leaves in siam square

Rogers 2022-03-02 08:01:43

The initial urge to watch this movie came from a poster on the Internet. On the poster, two boys stood side by side with bright smiles on their faces, without any impurities in the sun, they seemed so quiet and pure, with prosperity behind them. The cluttered street market and the bustling and expressionless crowds in the street market. It is an ordinary picture, but there are some luminous things in it that are attracting and tempting me.
At that time, the full version of the online movie was not hung up. , I can only watch some videos on Tudou.com. I can't understand Thai, there are no subtitles, the picture quality is rough, and the plot is fragmented, but it can't spoil my love for this movie. The nostalgic and friendly background, soothing and pleasant music, The answer from the boy who whispered like a babble, and the young, clean and beautiful face, and the sadness, pain, and ambiguous emotions shared by all human beings... Nature is not good at speculating about the changes and development of things, so I really can't read movies. The plot of the movie, but the mood is still fluctuated and even shocked by some things.
The second time I watched this movie, I downloaded the full version of the movie directly on Thunder, and the most important thing is that it has subtitles. I am a
little surprised and looking forward to it. It's also a little solemn. Sitting at the computer, watching it for two and a half hours, I feel that the time is still too short. At the end of the play, Mew couldn't help crying to the puppet. At that time, he didn't have any warning, and the tears ran out. Eye sockets.
The third time I watched this film was late at night. My roommates were all asleep, and the whole space and time belonged to me. Sitting next to the computer and savoring it alone was the ultimate enjoyment.

The opening of the film Soon, a soothing and melodious piano sound came from a simple room. Sitting beside
the quaint and dusty piano was a little boy mew and his grandma. Mammy, why do you like to play this tune so much?"
Mammy stared at the older photos on the wall and said, "Because your grandpa used to play this tune for me."
Mammy then asked:" mew, do you want to be able to play the piano like Grandpa when you grow up?"
"Grandma, is it useful to play the piano?"
"It's useful. Playing the piano can convey emotions. Your grandpa used to play the piano to convey emotions to grandma."
"Oh, what kind of emotion did grandpa convey to grandma?"
Grandma didn't answer directly, and said, "Listen." The slow piano sounded again. The
boy thought of something and shouted out happily: "I see, grandpa wants to tell grandma, he misses you." The
corner of grandma's mouth showed a smile. And his thoughts drifted to some unknown place Mew

has a good friend and neighbor tong.
Tong fights for mew at school and gets bruised. Tong
gave me a puppet as a gift for Christmas, but because of an accident, the puppet lost its nose.
Christmas Eve, at church At the ceremony, both mew and tong acted on stage. Mew played the angel of good news, and tong played the little sheep on the shepherd's pasture. That night, grandma took a photo for them, and it was the only photo of them together. Tong lives in

a devout Christian family, with a strict father and a loving mother.
Tong has a sister who is very affectionate and lost during a trip.
Because of this incident, the family is in chaos. The faith collapses, his father is alcoholic and sick, and his mother Overworked.
Tong's parents decided to move.
When Tong's car slowly left, Mew came out of the corner with a kind of pain in his face. Tong looked back from the back window and saw Mew was wiping tears with his hands ...
five or six years passed in a blink of an eye. The two little boys were all grown up.

Mew became the lead singer in a school band. His CDs were selling well in the market. The manager of the record company talked to him and told him that he The song is good but there is one more thing that needs to be added, love.
Mew was stunned after listening to it, he didn't understand what love was because he had never been in love before.
In fact, Ying, a beautiful girl in his neighbor's house, had been secretly in love with him. Ying half-jokingly and half-truly proposed to be mew's girlfriend, mew didn't care, let's see.
Tong was studying in another school and had a very beautiful girl girlfriend. But his relationship with his girlfriend has always been cold.
Tong went to the store to buy a CD but met mew by chance.
Mew promised to send tong CD. After the two left their contact information, they broke up quickly
. Mew brought inspiration. I wrote a really loving song that night - Peer. Mew asked tong to go to school to watch their

band practice. It was too late at night to catch a car, so tong stayed at mew's house.
Sleeping in the same bed.
Tong asked: "mew, how have you been by yourself in the past few years?"
"I'm so scared of loneliness."
"Why?"
"When I was young, I was lonely because I didn't have friends. When I grew up, I was lonely. Because it's lonelier than having no friends."
Tong stared at mew with some confusion.
Mew's eyes entered deep thought. He continued: "When grandma died, I often thought, if we really love someone, we can accept this Fact? He died one day. Parting is part of life, we all know it. But can we let it go? Do we really love someone and not be afraid of him leaving us? … That is, we have to accept that no matter where we are, the person we love is no longer with us-" After a pause, mew continued, "I've come here by myself all these years..."
Tong looked at mew with pity , didn't speak, just stretched out his hand and hugged mew tightly.

Tong's house held a party, and mew took the whole band to perform.
At the meeting, mew sang the new song "Peering" for Tong for the first time.
"If this song is for you And do you believe it?
Maybe not as beautiful and touching as other songs You
need to know that love songs
can't be written without love
But for you my inspiration is endless
... Every
time
your love shines on my heart I see hope There is a lot of truth in
love The
past I've been trying to find the meaning of love,
but recently I just discovered that
love is at the moment you approach me,
if life is a beautiful melody, you are the moving lyrics that
echo in my heart for a long time
...
"
In the eyes of the two people, the crowd slowly retreated , Time and space began to condense. Only the melody was flowing, and some unnamed emotions began to grow and spread in the eyes of the two people...

After the banquet, Tong and Mew sat on the stone bench outside the courtyard and chatted.
Tong asked mew: "The song is very good, how did you write it?"
Mew replied: "If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be able to write this song." He added, "How do you feel after listening to it?"
Tong paused After a long time, he hugged mew, and said in a low voice as if he was talking to himself: "Indescribable!"
Tong gently kissed mew.
Never thought that the kiss between two boys could be so tender, so lingering, and so on. Naturally.

The scene of Mew and tong kissing was seen by tong's mother.
The next day, tong's mother went to mew alone, hoping that he could break up with tong for the sake of tong's future.
When mew was chatting with tong's mother, ying was eavesdropping outside. .
After learning about Mew, Ying was heartbroken and ran back to the room crying, tearing up the densely packed photos of Mew on the wall.

Mew went to Ying's house to ask Ying the meaning of a Chinese lyrics, and accidentally found it hidden in Ying's bed There is a large box of his own photos at the bottom. Mew suddenly froze.
"What does that song mean?"
"If there is love, there is hope!"
"Ying, do you have any hope?"
"My hope is that the two of us There is hope!" "Ying
, we will always be good friends."
After hearing this, Ying looked a little sad, but also a little relieved.

After talking with Tong's mother, Mew didn't know how to face Tong, so he chose to escape Tong couldn't contact mew for several days .
He tried to find him at his house, but was stopped by his mother. Only then did he know that his mother had gone to mew.
Tong was very depressed and ran to his friend's house to play. Duan Li was indifferent to his girlfriend and began to scold tong. "
Tong, are you gay?"
The first time he encountered this word, Tong felt at a loss.
tong, tong misunderstood that ying was spreading the matter between him and mew among his friends, so he put all his anger on ying.
"you really want to know if i'm gay, right?" and then kissed ying's neck
Ying struggled at first, but then stopped. On the
contrary, Tong suddenly realized that he didn't feel the girl's body at all.
Tong collapsed all over. He was as fragile as a newborn baby, hugging Ying's thigh and crying bitterly, again and again. "Ying, am I gay?"
Ying calmed Tong's head with his hand, and replied, "It's okay, it's okay, it will get better."
Tong returned home, his father's condition deteriorated and he was admitted to the hospital, while his mother supported the burden of the family alone and became very thin.
Tong couldn't sleep all night. Family, love, and responsibilities were all in front of him, and he knew that he was facing a choice.
When laying out the Christmas tree, Tong held two dolls, a boy and a girl, and asked his mother, "Mom, where should I hang it?"
He Mom stared at him and said something else: "When you grow up, you should make your own decisions."
After thinking about it, Tong handed the female puppet to his mother and hung the male puppet on the Christmas tree.
After seeing tong's practice, my mother smiled comfortably . Tong
's smile was bitter and helpless.

Tong saw the same puppet he gave me in the store, and bought his nose specially.
On Christmas Eve, tong Girlfriend donut asked tong to go out to play.
Mew had a concert in Siam Square.
When tong saw mew singing the new song "Walking Together" written for him on the big TV screen in the road, he turned around and followed donut resolutely. Said: "I can't go out with you tonight."
"Why?"
"Because, we can't be together anymore."
Donut left in a fit of anger.
Tong had a smile on his face. Then he turned and ran towards Siam Square.

Ying was waiting there long ago, and she brought tong to the scene of mew singing. She
stared at tong and focused on the side of mew singing infatuated, Ying's mouth was bitter, but she knew that she should let go.
She held tong's hand to squeeze out the crowd I walked to the front desk. Then I let go and left alone. When I got outside, I couldn't help crying.
After Mew finished singing, he and his friends from the band were about to leave when Tong suddenly stopped him from behind.
"Mew, the singing was really good tonight."
"Apart from being good, what else is there?" His expression was a little expectant.
Tong paused . After a moment, he made up his mind and said: "mew, I don't think we can be together, but that doesn't mean I don't love you."
Mew's face darkened suddenly, he lowered his head, and when he raised his head again, he was already smiling Tong took the puppet's nose out of
his pocket and handed it to mew.
"What is this?"
"A Christmas present for you."
Mew said goodbye to Tong, and every few steps he could not help but turn his head, his face always with a smile on his face. With a faint but forbidding smile.
Mew went home and stuck his nose on the old puppet. Then he started crying like a wronged child who was abandoned in the wilderness and couldn't find his way back. The music started, the movie The curtain is also drawn down...

It's a film full of regrets.
Grandma loves Grandpa very much, but she can only keep an old house, sitting by the piano alone and reminiscing about the past...
Mew loves Grandma very much. When grandma finally left, she could only kneel in front of the mourning hall, looking helpless and confused...
Ying loves mew very much, but in the end she can only choose to let go and leave resolutely...
Tong and mew love each other very much, but facing family and self In the end, the only responsibility to take is to say, "We still can't be together, but it doesn't mean that I don't love you." Such helpless pain...
Tong originally had a warm and happy family, but because of the loss of his sister, the family lost his life. In the end, it becomes fragmented...
Maybe
life is full of these regrets, so we have so many deep memories for the past that we have lost, and we know how to cherish and care for the present we have with trepidation, and for the future that has not yet been obtained. We have such a keen and optimistic vision and outlook.
The story itself is so beautiful because it is full of regrets.

A lot of people think this film is a very strange film because it is about the love between two boys. But I think it is a film Quite a classic movie. Just as PCHY, who plays mew in the film, insists that "Love in Siam" is not a "gay movie", he describes the film as a "movie of love", except for the "gay love" between Mew and Tong In the film, Tong and his mother, Mew and his grandmother's "parent-child love", Tong's family and his missing sister June's "family love", Ying's "secret love" for Mew, etc. are all selfless "love". And "love" is what everyone is looking for all their lives, but in fact love is everywhere.
To paraphrase "Ye Run" director Xu Ligong said in his comment on "Ye Run": "In my world, there is only true love, no gender; gender is only a difference in physical structure, and there is no distinction between sexuality and spirituality. So I don't want to say that "Night Run" is a gay movie, I think it is a movie about love. Love transcends gender." Then here I also want to say, actually, "Love is in Siam" It is a movie of love.

Everyone thinks the ending of the story is a tragedy, but I would rather understand it like this: Five or six years ago, Tong left helplessly, and Mew slowly walked out of the corner with a stern expression on his face. Sad tears; today, five or six years later, tong and mew meet again and develop a love that transcends gender, and then tong leaves again helplessly, leaving mew crying helplessly to the puppet. Then, in the future five or six years later, will it be possible for fate to arrange for them to meet again, and then what will be another scene. I don't know -
or maybe, tong and mew can't cross the lifeline anymore, tong meets another person, a man or a woman, and then walks hand in hand with him or her for the rest of the long journey in life, and mew will also Meet another person, maybe a man or a woman, then fall in love again, life burns again...
The movie just shows us a process in mew and tong's life, just a process. As for the ending, the movie leaves a blank , allowing the viewer to freely compose and create.
What kind of ending is not important, what is important is that we have all loved earnestly and passionately, and we will continue to work hard to pursue the sky that belongs to our love...
The most wonderful part of life is standing today, we will always be It is impossible to guess what kind of situation will come to us tomorrow. Any kind of thing is possible. For mew and tong, I would rather do the most beautiful blessings and expectations.

Remember Liu Yuling once said, "Everybody wants to label people . Sometimes you just fall in love with somebody, and you're really not thinking about what gender or whatever they happen to be. I think that if I happen to fall in love with a woman, everyone's going to make a big deal out of it. But if I happen to fall in love with a man, nobody cares." In the
film, Sister June left a letter when she stepped on the train, the letter said: "We all make mistakes because of love, we are fortunate The thing is, it's all for the people we love, life always gives us many opportunities, let us start all over again and correct the mistakes we have suffered..."
Ying said: "As long as there is love, there is hope!"
Mew said: "If we really love someone, can we accept the fact that he died one day. Parting is a part of life, we all know it. But can we let it go? We really love someone Man, aren't you afraid that he will leave us? . . . and we have to accept that no matter where we are, our loved ones are not around-"
Tong said: "I think, we still can't be there together, but that doesn't mean I don't love you."
It is with love and misplaced love in the world that we have so many regrets, and it is with so many regrets that life becomes so beautiful and colorful.
Tong leaves again, mew is alone again Facing loneliness alone. Facing the puppet, mew weeps; facing the fragile boy on the screen alone in the middle of the night, I also weep...

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