He is an arrogant person and an introverted child. In addition to reading, his understanding of human society is in his childhood, simple and self-willed, and he also has the kindness and straightforwardness that adults do not have.
His parents are his only spiritual sustenance, and he misses his parents all the time, until finally he mailed all his savings to his home.
He is a wanderer who has nothing to do with love. His talent is not appreciated, and he is even excluded by his own mentor. He comes from the Northeast where heavy industry is declining, his family is poor, and the environment has shaped this tragedy.
What can one do when one is caught in this inextricable despair, the universe has no beginning and no end, just like God.
When he shot, it was a relief. In the blood, his anger was vented, and in the fear of others, he was complete. Consummation is a kind of beauty.
Wu Gang 's
Second Sister:
Hello! Please deposit the enclosed cheque into the bank immediately. This letter is written specifically for you, so don't let the rest of the family see it. By the time you read this letter, I'm probably no longer alive. I have sent some things back, which are my relics. I think you just need to explain to the customs that they will let these things in, even if I brought them back myself. I am most worried about my parents and elders. They are too old to be able to withstand this turmoil. But I am powerless myself. This burden is about to fall on your shoulders. I implore you to take good care of them at all costs. Also, don't pay for my funeral. Never come to America to carry dead bodies home. It would be better for the Chinese embassy to cremate my body on the spot in the United States and just send some ashes back.
Remember: don't let the US side extort money. I think the money I sent back is enough to repay my parents for their upbringing, and (already) enough to repay my two sisters for their upbringing. After I called you last night, I cried so hard all by myself that I couldn't hold my breath. You know that I have always been upright all my life, and I hate the villains and self-righteous corrupt officials the most. I've been meaning to this for a long time, but I've endured it until I got my Ph.D. This is the scenery for the whole family. Don't be too sad for yourself, at least I will find a few people with backs to bury me with. My experience in the past 28 years has made me look down on life. I have told several people that I want to become a monk. Human desire for life has no end. Although I don’t have to worry about food and clothing in the United States, there are very rich people there. Compared with them, I am still a pauper. In short, I vented my anger and provided security for the livelihood of my family.
How can I expect to be infatuated with the world? The ancients said: "After a long drought, the nectar meets the old one (knowing), the wedding room spends candles on the night, and the golden list is named." I have tasted these four goals in life, which can be said to be content Yea! Although I am single, I have had some girlfriends. I started making girlfriends when I was living in high school, and when I was in college, I often sneaked into the hometown of No. 262 Hospital with girls in the dark for the night. After arriving in the United States, Chinese foreigners, single married people, good family girls or prostitutes have contacts. I don't have perseverance, I'm just thinking
In any case, I am already a little tired of the relationship between men and women, and further I have lost interest in the physics that I have studied for ten years (four years as an undergraduate, six years as a graduate student). Physics research is getting more and more disappointing. At present, the public is right, and the mother is right. No one knows what is going on. So people are divided into several factions according to different schools, attacking each other and boasting about themselves. No wonder some people say that "modern physics deceives itself". I regret that I didn't learn more practical subjects. What can I do? My parents don't know anything, they can't guide me in my studies. Many Chinese-American physicists were unhappy in the United States, and they returned to China for a while to brag about themselves and contribute to the motherland. So the Chinese Communist Party also advertised it loudly, coaxing young people to study pure science. But then again, if I had gone to study engineering, I would never have come to the United States today to study for a degree and save money. My parents did not have the financial strength to send me to the United States for further study. Some people in our school who are engaged in applied subjects have parents who are senior intellectuals who have studied abroad. They have foreign exchange at home and can provide their children with TOEFL and GRE, tuition and living expenses in the United States, or they have overseas relatives to borrow money. I have reached this stage today, and it can be said that my parents are at fault. I believe in: "Life is a great man, and death is a ghost." I do everything by myself. Also, it is better not to let the next generation know the truth about me, otherwise it will be bad for their future. Farewell, my dear second sister.
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