In fact, you don't know that my heart is the capacity of the whole world

Alayna 2022-03-17 09:01:03

Long after watching the movie, I gradually realized how moved I was by it. The waking up was like Prot leaving Robet and taking a beam trip to seep out of the computer screen, parasitic in my body.
He said, I didn't go back to K-PAX.
He said, I chose to parasitize you.
I know, I can feel his presence because I believe in his existence and, like Robet, need his help.

I believe that the birth of the universe is a huge cycle of explosion, expansion, decay, contraction, singularity, explosion. Human beings are just a trivial metabolic process in this huge reincarnation system. The seemingly endless process of reproduction and evolution just conforms to the general law of development of all natural things—a parabola with an opening downward. From this fear, we are constantly exploring that unknown area and constantly seeking the echo of the universe. From this fear, we must have endless doubts about everything before we agree with it. We need absolute theoretical support and data proof to understand our world. We forget that belief is the most primitive and direct force.

The world I believe is like this, there are K-PAX planets, there are Prot that can travel with light beams, there are crystals that change shape with sound, there is entanglement at a distance, there are multiple bifurcation spaces, consciousness can affect reality, You can travel through time and space, move instantly, and the world you see is only the side that the world itself is willing to show us... You see, in the world I believe in, I don't care about life and death, because I don't need to prove the world I believe in, I Just to feel.

But such a single-minded thinking will inevitably lead to loneliness in consciousness. I am born with a human nature that I cannot get rid of. I have not been strong enough to form the concept of "I" without anyone's proof. In fact, when I began to believe in the existence of aliens, it was also the beginning of my belief in the inevitability of my own loneliness. Just like the psychiatrist Mark, after he gradually began to believe the truth of what Prot said, it was time to really look into his heart. He believed in the reincarnation of the universe, believed in his own loneliness, and believed that one mistake in reincarnation is permanent, so he chose to change, he tried his best to get rid of his loneliness, to his wife, to his son. Belief is the basis for changing everything, it is a naive force.

When it fell back to the bottom, it was the starting point of another upward toss.

I saw Mark pushing Robet in the wheelchair, watching the sluggish Robet still have the ability to smile after Prot left, watching the homeless Bess disappear... Prot is really gone, after saving them, Took Bess, maybe, gave her a home.

Maybe, after taking Bess away, Prot really parasitized in my body.

There are 2 people living in my heart, they accompany me through all the days, talk with me, and accompany me happy and sad. Maybe they sensed my need on a distant planet and rode the beam to my side, and all this, I said, is true, how do you prove it? How to prove it?

How can those who cannot recognize all the subtle psychology of people prove the world? And I really don't need to show it, because the inner world is so real and wide enough to hold the entire universe.

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K-PAX quotes

  • Dr. Mark Powell: Well, let's hope extraterrestrials qualify for Medicaid.

  • Dr. Mark Powell: You know, maybe what's wrong with him is that he is.

    Claudia Villars: Is what?

    Dr. Mark Powell: From the planet K-PAX.