After reading it in three days, it gave me a lesson. At the beginning, the ambiguous chat between the handsome young owner of the bookstore and the cutting-edge writer, accompanied by warm yellow photography, was gentle and heartwarming, just like love at the beginning of the trilogy. After learning about the sick and charming elements of this drama, as a pseudo-literary youth and a person with abnormal emotional preferences, I am simply delighted. (BTW, the name joe is the same as the name of the artificial intelligence lover in Blade Runner. Think of their service and control...) Some of the jokes in the front really hit me, such as locking benji and asking him What book to read, and some quick wit of the male protagonist make his lies continue. Joe starts monitoring everything about Beck, making himself the perfect lover, watching her approach the trap step by step. There are also many people who have analyzed a lot about the characters of Joe and Beck. Joe was influenced by moony in his teenage years and inherited the values that he can do anything for love. There are many sayings that he lacked love since he was a child. At first, I also thought that he should be the ultimate love brain. But from his reactions and the conversations between them after his adoptive father locked him up, I think he then rationalized this joy of being in control in the name of love. He just likes to be in control. He hopes that things will have a good ending under his control. Of course, it is up to him to judge whether this is good or not, so in the end, it is still self-centered. I couldn't help but think, when my adoptive father put him in a transparent book cage and let him stay with so many sages' classics, is it because all he can feel is all the nothingness described by language and himself as the only entity, so He feels that he is the most important.
Then there's Beck, I'd agree to say she's a mess. She is ignored, so she wants to be seen; she is vain, so she needs sisters like peach. She seems to be living at the top of the social pyramid; but she knows how to distinguish the good from the bad, and even understand the importance of spiritual freedom, but she is still confused , lazy escape... It all makes me feel like myself.
Every line at the beginning of the final monologue of the novel was deafening to me. It's all she desires!
How to place inner peace and desire in order to live in peace, I may still continue to find the answer. But the only sure thing is to keep introspective, pull yourself up when you are indulging in material desires and emotions, and warn yourself of the vain desires, and when you are too far from the ground and feel like a cynic, pull yourself down. , reminding himself that he is just an ordinary human being.
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