Lena Leonardson - To Myself

Carter 2022-03-18 09:01:03

Lina Leandersson, someone I've been obsessed with these days. In fact, there are a lot of people I've been passionate about recently, from Nan Huaijin to Tang Liqi, from Buffett to Clezio, but only Lina has completely grabbed a certain part of my heart, making me tangled and unable to let go. And this inexplicable strong emotion comes from the movie "Let the right one in" starring her. I don't want to do any movie introductions or rambling comments, but after watching this movie, I have an idea, that is, I firmly believe that someone will have the same inexplicable emotions as me, and I firmly believe that people who hold such strange emotions Not many people. So, what kind of emotion is this? I try to describe it.

In fact, after watching this movie, I tried to write down my feelings in words, but I failed in the diary. I also tried it in this space last week, and it was thrown into the draft box. Because this emotion, like the ocean of the subconscious mind, is very huge and immeasurable. It may have been secretly surging under an ice layer for a long time, until I saw that Lina completed the role of the vampire girl brilliantly, the ice of that ocean The layer was broken, and then the thick seawater overflowed.

What kind of emotion is this! I was a little obsessed with that girl named Eli. She is the incarnation of a vampire, who originally represented evil and darkness, but here, here, she is so pure and so bright. She is like an angel, ignorant of the world, and she is insulated from money, material things and even cold; she is like a young girl, shy and ignorant, wise and mature. She is indeed the incarnation of death, she will easily bring disaster to the world, but she is also a messenger of justice, with extremely cruel revenge, so that the world is filled with loneliness in an instant. She must be the mysterious dark power, the power that human beings fear because of their own ignorance, and the power greater than the light.

At the moment of opening the door, her smile turns all complaints to nothing; at the moment of hugging, her questions make people obsessed and enchanted; at the moment of bleeding, she makes people feel heartbroken, thinking that she is so loving; at the moment of kissing , the most fragile thing in my heart is firmly wrapped, painful and warm...

In fact, I know very well that in my brain, there is an addiction, around Eli, around Lina, lingering. I spent a lot of energy trying to eliminate her, but the more I eliminated her, the clearer her mark became. So I spent a lot of energy trying to express this lingering, but the more I expressed it, the more confusing it became. I once thought that this confusion of mine was due to the translation of the version I was watching at the time, and then I made up for these translations bit by bit through the Internet; I also thought that Eli's indiscernible sexuality confused my audiovisual, so I Seriously looking for the original for comparison, but in any case, the ending is always more and more obsessed with this image. I don't care about the original book, I don't care about Lina in real life, I only care about the Eli played by Lina in the movie. What kind of emotion is this!

Lena Leonardson.

Write to myself.

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Extended Reading

Let the Right One In quotes

  • Oskar: How old are you?

    Eli: Twelve... more or less.

    Eli: What about you?

    Oskar: Twelve years, eight months and nine days. What do you mean, "more or less"?

    Oskar: When's your birthday?

    Eli: I don't know.

    Oskar: Don't you celebrate your birthday? Your parents... they've got to know.

    Eli: [Eli looks down on the ground]

    Oskar: Then you don't get any birthday presents, do you?

    Eli: No.

  • Eli: [standing outside the door] You have to invite me in.

    Oskar: What happens if I don't? What happens if you walk in anyway?

    [feels the air between himself and Eli]

    Oskar: Is there something in the way?