Maybe it's a story of a girl who lost herself and was finally redeemed.
She wanders in an unfamiliar city, perhaps no city has ever warmed her,
No family, no friends, maybe never really had family and friends,
She doesn't know the meaning of her existence, she just wants to use alcohol to numb herself, maybe she wants to escape and face her meaninglessness,
After all, no one cares about her life and death, and her heart has long been concerned about no one,
She is numb to everything, does not cry when frightened, does not hide from danger,
Maybe deep down she wanted to be in danger, hoping that someone could help her end it all.
Maybe it was a drinking pleasure that made her mistakenly think she had a so-called "intimacy",
At that moment she was not numb, she could really feel happy,
And that pain is the best proof that she is still alive.
She was so addicted to that joy and pain that she could even trade her everything for that moment, including her self-esteem and her life.
I don't know if it was the fear that finally occurred at the juncture of life and death that made her rekindle her reverence for life.
Or finally felt that she was cared for by others, thus healing all the previous pains,
Fortunately, she found herself and got a new life.
But maybe no one will appear to accompany her to eat and chat, to simply get along with her, to travel together,
Naturally, no one will appear, pull her out of the quagmire, and risk her life when she is in danger.
Her destination is to leave in danger with a smile that is finally relieved, meaningless, no one cares,
Like she never came to this world.
I hope that those who want to be redeemed can encounter warmth, and those who want to be liberated can also do so.
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