the things I want to say to you

Dean 2022-03-19 09:01:10

——Let my best friend

listen to this song first, "Sad or Happy", a song that makes me miss you.

Aside, what a failure tonight, I picked a bad song and fell into bad memories. I think I may be getting older, more fond of memories, and more prone to tears. Aside, I’ve been thinking a lot these days. You invited me to Shanghai again and again, but I refused again and again. I didn’t know what was wrong with me. I don't care to cover up my uneasiness. In fact, I am very afraid that you will leave. Will you be happy if you go to such a far place alone? Will you always share your everything with me? If you are sick and wronged, will someone accompany you? Will you miss me? will you come back? Come back to be my bridesmaids and look at each other's happiness.

Aside, I only have you, the best friend, who knows everything about me, both good and bad, and has accompanied me through the best four years. Friendship is the same as love, and it will last longer than love. Before I went to college, my mother told me that the friends I made in college would be the most solid, long-lasting, and most trustworthy and cherished people in my life, because they have nothing to do with each other. Treating each other sincerely, so I met you, you met me, and I have such definite and profound memories of every day we were together. My memory is so good that every second is so clear.

Remember that orange Reebok baseball cap, the first gift you gave me, and it's still in my closet six years later; the musical piggy was put in the glass cabinet by its mother, sitting When I was watching TV on the sofa, it held its head up stupidly; the exorcism peach wood sword you gave me on the Dragon Boat Festival has always been in my backpack, and it accompanied me to all the cities I have been to. When I was alone in a hotel in Xi'an, I always held it in my hand when I was afraid, and I also took it with me during interviews. Like the jade pendant around my neck, it often gave me encouragement and support, like a strange The belief that supports it is like the sentence you said to me, "Come on"; and the magic lamp of Aladdin, which is said to realize three wishes, I have never lit it, and I have three wishes in my heart: we must all Happiness, we want to be happy, we want to be happy.

A lot of things are really hard to predict. We are two people who don’t get along well. You are tall, thin and beautiful. I am short, fat, and ugly. Big Bad Wolf, your circle of life is really small, but I like to be lively. You are down-to-earth and confident, but I always look like I'm willing to fall in love. You listen to Faye Wong's singing. I love the banging of rock and roll music, you eat green vegetables, I will cry when I see no meat. . . .

But God just arranged for us to be good friends. I never thought about such stupid questions as who would be the foil for us when we were together. The boy I had a crush on for a long time asked me to help him chase you, and I didn't feel wrong. , you will coax me when I am angry, you will apologize to me with a smile on my face when I am angry, you have met a lot of my friends and they all like you as much as I like you, you taught me to endorse and memorize words to buy The whole set of textbooks encouraged me to take the postgraduate entrance examination. I taught you how to deceive and identify deception. I told you not to take life seriously. I started listening to Faye Wong, you started Jay Chou, we eat hot pot, you eat vegetables and I eat meat, it is a perfect match!

Two people who are so compatible. They have been inseparable for four years. They stick together 24 hours a day. They learn to eat, sleep, play haha ​​and talk about their hearts. .

Aside from that, a lot of things are so clear in music, the more I resist thinking about it, the more the scene floats in front of my eyes, the world must be controlled by a mischievous god. At one o'clock in the morning, the temperature is 6 degrees at night, and the hour hand points to the southeast. You say good night to me, but I wait for dawn in my memory.

sad or happy? Follow the second hand gently pacing. Remember the origin of the two pierced ears? Remember Jiang Pi's phone "fight" incident? Remember the sentence on the Christmas card? Remember the cries of setting up a stall on campus together? Remember the McDonald's refilling coffee joke? Remember that diary that was hidden in the closet? Remember what was said on the Oriental Pearl? Remember the reason for the little dispute in Jingshan Park? Remember the price of the MP3 you chipped in to buy it? Remember the taste of the first "luxury" Pringles? Remember where Crazy 52 takes us every day? Remember the "scandal" of melon seeds and teeth? Remember the note we left at papa's? Remember the blue backpack we bought together after you made money from tutoring? Remember the love strategy I taught you how to seduce your soul? Remember what we talked about last Saturday? You said, if I don't go to see you, it may be a long, long time before I can see you.

How long will it be? Will it grow until we forget each other? Will it grow until one day we all become mothers and meet on the street but don't recognize each other? I always despair about the future. Time and distance are the executioners of feelings. Will we be cut off by it in the future? We live in plain life, love our husbands and children, meet new friends and colleagues, and share our deepest secrets with them? Like when we were at school, we crammed into the bed in the dormitory under the same quilt, fantasizing about our future, telling what kind of person we would marry, having a cute child, and taking the child to McDonald's to buy ice cream together.

Aside, friendship is also a kind of love, or there must be a kind of emotion that is higher than friendship and higher than love, like a mixed emotion, longer than friendship, as sweet as love and firm as family love, yes A most trustworthy dependence, like facing another self, always being honest and sincere.

Aside, I have never said so much to you, it's endlessly long-winded, I will feel a little embarrassed when I say this, I remember seeing a sentence that said something like this - is there any other person in this world for me? One, is living the life I want? Leave, thank you for being my friend, thank you for helping me pursue the happiness that I dare not pursue, if there is a next life, let's meet to be the dearest person~~

November 1, 2008 at 2:21 as if the same sex Confession diary ah ha ha to my best friend

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