believer: I came to you for my son. At night, he suddenly became paralyzed. The doctor was helpless after seeing it. He didn't move. His mother forced me to come to you. want me to come.
Father Donisan: Are you from my parish? God, of course I am responsible.
Father Donisan to the maid: Excuse me, Malte. Malte, I have to go out.
Maid: You always don't take care of yourself. I have something for you.
Father Donisan: No, thank you.
Congregation: Sir. . . Please bless me. gentlemen. ．．gentlemen. You impress us very much.
Conversation between
Father Donisan and the Priest Father Donisan: I am ashamed to not know the misfortune of this woman.
Priest: You don't have to be hard on yourself. I don't think the situation is optimistic.
Father Donisan: At least say a prayer? Won't you try?
Father Donisan to the mother: Wait a minute.
Father Donisan to the priest: I am a poor man. I'm just a poor priest helping those who are suffering.
Priest: You have helped many people.
Father Donisan: It's all the same to me. How did this child die? The cause of death is even more horrific. I should help him. Save him with the power of your soul. That is the power of thought.
Priest: Which?
Father Donisan: Nothing. only. ．．inner strength. I know, I always know, I know exactly what God means. Let him recover, he must recover.
Priest: Look at me, look at me, answer me frankly. Who gave you this power? You will go back with me. I let you prove that you will enter his room.
Father Donisan: I will. You think I'm crazy. And I still have hope for him. The skeptics are right. You can't understand me. There he is. Our consciousness is a different consciousness.
Priest: I have never seen someone like you.
Father Donisan: Satan, the gigantic devil, has control over him. He was there, restrained him. Don't you understand? I tell you, only by defeating him. God and we will overcome him and overcome him.
Priest: how?
Father Donisan: Let me go. You didn't understand me.
Priest: A person like you is neither possible nor inconceivable. I follow you. It must have been God who guided you just now. made you say this.
Father Donisan: God did not speak.
Father Donisan's prayer: I offer this life to you. Please let his suffering pass. Please stop misfortune. Please protect us. Holy Father, I salute you with my life. I await your decision.
Child's mother: He is alive! He is alive! He is alive! You saved him! Saved him!
Father Donisan's words: One day, you will understand. I am waiting. will see. Do not give up on me.
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Dialogue between the Dean and Father Donisan's Maid
Maid: Mr. Donisan will surely be delighted to see you. Unfortunately, he is not at home. He went to see a sick child. With him, you know...
Principal: Yes, I get it.
Maid: He came to the village one night. Sitting in a cart. Very little luggage: bedding, a few small things, and his clothes, some books. It was foggy at that time, and he wandered around the village for a long time before finding a place. The next morning he rang the bell for mass. Only then did the villagers know that he was here. It was originally a ruin. The wind whistled through the cracks in the wall. The house must be renovated. He works with the workers. He lives here alone.
Dean: He still hasn't changed.
Maid: I came later to take care of him and his house. It's actually on the ground floor. As for his room upstairs, I have never been there. At the beginning, he said to me, "Don't come up, I can take care of it myself". I'm not interested either. He's been busy all day.
Father Donisan to the driver: Thank you.
Believers to Father Donisan: Can you confess to me?
Father Donisan's Diary: This morning, in Mr. Havere...
Father Donisan's own words: You're coming, Satan. Just like the first time, and I haven't lost hope. You are complacent, and I am suffering. I want to pray, come on. This miracle is still this miracle. Miracles... Lord, don't give him time. Evil is beyond right. nothing. I can still hold on. Don't leave me alone.
Congregation: He came out.
Believers: Father, Son, Holy Spirit. please bless me. Because I have many sins. I repent of my sins for my husband, my family, and before the saints. Father, I have many sins, no words. Thought, behavior, vocation...
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