Life and Alive

Edmund 2022-01-27 08:23:03

The glass tumbled in the raindrops, crystal clear. A girl's life is so simple and clear. At 23 years old, she can still be called a girl, even if she is a mother of two children. My father met at a Nivarna concert, "he took off his coat and wiped my tears".

Normal
mother asked, why do you want to listen to Chinese teaching, why don't you do more normal things, the girl thought, this is also normal, everyday housework, work, is a normal life. Just one day, the doctor announced the day she was about to leave, she recorded her bucket list, those things that didn't seem normal.
Getting your nails done, your hair done, smoking and drinking as you like, is not about indulgent enjoyment, but with all the luxuries you can't afford because you've been burdened with your family too soon.
I fell in love with a strange man, met my current husband at the age of 17, and gave birth to two children, but I don't know more about the taste of love, there is a little rebellion, and more is curiosity, a topic that I don't usually think about, and suddenly take the risk. Get out of the water and make it happen.

Alone
wet her body and closed her eyes, hoping to hear her own voice. The hustle and bustle is gone, the troubles recede, face yourself alone, a single and complete self, not alone, leave alone, those who live together will no longer have a life with her, "I don't want you to be in the waiting room. Waiting at the door, spending time in traffic jams on the highway.” Even in the face of death, she can face it independently, without even needing to talk and comfort, the extraordinary bravery belongs to the ordinary her.

Dream
reality has long since wiped out the dream without a trace. Songs or dances seem out of reach. She danced at will in the supermarket, still imagining it. At that moment, she seemed to get rid of all the fetters. In Lee's car, the music sounded, wrapping up another world. There were no trivialities, no troubles, just scream and dance at will, short and real, The dream came true.

Love
I never doubted the love I chose at the age of 17. Even though I lived a poor and hard life, I still contained responsibility and deep love. I am about to leave, I hope he will meet a new woman, love him, love his children, and the people he needs to take care of, so that he will have a better life.
Being a mother at the age of 17 ended her carefree days prematurely. But on the day the child was born, in my arms, "that was the happiest moment in my life". Maybe they won't remember her much when they grow up, have a new mother, a new family. But once gave life. She hoped that they would not have regrets and defects because of her departure, the gifts she received every year on her birthday, she will always love them, she is with them.
Her father was in prison when she was a child, and her mother was not so decent at times. She didn't complain too much, "I hope you take good care of yourself." Even if those who get life don't have a rich and comfortable life, she wants them to be happy.

Enjoy
time is short, although it is a proposition that is tireless, it is only possible to face yourself when you really face it. Sweet cakes, delicious candies, these are all her nostalgic life. There is no remorse and pain, all that is left is sweetness.

When Alive
left, he left behind his body and only his thoughts. The process of life is like facing the sea, there are boundless beauty, and there are turbulent and unsteady waves. But in the end, it should be calm, like her, watching everything peacefully, even if you are nostalgic, even if you are reluctant, you should leave gently, withdraw from the lives of others, and return to eternal tranquility.

Memories turned into bubbles, but they smiled at it.

That song that keeps on singing, it's called, God Only Knows

I may not always love you
But long as there are stars above you
You never need to doubt it
I'll make you so sure about it

God only knows what I'd be without you

If you should ever leave me
Though life would still go on believe me
The world could show nothing to me
So what good would living do me

God only knows what I'd be without you
God only knows what I'd be without you

If you should ever leave me
Well life would still go on believe me
The world could show nothing to me
So what good would living do me

God only knows what I'd be without you
God only knows what I'd be without you
God only knows

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