"Blue Door" has been down for a long time, and then it was like a piece of clothes that I forgot to collect, and it has been hanging in a certain space on the computer. It was only last night that I found it and looked at it. What am I doing at 17? The memory is a little vague, but at that time I had the same unrequited love as Yuezhen, and the weird temper similar to Kerou. I silently followed the figure of "Zhang Shihao" with my eyes; I felt all his feelings that I could guess with my heart. The window at home has become the door to miss him. He may know, or he may just pretend not to know. Until I completely converted this feeling into brother-sister friendship, I no longer feel sad for him. This is me years later. What do I look like now? Growing up, no matter what he faced, he said to himself numbly, "I just came here." Any emotion, disaster or misfortune is just a drop in the ocean in the long river of time. At that time, I didn't know how to get through the endless despair, and finally the process was forgotten many years later, and everything came over like that. There are always too many "whys" in adolescence. He would always ask "why" and "what do you mean" like an idiot like Zhang Shihao. As an adult, I don't ask "why". I can no longer dig a heart that I can feel with my will. Sensitive as I can even say the answer accurately in the other person's tone of voice. Don't ask why, you may never have the chance to get the other party's explanation and the chance of reconciliation. With speculation, like two quicksands that have been blown away, they each fly back to the lonely world sadly. Everyone once, on a sunny afternoon, with an innocent youthful smile, used the corner of a fluttering shirt to walk across the blue door that records the secrets and greenness of the past. In the future, maybe 3 years, maybe 5 years, maybe many years, that gate is like a watershed, so we can only stand sadly on the edge of the youthful youth, recalling our green years that have disappeared forever.
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