He is the boss of the gang, omnipotent, even smiling makes the enemy feel chills, but from beginning to end, no one can understand him, he always folds his arms, smiles indifferently, blinks and blinks, but his eyes are obviously unacceptable. Unpredictable, mysteriously free.
After the trip to California, like a prodigal son returning from a long trip, he put aside his edge and wanted to be a mortal, like his drunk father, living numbly, so that he would no longer have to bear the pain of keen senses.
This is the sorrow of a wise man.
Yes, he is a smart and sensitive person. They are all like this. Except for James, his mother has to flee the town because he wants to be a star, and his father is not an alcoholic. Because he can't stand his mother's departure, he wants to rebel. Because the town is too small, he doesn't have the freedom he wants, he needs a bigger world, because he knows that he can afford it, only James is still young, and he will only blindly worship his brother and be a majestic boss. But he didn't know that his brother didn't fight for prestige, but wanted to open up a fresh and free air in the strict town, "I want this day, I can't cover my eyes anymore, I want this place, and I'll bury it again. Without my heart, I want these sentient beings to understand my intentions, and I want all the Buddhas to vanish into thin air." He should have a mind of enlightenment.
He went to California to find his mother. The lack of maternal love for more than ten years made him want to relive the warmth of his childhood for the rest of his life. The memories when he was five years old were very vague and faint, but he remembered that his father said that he was very similar to his mother. , He recognized her on TV, so he went without hesitation, as innocent as a child, he didn't even have the mood to take a look at the sea of his dreams, but just moved in the direction of his mother.
But in the end he came back, and his mother was no longer his mother. She lay in someone else's arms and had a life of her own. He can only leave that sunny California, back to the dirty town, back to where he grew up.
He struggled with confusion. The original purpose was to find his mother. When this goal disappeared, he no longer knew how to move forward.
He's tired, he's exhausted from fighting, he's determined to be a meaningless mortal, he's already realized that he can't leave this place anymore, as long as he goes out and doesn't look back, he's a betrayal like his mother, he Inseparable from father and brother.
The harmony between them is the same as that of every happy family. I thought that a drunk father and two rebellious sons would have a very cold or gunpowder relationship, but I was wrong. When he drank his wine, his younger brother would call his father a "lawyer for relief money", and the three of them would often make trouble and laugh together. It was clearly a happy family. That's why my brother can't leave, this is his destiny.
Seeing Douyu, his eyes shone with light. For the first time, people could understand his eyes. It was clearly a kind of excitement, a kind of excitement to welcome freedom, but unfortunately it was not for himself, but for the gorgeous Douyu fish. He knew very well that he was one of those fighting fish. The reason why he wanted to fight was just because the space was too cramped, and the hormones of youth had nowhere to vent. And he, who was originally colorblind, saw color on Douyu, which should be his inner dream.
He wanted to take Douyu to escape from the pet store, and he also wanted to help his younger brother leave the town. He didn't find the answer himself, and hoped that his younger brother could find it, so he fell under the gun, and his younger brother rode a motorcycle to the beach, watching the seagulls fly Golden waves and free winds fly in the air.
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