Let me be so obsessed with you

Yvonne 2022-01-26 08:09:39

When I sit down and turn on those shots again, the moment the picture freezes, I feel that some things will be forever branded with emotional imprints. Those fragile and sensitive parts were gently awakened, and the memories that I had seen before were like taking a cold shower and waking up.
That night, one person, one light, headphone music, screen images, reeled me into the life of George Jung, I forgot if I didn't cry until the last recording of Depp for my dad, and I forgot when I was From the oath of youth at the beginning of the film, the epitome of the dream of freedom, to the emotion of where to go when family, friendship and love change because of the secular world. I remembered the old saying "Behind success there are always hardships that others can't see", although the "success" described in this film is obviously somewhat ironic, but the ups and downs of the world, the pain that cannot be shouted is helpless. , is always heartbreaking.
The main line running through this film can also be said to have two emotions that have not changed from beginning to end: one is the love of George Jung's father for him, and the other is his love for his daughter. The life with family affection as the keynote and seemingly opposite themes successfully made enough tears for me. This movie more fully demonstrates Depp's acting talent, (Uncle Pu's acting is really beyond doubt, he is really a rare talent and idol who can perform works with 80 points to 120 points... (¯﹃¯) drool)~ Although George’s life was not poor when he was a child, his parents would still quarrel over money issues. At that time, his mother left home several times because of this, which also contributed to his ambition to be rich in his life. Foreshadowing, and later George came to California to make his first pot of gold in that place. At that time, the word fashion was just budding in the United States, loose floral shirts, and the vocabulary in everyone's mouth was trendy, explosive ~ blond mushroom head, beach, sunshine, hippie style. Because of being young, traveling with friends, partying all night, even getting drunk, wanting to break the things that were born "obedience", "sex, medicine, rock" began to become the secret of the younger generation. Although exaggerated, but the kind of enthusiastic youth, young and jumping heart, youth is in charge of itself, who can say no? This period is the most beautiful and sunny scene in the whole article. Those pictures and music will bring you to experience the joy of their first taste of success. Later, he was jailed and jailed and then jailed and jailed again... His level is also like George himself said: from a master of marijuana when he was in prison and then out of prison to become a cocaine doctor, how humorous? ! Later, the birth of his daughter brought him great comfort and happiness. Otherwise, it can be imagined that in old age, he was really a lonely old man who was poor and only had money. He went to the island to break with the "best friends" of the year, and asked why he betrayed himself and stole the client and the hard-earned drug kingdom, and his friends just "rewarded" him with sticks. George didn't say anything. Since it's done, there's no need to feel it. It's fine to break the previous brotherhood. So that night, he was beaten until his nose was bruised and his face was swollen, and he lay beside his wife and decided to make a clean break with drug trafficking in the future. At this time, George was like a frustrated child, muttering that he just wanted to live a normal life with his lover's child. Just as someone keeps suturing the cracks between people, while someone keeps reminding that the trauma is coming, everyone sings: "Facing this crazy world, it's hard to just smile." This is how life is. It gives you the joy of victory and success, and at the same time, you always don't forget to attach some heavy things to it. You may complain about being helpless, but no one has ever enjoyed the beauty only happily. As time goes by, I have a happy childhood with my daughter. On my daughter's birthday, those who blow balloons, light candles, and laugh and spoof between father and daughter look envious of others. Those who have experienced father's love must be touched by such scenes. , a father's most ordinary and sincere love for his daughter, a weight of life that seems to be inexhaustible. The later scene is undoubtedly a thorn, poking straight into the softest corner of your heart, George laughed at himself, he may be the only fugitive in the whole universe who was arrested by waiting for life, maybe because there are too many famous sports cars parked outside the house, This happened on his 40th birthday sky. He was leaning against the car, watching the daughter in the FBI's arms turn her head and keep looking at him like this. The handling here was excellent. For three minutes there was no dialogue and only music. The daughter's clear and innocent eyes were so blunt and naked. Like a gust of wind, it blew through the hearts of the audience, causing pain. The weak light refracted by the flashing police lights, the young face that gradually drifted away pressed heavily on the chest along with the music, as if life were parted, as if going to the next intersection and walking alone... A black blur opened, the camera lens switch.
The bank's Wanguan property was frozen, and life began to be stretched. It's a repeat of the beginning of the film again: the wife complains that she earns too little money, she is helpless to keep silent, and the daughter in the middle is full of expectant eyes. He said to his daughter, "You are my heart, can I live without a heart?" The daughter smiled. This reminds me of Leon in "This Killer Is Not Too Cold", who is also a tough guy on the screen. The appearance of Mathioda gave him roots, and his life was no longer routine and meaningless. Just like what the daughter brought to George. Because of his wife's debauchery, he was imprisoned again. Later, his wife divorced him and brought his daughter to see him in prison. At that time, he saw his daughter with joy, and thought he would never see his beloved baby again in this life. His eyes were full of love, and he called her softly: "My dear, hello." At this time, George returned to the fragile and vicissitudes of the old man, just longing for the joy under his knees, and hearing his daughter's sweet voice is the greatest happiness. But she left a cold sentence: "I thought you could not live without your heart". Looking at his heart's departure, his loving eyes suddenly shattered, and he smiled bitterly and blankly. I saw his weak and trembling hands, like a face depicting the years, crying stubbornly in front of you. This is the second part of the film that directly hits the weakest place in everyone's heart.
Later, because he had to take his daughter by his side, he could not resume his old business of drug trafficking. Just imagine what a drug lord can do besides his old business. This time, he fought his back and didn't care about everything, just to earn alimony, to live with his daughter, and to be a father again. This kind of original intention still inevitably died in the misfortune of being betrayed by friends. He even generously increased the salary of the horse. He said that this was the last party, and the last time, he was going to California to live with his daughter. Seeing this, my heart was completely bought by such a drug dealer. He was arrogant but sincere. He gave his emotions but repeatedly fetched water. My mother didn't recognize that only my father was worried about him, the misunderstanding of the love of my life, and the misunderstanding that I never got. true love...
All of these together make the life that was originally defined as "success" look so sad, and the happy music rhythm at the beginning of the film is resolutely marked with tragedy. Only this time, there are no tears and no hysteria; only this time, there is no end and no beginning, the dual role-playing of father and son has failed without exception; only this time, the last hope and the last little wish have all come to nothing ; Only this time, the most meaningful thing in his life, the love of his life, left him; only this time, he could not see his father for the last time to say those words that he had known for a long time but had been suffering from no chance to say; only this time, I really want to spend the rest of my life in prison, with nowhere to go. Those "that didn't bother me" were so trivial, but only the commitment to his own daughter really broke him. The whole film has reached its climax. When he met his father, he would always say: "I wish you a happy spring, a bright future, and a bright future." Such a powerful and cherishing feeling has been constantly replayed in my ears, I know , that sound is precious, has the weight of centuries. In prison, I have listened to the recording of his father no less than 20 times, and every time I have the urge to burst into tears, the desolation of endless family love in the world, the ever-changing joys and sorrows, the heavy pressure. on the chest.
Although it seems reasonable that a film with such a theme must end in tragedy. But the human affection expressed in it can be considered incisively and vividly. If you miss every precious segment in the journey of life and go to the only purpose that you thought was the only purpose at the beginning, it is just to fulfill the original itinerary; to collect those emotions that have been with you all the time, those only It is something that will always hold you to the other side.
Attached below this lines as the end of this article -
Hello, Dad
I remember a long time ago
when I was about three feet and a half high
weight 60 pounds and is a hundred percent of your son
who reworked with their father on Saturday morning
we climbed into the green on the truck
Dad, I think it was the universe's largest truck
I remember how important our work
if we do not
Other people will have to die of cold
I think you are the strongest man in the world

still remember my mother play home video star? Ice cream and football games? tuna fish?
I want to go back home to California, he was the FBI hunt
when that detective knelt low to me to wear shoes, you say:
"You only allocated George shoes, dead bastard!"
That is nice, Dad
really great!

Do you remember?
Remember when you told me money wasn't real?
Dad
I am 42 years old, I finally realized
one in essence
after all these years
I finally realized that
my father, you're the best

I regret failed to fulfill their filial duties, so little time together
, but anyway ......
I wish you a brilliance
future Fairview
also wish your lives for the better starry

I love you, Dad
your son, George

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  • Adolphus 2022-03-21 09:01:28

    Running account narrative, but depp is really river here.

  • Rocio 2022-04-21 09:01:31

    I didn't know it was based on a real story before watching it. When I saw him being betrayed by a friend, I always guessed that he would fight back, and then killed his friend and then turned around. I always saw that all the money he put in the bank was laundered there. I still believe it, I feel that there must be some drama like the return of the Avengers, and finally saw him in prison when he was locked in his old age and felt like he was trapped.

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  • [last title card]

    Title card: George Jung is sentenced to Otisville Federal Correctional Institution until 2015. Kristina Sunshine Jung has not yet visited her father.

  • Prisoner in class: Man, you don't know dick about smugglin' no drugs!